LucyLockwood
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
The brush off Shane received when he suggested Ilya try medication was hardly surprising to him. What he found shocking was that he had actually done it. Without telling Shane, no less. And if that wasn't startling enough, finding out the entire hockey community knew because of one ill-timed picture Cliff Marlow took practically knocked him off balance.
---
“Who knew Rozanov would be the poster boy for Prozac?” Hayden muttered with a huff. “God, he’s gotta be floating on cloud nine with that dose. Normal people take like what, ten or twenty? Sixty must mean he was damn near suicidal.”“Probably,” JJ agreed, shrugging. “I wouldn’t know, I don’t need to medicate myself to cope with life.”
“If he’s all doped up, how come he’s still always such an asshole?” one of the rookies questioned, earning a few laughs.
Shane just felt sick to his stomach. And angry. At his team and Marlow and mostly at himself. Ilya had done exactly what he asked and now, he was getting mocked for taking care of himself. In what world was that fair?
“Maybe that’s why he’s so aggressive on the ice,” another theorized. “He's trying to kill himself and take another player with him to make it look like an accident.”
Bookmarked by LucyLockwood
09 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."
Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.
Series
- Part 3 of Hollanov Angst Time
Bookmarked by LucyLockwood
07 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"Condoms," Shane gasps out. "We don't have condoms."
Ilya groans, this one of displeasure. The last thing he wants to do is leave the space between Shane's ridiculously perfect thighs to go hunt down a piece of rubber. Though the image of Shane, panting and worked up, is a thing of beauty. It sounds fun, but Ilya needs it now just as bad.
"Do we need them?" Ilya asks, mostly as a joke. He makes a move to leave, but Shane's legs tighten around him.
Shane lets out a moan. "I'm clean."
Ilya gets to fuck Shane raw. He doesn't last long.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 4,528
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 140
- Kudos:
- 2,902
- Bookmarks:
- 606
- Hits:
- 30,556
Bookmarked by LucyLockwood
05 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"So, Shane-y boy, how long are you gonna be out with Boston Lily?" Hayden mumbles to himself –
– just as the tv says "...for the rival captains, Montreal's Shane Hollander and Boston's Ilya Rozanov."
Boston Lily. Boston's Ilya…
No way.
Bookmarked by LucyLockwood
04 Mar 2026
-
Tags
Summary
When Shane was born an ocean away from her homeland, Yuna Hollander, who did not pray, whispered into the world: Let every door open for him, my son.
OR: Yuna Hollander learns to appreciate Ilya Rozanov, one step at a time.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 11,235
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 2
- Comments:
- 315
- Kudos:
- 4,580
- Bookmarks:
- 1,151
- Hits:
- 26,548
Bookmarked by LucyLockwood
03 Mar 2026