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“I’m sorry,” Shane chokes, closing his eyes. Rozanov draws his hand, pulling Shane’s with it, to his face and wipes his cheeks.
“There is nothing to be sorry for, любовь моя, it is okay,” Rozanov murmurs, tugging at Shane’s hair again. Shane exhales, letting him clean his cheeks. “You got overwhelmed, yes? It happens.”
“I can’t be fucking normal,” Shane says quietly, whining, head falling back, pressing into Rozanov’s hand.
“No, if you were fucking normal, you would not be my Shane.”
// shane is a liar, and he's tired of it all. his life falls apart, and he finds that he doesn't actually mind.
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Bookmarked by Essloeffel
05 Apr 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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The Centaur Family by liljenrocks
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Apr 2026
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“I don’t need to see a doctor. I am fine. You’re worrying for nothing. Let’s just go to sleep.”
Go to sleep? Shane huffs, Ilya thought it was fine. It didn’t matter if he was in pain or danger? They should just move on? As if.
“It’s not nothing. I’m worried about your health. Which you don’t seem to care about! Tell me one reason that I shouldn’t be worried!”
“Because I didn’t take them.”
“What?”
“I threw the bottles away when you left. Happy?”
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Ilya doesn’t keep pills in his house and Shane finds out why.Series
- Part 2 of ⟡ sad Ilya ⟡
Bookmarked by Essloeffel
25 Jan 2026
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ilya and shane’s silly adventures by blossominribcage
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
15 Mar 2026
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hollanov fics, mixing show and book canon together in my mind palace
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Bookmarked by Essloeffel
23 Jan 2026