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    But this scene seemed vaguely familiar.

    He somberly smiled to himself when he realised, the gesture quite not reaching his eyes,
    'As if. But it's kinda great to imagine that I'll run into Dazai san again like that.'

    It's great to dream.

    But when his ears picked up on the sound of bubbles and someone choking under water, he realised lady luck seemed to have something against him today that she was teaming up with lady gaslight.

    So, he slowly turned around, his eyebrows twitching at the sight of Dazai's floating legs in the river.

    This has to be fake.

    Dazai was supposed to be dead.

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    Atsushi time travels somehow and ends up where he and Dazai first met. The only problem being, he doesn’t believe it’s real and wants the ‘illusion’ to break so he can go back and save the only couple of people left behind in the war.

    He doesn’t want to lose the ones that are luckily alive.

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    29 Dec 2024

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    Litteraly one of the most painful fics I have ever read

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    “You aren’t fucking protecting me!” Tommy shouts. The car is heavy with jagged breaths, Wilbur catching his and Tommy finding his own, too. “You’re stifling me! You’re fucking killing me like a bug! I’m dying, Wilbur, I can’t live like this—”

    “Oh, please—”

    “Don’t pretend like you’re not happy to see me like this!” Tommy interrupts sharply, leaning forward in his seat and craning his neck to get a good look at him. “If you’re so fucking obsessed with controlling everything I do, you must like it when I’m fucking miserable, right?”

    or: When Phil dies and Techno moves across the country as a result, Wilbur and Tommy are the only ones left in the house. Tensions rise over the months, and after the nastiest fight they've had in ages, Tommy catches the first bus he can find out of the state to crash at Dream's house. After a handful of days, when the anger has subsided and he's ready to go home... his bus money has made a mysterious disappearance, and Tommy is officially stranded.

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    12 Dec 2024

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    cCRIMEBOYS ANGST AND FLUFF AHHHH

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    "Fuck you,” Tommy all but cries out, chest exploding into fireworks of seething red. “Fuck you, Techno, you pretentious bitch, you fucking asshole. You come in here and— and start trying to tell me who I can and can’t be friends with? After fucking ignoring me for six months? You controlling fucking— I can talk to whoever I want!” A beat, a break, a bated breath. His voice does not waver. “And if it’s not you, that’s not my problem!”

    It backfires.

    or: Tommy and Techno have been talking less and less since Techno started college. In a subconscious attempt to fill the void, Tommy unwittingly makes good friends with one (1) Wilbur Soot— to which his actual brother does not take kindly.

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    07 Oct 2024

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    FINALLY THE SHIT I LIKE

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    "Are you my mama?"

    Chuuya freezes and tries not to visibly choke.

    Am I your what? he barely stops himself from blurting.

    "Dazai-san said you're my mama... but not like my real mama, just my 'for now' mama... he said he can be my 'for now' papa..."

    That shitty bastard.

    Atsushi is looking at him very hopefully. Ah, an orphan desperate for parents, even if they're just 'for now'.

    It's really not worth hurting his feelings...

    "Yeah." I'm gonna kill you, Dazai. "Yeah, I'm your... 'for now' mama." I'm gonna fucking kill you.

    ___

    When Atsushi is deaged, Dazai drops him off at Chuuya's on his day off. In the process, Chuuya learns that there was something very wrong with Atsushi's childhood and does his best to give him the care he was missing, all the while dealing with the troubling discovery that people call him 'Mama of the Port Mafia' behind his back.

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    13 May 2024

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    CHUUYA AND ATSUSHI

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    Atsushi's an orphan, and at this point, he's so fucking glad.

    (or, Atsushi accidentally calls Chuuya 'mom,' which is all fine and good, except for the fact that Dazai will NEVER let him live it down.)

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    13 May 2024

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    CHUUYA AND ATSUSHI