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The alarm was louder as he got back into the corridors, but there was no noise other than that. The crowds from earlier must be being kept somewhere but Shane couldn't see them. He couldn't see or hear anyone as he sped up, feet racing and heart hammering as he took what he hoped would be the most direct route to the Boston locker room. All he could think, with every single step, was that he might be too late. That he might die with these words unsaid. Not that he knew what he wanted to say. But he wanted to have the chance to say it, or to chicken out, one last time. Fuck, he just wanted to see him again.
A Boston vs Montreal game is interrupted by a lock down alarm, followed by the information that there is a potential threat being investigated. The team is told to stay calm and call their families. Shane realises that there is one person he needs to talk to, one person he wants to be with if this really is the end.
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Shane spent his whole life trying to understand what people were saying, and why what they meant wasn't what he understood by the words they had spoken. He talked and smiled and he nodded and he still got labelled as not sociable, no matter what he did.
Things were different with Ilya. Ilya spoke his mind and told Shane in no uncertain terms what he wanted. Until he didn't. And Shane had to try to work out how to know when Ilya wasn't okay any more.
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He hadn't thought that someone you loved could tell you they were okay when they were falling apart. He had assumed Ilya would find a way through it, that he was worrying unnecessarily, or that the words would eventually come. The fact that Ilya could say he was fine, could act like he was fine, when everything was crumbling inside of him to an ash that might choke him if left unchecked was more than he could comprehend. Because Shane wore his feelings like paint across his face, whether he wanted to or not. He'd been sure he would know if things were really bad with Ilya because he knew Ilya, because he loved him more than he'd known it was possible to love someone.But he hadn't known.
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Edwin Payne and Crystal Palace are both in their 30s- competent, independent and amazingly good at their jobs. They have both spent all of their adult lives telling themselves that they are fine, they are happy and that this is just how life is.
They live on the other side of the world to each other and have never met until one day fate, and a house exchange website, unites them.
All they really want is to get away from the mess they have made of their lives. To spend the holidays somewhere far away pretending to be the kind of person who doesn't split up with their boyfriend five days before Christmas.
Neither of them realise that this is the holiday that will change everything.
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Last Christmas (I gave you my heart) by Hse11z5 for Nigg
Fandoms: Dead Boy Detectives (TV)
14 Dec 2025
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So, Christmas really was magic. It meant things could be willed into existence, it meant that things that would never normally be possible suddenly happened, and no one blinked an eyelid. It was the only possible reason Charles could think of for what had just happened to him. One moment, he had been in the office with Edwin, decorating the Christmas tree and gazing at his best mate in the whole world- desperately trying to think what on earth he could get him for Christmas- and the next moment he was falling, spinning through darkness before landing wherever on earth he was now.
[or, two boys are so determined to make this Christmas perfect that they make time travel happen]
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Edwin Payne is, technically, a hospital porter. He moves things, he tidies up, he helps where he can. But everyone knows that there are certain people only Edwin can move- certain messes he must be called on to tidy up.
And so it has been for 30 years. Edwin does what he can to sooth souls and to make amends for a past he cannot escape- blood he cannot wash off.
But then, one day, there is a boy on the point of death who's anger threatens to leave a scar on the world he's leaving behind. And Edwin knows he will do everything in his power to keep that boy safe.
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Once a year the Yakuza and the Bratva meet to renew their peace treaty. Which means once a year, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov stand in the same room, trade threats, trade insults…and definitely do not flirt.
But when an unknown enemy targets their organizations the two rivals are forced into hiding together while they search for the culprit.
Mix in a complicated 7 year history, and a summer they don't speak about, what could possibly go wrong?
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Rivals to lovers x Mafia AU x fake dating.
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08 Mar 2026
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Shane Hollander has chemistry with his new American linemate. Montreal fans are thrilled. Ilya Rozanov is not.
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27 Feb 2026
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we're gonna be royals by waterwatereverywhere
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov "agreed" to an arranged marriage his brother coordinated, eyeing more money and wanting nothing more to do with Ilya. He and Svetlana fly to Canada to meet Shane Hollander, a man who somehow agreed to this arrangement as well. Ilya had no idea who would want this. He wanted to find a way out of it if he could.
But then he meets Shane and suddenly has very different ideas about what his future could be. He wasn't hoping for love, but he could see some version of freedom.Series
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- Part 1 of scenes from a marriage
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22 Feb 2026
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“Hey, did you hear about Rozanov?”
Shane’s head snaps up at the mention of the Boston captain, eyes locking with Hayden’s. His friend looks amused, motioning to his phone.
“No, what about him?” Shane asks, trying to sound casual.
“He got some girl’s name tattooed on his leg. Apparently he was out partying with his team after their win and got it done. An Instagram post is going viral about it.”
or, Ilya gets a tattoo. Shane is very calm about it.
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21 Feb 2026
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i'm your biggest fan, mr. hollander by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Dec 2025
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Shane blinked away the easy haziness settling over his mind and turned, his mouth going dry and his heart stuttering to a stop in his chest as he pieced together what was happening. One of Shane’s extra jerseys – one used almost exclusively for photos – was pulled across Ilya’s body, clinging to his chest and shoulders and loosening around his waist where his body tapered in.
“Oh my God,” Shane exhaled, fairly certain that he might be dying and this was the first glimpse of heaven he was going to get.
Ilya turned slowly, grinning, and showed off the HOLLANDER spreading across his back and Shane’s number branding him. “You played so well, Mr. Hollander. I’m such a fan of you.”
or, hollanov roleplay with ilya in shane's jersey
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21 Feb 2026