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  1. Public Bookmark 39

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    When Bucky fell from that train, when he slipped through Steve’s fingers, it had felt like the end of the world, a cataclysm whose blast radius was limited to one Steven Grant Rogers. Everyone else, he’d thought, could survive it, even if it hurt them. Steve could not. Steve had not, even if that had proven to be a temporary state of affairs.

    Now, Steve’s world doesn’t feel like it’s ending. It feels like it’s beginning again: a violent transformation, a terrible rebirth. It roars through him, hope and horror in equal measure, drowning everything else out.

    After the Avengers find a frozen Bucky in an abandoned HYDRA base in Siberia, Steve thinks that everything will be okay now that he has Bucky back, now that he's safe and alive and healing, now that they're together again. But Bucky's road to recovery is long, and Steve and Bucky have fundamentally different ideas about what it means to come home from the war seventy years later than they'd expected to. Those different ideas might even be irreconcilable. Even if Steve has found Bucky, he's going to have to reckon with the ways he's lost himself along the way, or risk losing Bucky forever.

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    04 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 6

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    There's nowhere left to run, and what comes next won't just cost Steve and Bucky everything they have, it will cost them everything they are.

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    27 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    "You give ground and you forget to resist, how to resist, or that you ever did in the first place. They don't need a thousand volts through your body to mold you into a good soldier." Like me, went unspoken but Steve heard it anyway. "It's harder to fight pleasure."

    "Obedience is a pleasure?" Steve asked dryly.

    The Soldier's expression stayed unreadable. "Sit," he said.

    Hydra tries to turn Steve Rogers into a dog. The Soldier tries to turn into Bucky Barnes.

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    05 Feb 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 34

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    The last thing Tony Stark ever wanted was a Soulmate. So it's just his luck that he soul-bonds with Captain America himself. What makes it even worse is that the are Twinflames; soulmates who have reincarnated over several lifetimes to continue to be with each other.
    Already in a relationship with Pepper Potts, Tony pushes Rogers away and denies the bond. But how long can you really deny destiny before it decides to intervein?

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    30 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 16

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    In the helicarrier, the Asset remembers he knew the blonde man. It takes a little longer for him to remember what Captain America did to him.
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    The Winter Soldier goes on a revenge-filled killing spree with Captain America as his final target. Steve is hell-bent on stopping him and saving his friend. Tony tries to make sure he doesn't die in the process. Natasha and Clint pick up the pieces.

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    30 Jan 2026