16 Bookmarks by Janus_S

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  1. Public Bookmark *

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    Dazai-centric, mostly canon one-shots all existing in the same universe. i.e. all the events in these fics are presumably in the same world and may be referenced in latter one-shots. My goal is to have 10 in total but who knows, maybe I'll make it to 20!

    ( ^◡^)っ ♡

    I've been recently reading the works of real-life Dazai so I like to sprinkle in some references and easter eggs along the way. I've also consumed a lot of BSD works (English fan translations) in a short period of time, so these one-shots reference:

    "Osamu Dazai and the Dark Era"
    "How I Picked Up Dazai" or "The Day I Picked Up Dazai" (Parts A and B - this is also my favorite light novel)
    "Beast" manga
    "55 Minutes" (my other favorite!)
    "Stormbringer"
    "Dazai, Chuuya, Age 15"
    "The Untold Origins of the Detective Agency"

    I'm up to date with the manga *cue all the soukoku heartache (╯°□°)╯︵ ┻━┻ * but I don't think I'll be incorporating recent chapters into these fics (though many a theory I have >>_>>)

    Words:
    128,426
    Works:
    15
    Bookmarks:
    173

    02 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 9

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    “I was supposed to be the one to die young, not you. You know that, right?”
    Quiet, quiet, quiet.
    “I suppose, if you were here, you’d scold me for the way I’m speaking. You’d tell me my life is worth something and Odasaku—you’re so rarely wrong about things, but you’re wrong about this one. It’s nothing.”
    Drip, drip, drip.
    “I am nothing.”

    --
    Or, Oda is dead, Dazai is not.
    OR, my multi-chap fic for Odazaiweek24!

    Prompts:
    I – Rain
    II – Winter, Safe Place
    III – Love Letters
    IV – Love Language
    V – Oceans, Cuddles
    VI – Odasaku's Birthday
    VII – Free Day

    CWs in the tags!

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    15,774
    Chapters:
    7/7
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    45
    Bookmarks:
    9
    Hits:
    1,149

    05 Dec 2025

  3. Rec 66

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    "I get it,” Chūya said. “Just—no more keeping secrets.” His eyes darted Dazai’s way, “Both of you. Okay? You have to promise.”
    Akiko closed her eyes, “I promise.”
    Dazai nodded, “Promise.”
    --
    Or, now-estranged childhood best friends reunite over an upsetting circumstance.
    OR, the ramifications of trauma, then and now.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    170,745
    Chapters:
    25/25
    Comments:
    462
    Kudos:
    410
    Bookmarks:
    66
    Hits:
    11,242

    05 Dec 2025

  4. Public Bookmark 47

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    “What if I want it to?” Dazai retorted, “What if I wanted to be sick again?”
    --
    Or, Dazai relapsing.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,115
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    20
    Kudos:
    321
    Bookmarks:
    47
    Hits:
    2,965

    03 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 5

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    Dazai Osamu— a man known for his obsession with suicide and ending his life in a peaceful, non-painful way with not bothering anyone with his suicide, yet lived and thrived in the light to fulfill a dead friend’s wish. When everything has died down in Yokohama, Mori comes into the Armed Detective Agency’s building asking for his part of the deal, Fukuzawa lets him in. When he chose Dazai, everyone panicked— except for Dazai himself.

    OR After Fyodor and the DOA are defeated, Mori comes to get his part of the deal, what he didn’t know was Dazai had no longer a reason to live, so he makes the mistake of bringing him to the place he once knew as home to see for the last time.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,187
    Chapters:
    1/?
    Comments:
    2
    Kudos:
    39
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    290

    02 Dec 2025

  6. Rec 10

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    Fifteen years ago, Spencer Hastings confessed to a murder she didn’t commit. She lied to protect her friends, and it cost her everything. Now out of prison, all she wants is a quiet life and a clean slate. But A has other plans and they’re thrilled to have their favorite game piece back on the board.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,686
    Chapters:
    26/26
    Comments:
    134
    Kudos:
    56
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    1,364

    10 Oct 2025

  7. Public Bookmark 12

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    Basically Tori's life post-Solitaire. Obviously, this fic contains spoilers for Solitaire.

