Pale_Blue
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Ten years ago, Cas told Dean he loved him before being taken by the Empty. Dean never moved past it, isolating himself from everyone and trying to find a way to bring Cas back. Ten years to the day, and he’s ready to try one last ritual.
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i've been seeing ghosts again by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Mar 2026
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Not for the first time, Ilya wondered if there was something wrong with him. Clinically. Wrong with him in a way that would get him slapped with a label if he took his concerns to a doctor. If it was the same wrongness that had caused his mother to swallow all her pills and end it. He refused to name it.
Even just in his thoughts.
He needed to get to practice. He was already late.
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deep breath, exhale by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
15 Mar 2026
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Shane looked at Ilya carefully. At the curled-up posture, at eyes that were too shiny to hide the fact he’d been crying. Bare toes in the damp grass, jaw clenched like he couldn’t relax even with the nicotine.
“Do you want to talk about it?” he asked, softly.
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forgive my northern attitude (i was raised on little light) by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
13 Mar 2026
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“You left your phone,” Shane said, pointing at the device where Ilya had left it. It was still sitting on the table, like an innocent witness to the proceedings.
“Sorry?” Ilya said, a crease deepening between his eyes as he stared at Shane in bewilderment. “Shane, I do not understand.”
“You’ve barely made it out of bed the last few days. I come home and you’re gone and your phone is here. What was I supposed to think?!”
Ilya stared at him, and then his eyes narrowed. Hardened into something that promised a summer storm.
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we both love the smoke in our lungs by Pale_Blue
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Feb 2026
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There was a bruise darkening under Rozanov’s right eye.
Shane reached across and ran a finger over the puffy swell of it, gentle and careful, pulling away immediately when Rozanov winced.
“I would say sorry you got punched, but you were being an asshole out there.”
Ilya pulled his face out of reach of Shane’s searching fingers and shrugged. Like he got punched all the time and it was no big deal.
They were collapsed across each other on the bed, half-under the covers, half-exposed to the slightly too stuffy room. Rozanov’s sweat-damp curls were hanging in messy disarray across his forehead, lips still slightly swollen and red. He looked best like this, Shane decided vaguely, watching the minute twitch of Rozanov’s jaw, the long line of his throat. Bruised up and sweaty, limbs loose and sprawled out on the bed like it belonged to him.
“I got a punch in also,” Rozanov mused, blinking up at the popcorn ceiling. “So is fine.”
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can’t change the weather (might not be forever) by Pale_Blue
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
07 Feb 2026
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and my waves meet your shore (ever and evermore) by Pale_Blue
Fandom Supernatural (TV 2005)
10 Dec 2025
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Things have gotten worse (since we last met) by Pale_Blue
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Cursed Child - Thorne & Rowling
14 Jun 2025
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Sherlock Holmes and the Wizarding World by Pale_Blue
Fandom Harry Potter - J. K. Rowling, Sherlock (TV), Sherlock Holmes & Related Fandoms
26 Mar 2023
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A Different Form of Communication by Pale_Blue
Fandom The Lord of the Rings (Movies), The Lord of the Rings - J. R. R. Tolkien
06 Jan 2019
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can we just go home now by aioio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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Marlow knows better than to push. Everyone’s got their own shit, especially on the road. But there’s only so many nights you can wake up to someone falling apart before it stops being something you can ignore.
// Ilya hasn’t seen his mother in over ten years. Lately, he sees her every night.
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- Part 3 of hard conversations
Bookmarked by Pale_Blue
24 Mar 2026
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“The Foundation’s Instagram post should already be up,” Shane continues, pulling his phone from his pocket. “And I can share - “
Several things happen quickly before Shane can finish the thought.
“David,” Yuna says sharply, her voice echoing in the empty hallway, and Shane jerks his eyes to her before looking where she’s looking, to where Ilya has staggered against David, who shoulders his weight without flinching. Like he expected it.
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Shane and Ilya hold a press conference to announce The Irina Foundation. Ilya is fine, until he's not.
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Bookmarked by Pale_Blue
24 Mar 2026
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Five times Ilya Rozanov was deeply annoyed with Shane Hollander, and the one time Shane was the one who lost his patience.
Bookmarked by Pale_Blue
24 Mar 2026
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see straight through me by mar1p0sa_papp1l0n
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Mar 2026
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Ilya Rozanov needs glasses. He’s cancelled his optometry appointment three times now.
It’s not about the glasses.
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featuring avoidant Ilya, a migraine, a shower, and a rumination on fathers and sons.Bookmarked by Pale_Blue
23 Mar 2026
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hard conversations by aioio
Fandom Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
24 Mar 2026
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Bookmarked by Pale_Blue
22 Mar 2026