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Eddie has recently come out as gay, but isn't sure where to start, so he asks Pepa to set him up on a few blind dates so he can test the waters. Buck's gonna Buck.
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- Part 44 of Buddie Short Stuff
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06 Apr 2026
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He doesn’t want to stop; he doesn’t even want to slow down. He wants this, here, for the rest of his life. And he’s past wondering if he deserves it, past thinking he isn’t good enough for a man like Buck, past being scared of the love that lives inside of him. He wants Buck selfishly, wants him greedily, and if he’s willing to give himself over to Eddie, then Eddie isn’t a selfless enough man to say no. He isn’t strong enough to deny himself such joy.
“Need you,” Eddie begs. “Please, Buck. Please.”
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02 Apr 2026
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Then, he swallows thickly, turning to face Eddie with the single most terrified look on his face. He hadn’t seen this since the tsunami, the day Eddie saw him with Christopher’s glasses slung around his neck, because Buck knew telling him would kill Eddie – quickly or eventually, it would’ve.
But his son is safe. Everyone is safe. They’re on dry land, in a house that pretty much belongs to them rather than just him, and Buck’s looking at him like that.
He says, “I don’t think he was my first, either. Not in the way that matters.”
or, sometimes the purest form of joy is found in dancing and your best friend between your legs.
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01 Apr 2026
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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01 Apr 2026
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lost inside a memory of someone's life (it wasn't mine) by lifelessframe
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
25 Mar 2026
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Buck wrote them all a letter.
One to Maddie, saying he loves her and he’s sorry.
One to Hen, thanking her for always being there.
One to Chim, asking him to take good care of himself and his family.
One to Chris, explaining why he won’t be around anymore.
And one to Eddie, which somehow ended up being the shortest.
Or Buck tries to kill himself after Bobby’s death. Eddie is heartbroken, slightly seething, and he just doesn't understand.
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31 Mar 2026