    TRIGGER WARNING: This fic will contain depictions of mental health issues, such as eating disorders, anxiety disorders, depression and suicidal ideation, as well as references to self-harm, bullying and bad parenting. Read with caution.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    10,719
    Chapters:
    10/?
    Comments:
    12
    Kudos:
    62
    Bookmarks:
    12
    Hits:
    1,464

    02 Jan 2025

  8. Public Bookmark 26

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    When Jason "J.D." Dean approaches you on a whim, you assume he's better than others make him out to be.

    It never crossed your mind that he was actually worse.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    23,762
    Chapters:
    10/10
    Comments:
    41
    Kudos:
    336
    Bookmarks:
    26
    Hits:
    5,591

    05 Jul 2024

  9. Rec *

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    “How long has it been since anyone’s seen him?”

    Next to him, Porsche can feel Kinn take a deep breath.

    “Two or three weeks.” Pete answers quietly.

    Shit.

    -

    Kim is kidnapped and no one notices. Putting the pieces back together isn’t so easy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    26,263
    Chapters:
    8/8
    Comments:
    113
    Kudos:
    1,340
    Bookmarks:
    216
    Hits:
    21,350

    13 Oct 2023

  10. Public Bookmark 65

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    Porchay is suicidal. Kim is not pleased with the info.

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,139
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    26
    Kudos:
    742
    Bookmarks:
    65
    Hits:
    13,855

    11 Oct 2023

  11. Public Bookmark *

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    Of course, Dazai didn't exactly know what to expect when he let himself get captured. Maybe beaten around a bit, yelled at, possibly even threatened, typical Port Mafia behaviour, he knew this was coming. He didn't know the rest of it was coming, though.

    He didn't expect to see Chuuya wearing the same dead look as the Demon Prodigy, for a start.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    72,727
    Chapters:
    31/?
    Comments:
    271
    Kudos:
    3,647
    Bookmarks:
    527
    Hits:
    116,643

    24 Jun 2023

  12. Rec 17

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    Started: May 8, 2023
    Finished: June 19, 2024
    Psychodysleptic: That brings on a dreamlike mental state; hallucinogenic.
    I'm blinded by the lights.
    I can't sleep...
    I'm drowning in the night...
    You are the one I trust when I'm like this...
    I can see the sun light up the sky every day.
    This city is cold and empty...
    I'm running out of time...

    Series
    Language:
    English
    Words:
    16,571
    Chapters:
    15/15
    Comments:
    58
    Kudos:
    224
    Bookmarks:
    17
    Hits:
    6,229

    01 Jun 2023

  13. Public Bookmark 13

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    Works:
    2
    Bookmarks:
    13

    31 May 2023

  14. Public Bookmark 5

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    It was time for Janus to go. No other sides knew about it other than Remus and well- he is not taking it well.

    How can Janus say goodbye if his best friend begs him not to?

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,851
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    8
    Kudos:
    86
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    505

    11 Apr 2023

  15. Public Bookmark 81

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    Logan isn't just Logic, he's also facts, knowledge, truth.
    Deceit is his exact opposite, lies, deception, falsehoods.

    Logan wants nothing to do with the Dark Side who seems to thrive off of causing trouble for him and his fellow Light Sides, but all of that changes one night when an unexpected encounter with Deceit causes Logan to start questioning whether he's the villain they've all made him out to be.

    (Work has been discontinued)

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    109,532
    Chapters:
    32/?
    Comments:
    296
    Kudos:
    698
    Bookmarks:
    81
    Hits:
    11,080

    10 Apr 2023

  16. Rec *

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    "There’s this moment in the car when everyone goes quiet, like it’s barely sunrise, but the day’s already been too long, and we just don’t have the energy to say anything else. I can’t stop looking back at Victoria in the rearview mirror, squished in the middle seat of Nick’s little Fiat.

    I remind myself. She is here. She is alright."
     
    Starting from the end of Solitaire, an exploration of Charlie and Tori's relationship and a journey to healing.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    61,761
    Chapters:
    17/17
    Comments:
    254
    Kudos:
    687
    Bookmarks:
    196
    Hits:
    17,825

    15 Oct 2022

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