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    Shane doesn’t know exactly when he decided he was done hiding and bending over backwards to make other people comfortable. Sometime between going to bed last night and heading to the rink this morning, something in him just gave out.

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    26 Mar 2026

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    Domesticating Shane over the course of six months wasn't actually Ilya's plan, believe it or not. His plan was actually to fuck his husband in as many countries and cities as possible in as many positions as he could think of. The fact that Shane seemed determined to eat his way around the world was merely the cherry on top of what was already a fantastic situation for Ilya.

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    or, Shane gains quite a bit of weight post-retirement and continues gaining quite a bit of weight onward. Heed the tags. I'm coming out of WG fic retirement.

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    24 Mar 2026

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    There were rumors about Gansey and Ronan, of course, but Adam didn’t put much stock in rumors. He relied on what he could see. What he could hear. 

    What he saw was a flurry of fleeting moments of casual intimacy—a hand pressed to the small of a back and a whisper in the ear, touches that could have been romantic or platonic, both or neither. Space shared with ease. Eyes drawn to each other more than anyone else. 

    What he heard were snatches of whispered conversation—as if they were in their own world, and not a lecture hall full of a hundred other people. Every word was laced in hidden meaning and inside references and whole knowledge of the other. 

    It wasn’t exactly a stretch to imagine that the rumors were true. 

    Adam thought about that, too. The two of them, together. The picture they would make. Sometimes he was even desperate enough to include himself in the fantasy. He wondered what it would be like to be the subject of their undivided attention. He wondered if such a thing would be survivable. 

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    23 Mar 2026

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    none of these stories are interconnected. they can be read in any order, and you're not missing something if you skip some of them. it's just all my HR fic, gathered in one place.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    15 Mar 2026