Neeka
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In the end everyone is aware of this:
nobody keeps any of what he has,
and life is only a borrowing of bonesA story in three acts
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After Eddie’s death, Steve is lost. He hides his and Eddie’s past on and off relationship as he pours whatever is left of him into keeping his friends safe, and fighting the apocalypse that’s landed at their door.
He avoids sleep, too terrified of what he will see, haunted and tormented by dreams of Eddie, dreams that feel all too real. He avoids them until he can’t anymore, wiling to accept anything of Eddie he can have as the world falls apart around him.
When nothing is as it seems, Steve will find that the most horrific hells and the most beautiful hopes are two sides of the same coin. A lost boy returns, battle lines are drawn, and each player must fight a world that is older and stranger than they’d ever thought before.
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- Part 1 of The Bones of You
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This Bitter Earth by Neeka
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2019
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In the aftermath of a miracle, new horrors are unveiled.
With more to lose than ever before, can the New World be saved?
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- Part 2 of Like Puzzle Pieces From The Clay
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Well Worn Hand by Neeka for desushoard (tenderanglerfish)
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
30 Jun 2019
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It wasn’t often the angels and demons took inspiration from pagan myths, but when they did, they picked well.
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and that is eternity by Neeka
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
28 Nov 2018
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From my rotting body, flowers shall grow and I am in them and that is eternity
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Our Endless, Numbered Days by Neeka
Fandoms: The Walking Dead (TV), The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms
07 Nov 2018
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In the aftermath of the war, Daryl and Paul somehow start to navigate their way through the New World.
Maybe some things really are worth the risk.
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- Part 1 of Like Puzzle Pieces From The Clay
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Like Puzzle Pieces From The Clay by Neeka
Fandom The Walking Dead & Related Fandoms, The Walking Dead (TV)
15 Sep 2019
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When Buck, a Paralympic sprinter, agrees to go on Dancing With the Stars, he wonders if he's just made the worst decision of his life. But his love life is dead, his social life even more dead, and he doesn't know what to do with his life in the aftermath of the Paralympics, so why not jump headfirst into this opportunity?
Eddie has been a professional dancer on the show for years, but after a recent divorce and a disappointing showmance, he's fallen out of love with his job, with dancing, with himself. He has no hope for the next season, until he meets one Buck Buckley.
The pair feel an instant connection, but will it be enough to see them through the trials and tribulations of the next eleven weeks?
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A Buddie Dancing With the Stars AU
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Bookmarked by Neeka
16 Mar 2026
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He realizes it right before everything goes to shit. He’s just standing there in the loft and Eddie’s handing him Christopher’s backpack and talking about “he’s not that fast” and “order pizza” and Buck sort of stares at him—partly in shock, partly in reverence—and he thinks "I love you." He shoves it down immediately, of course, as far down as it’ll go, but the fact of the matter is, it’s there somewhere, floating around inside of him. He can’t get rid of it now.
Not that it matters all that much, though, because there’s the whole quitting thing and the lawsuit thing and the argument in the grocery store and by the time he’s given his (re)start date he know; he well and truly fucked up.
or: another classic post-lawsuit fic. Angst, hurt, some comfort, more angst, more comfort.- Language:
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Bookmarked by Neeka
08 Mar 2026
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Buck wakes up on his day off.
Which is normal, expected even.
The problem is he keeps waking up on his day off.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
27 Jan 2026
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This isn’t the first time something’s gone horribly, catastrophically wrong for Buck, but it’s okay. It’ll work out in the end. It always has so far.
This is just a temporary setback. He pinkie promises.
Or, Buck loses his leg, falls in love, and gets his job back. Not necessarily in that order.
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Bookmarked by Neeka
19 Jan 2026
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When Buck is a little older, if you ask him what love is, he will tell you that it’s catching his sister in his arms and holding her close as she gasps for air. He will tell you it’s the deep brown eyes of a friend he will fall in love with. He will tell you it’s being handed a flower by a little girl in a garden.
He will tell you about his dead brother, and his dead captain that’s really like a dead father, and the grief he shoulders that never goes away, and you’ll be worried and scared and wonder if love is worth it in the end, and Evan Buckley will say –
“That’s just love. Nothing you can do about that.”
Love is a noun. Love is gravity, a whispered name between two people, a tattoo.
Love is a verb. It’s having a meal together, a shared laugh in a crowded bar, a ghost in the bed you curl around.
It’s a garden you tend to. It’s a well loved flower. A plant with roots that reach deep into the earth.
“That’s just the way it is.”
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A story about Buck growing up, and learning what flowers mean.
Bookmarked by Neeka
07 Jan 2026