Deathbyrat
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Monkey Clothes by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
18 Mar 2026
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Margaret “Peggy” Carter was the last person on earth who knew Steve. And she was alive. Her file lay open on his kitchen table, the phone number staring at him accusingly. So he went for a run instead. Besides, he had his first mission soon. He’ll call afterward.
OR: Steve's journey from denial to obsession
This is a direct continuation of SNAFU, it's best if you read that one first!
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- Part 3 of Neurasthenia
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The Sugar Report by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, Captain America (Chris Evans Movies)
06 Mar 2026
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Bucky knew how to do this. How to stop himself from licking his lips. How to resist the urge to lick his fingers, wet with release. How to wrinkle his nose at it. How to act drunk. How to disguise the lust in his eyes. How to hide. How to follow the steps of this dance. How not to reveal himself.
Steve didn't know what he was doing. But the look in Bucky's eyes was like fire and God did he want to burn. So he kept pushing. And pushing. And pushing. Waiting for that final dam to break, for the walls to crumble and the drinks to flow. All for the permission that came in the dark.
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The 1940s was a bad time for two queer kids in Brooklyn. So they hid. From themselves and from each other. This is a story of sex and sexuality, and of hiding from yourself.
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- Part 1 of Neurasthenia
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Ilya Rozanov was in an internet fight. This was a fairly regular occurrence for him, he tried to get into at least a few every day. But this one was…unique. In an unfortunate turn of events, he had screenshotted his Twitter feed to prove how sexy and powerful he is, which ended up exposing his alternate account. One @shaneslover. An account he had kept for years, fanning the flames of ship wars, threatening Hayden Pike, and, as the name suggested, thirsting after Shane Hollander.
OR: what if your insane mutual of like 7 years turned out to be THE Ilya Rozanov. The one who goes a bit too far with the thirsting every time turns out to be actually for real famous hockey player Ilya Rozanov. The internet doesn't know how to feel
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Situation Normal: All Fucked Up by Deathbyrat
Fandoms: Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Jan 2026
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He stayed busy. He worked out. He read. He ate. Sometimes. He beat his fists bloody against heavy bags, letting the sand heal into his knuckles just to feel it. He kept an eye out for krauts. He didn’t look for dark haired and light eyed men with wicked smiles. He slept. Sometimes. He ignored the ghosts that overlapped with reality. He was handling it.
Steven Grant Rogers was fine. He repeated it several times a day, it was surely true. He was fine.
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Steve has a bad time in 2012
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- Part 2 of Neurasthenia
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Neurasthenia by Deathbyrat
Fandom Captain America (Chris Evans Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
18 Mar 2026
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My reimagining of the MCU. A mix of comics, movies, real history, and mine own thoughts.
Now with 500% more Steve Rogers!!- Words:
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One Cloud Feels Lonely by thecommodore_squid (orphan_account)
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Young Avengers
25 Sep 2016
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“I’m going to take a break for a while,” Steve said quietly, not looking at T’Challa, not knowing that this was what he was gonna do until the words were out of his mouth. “I can’t be on a team right now.”
T’Challa nodded as if he understood. “Alright.”
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In which Steve and Bucky both figure out how to be a person again, and it still takes them over 130 years.Series
- Part 1 of Of Pancakes & Cave(rns)
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- English
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Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
14 Oct 2025
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LITERALLY THE BESTTTT!!! Featuring Sad Sack Steve, Bucky getting his shit together and the young avengers!!
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heated chivalry by goddcoward
Fandom A Knight of the Seven Kingdoms (TV), A Song of Ice and Fire - George R. R. Martin
01 Mar 2026
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season one of AKOTSK, now with 500% more Dunk/Lyonel situationship!
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Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
11 Mar 2026
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Two years after the tourney at Ashford, Dunk finds himself in the Stormlands and in need of shelter for the night.
Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
10 Mar 2026
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Sometimes, very late at night, lying only a wall away from one of his closest friends, he wonders what it would be like to tell someone. Maybe it’s finally time to let someone in on even the deepest parts of himself. He falls asleep to the idea, letting the concept play out in a way that isn’t as tragic as he expects it to be in reality. Disappointment engulfs him in the morning when he knows he won’t do it anyway.
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Dennis Whitaker was sent away to a wilderness therapy camp when he was sixteen. He's only coming to terms with it twelve years later.
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- English
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- 13,170
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- 2/2
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Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
07 Mar 2026
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In Delusions of Increasing Grandeur by graiai for aguntoaknifefight (swirlingvoid)
Fandoms: Interview with the Vampire (TV 2022)
29 Nov 2024
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Obviously, truth is stranger than fiction, and there’s always going to be edge cases in the real world, but for our purposes: just how realistic is Armand’s tragic backstory?
Judging by the number of retweets/reblogs on this post and others like it, fannish opinion seems to be “not very”. But honestly? It’s not that far-fetched.
Or: a fannish academic does a deep dive into the most controversial character in Daniel Molloy’s new novel.
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- 8/8
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Bookmarked by Deathbyrat
06 Mar 2026