Samuel_has_lost_meaning
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What if Dazai can't do it anymore?
What if he wants to wake up?
Or:
Dazai tries to kill himself, fails, angst and fluff ensues.(Chap 1 is just the attempt)
(I'm shit at summaries but I hope you like it.
Expect chapters.. Daily? I think? That may (will) change) -
Once Upon A December (Please ignore this it's still a WIP) by Samuel_has_lost_meaning
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
20 Jan 2026
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Slammed doors with no one in the house,
Cold breezes and drafts with all windows closed,
Pianos playing with no player,
These were all common things in the expencive, goth, and frankly haunted mansion Fyodor just bought -while unaware of the last stated fact-.
Well, at least he had his trusty mare, Daliya.
..Who had just been scared half to death by a rat, therefore lost somewhere in the depths of the misty forest surrounding the new abode.
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How have you been faring? (ZHONGVEN) by Samuel_has_lost_meaning
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
15 Jan 2026
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What will happen if Ventis powers falter, and he turns into a dragon? The answer is nothing will happen. However, if he turns into a dragon during spring, when most animals (including dragons, as we find out) have to share their heat with a partner, Zhongli also has to step in. (Zhongven smut and fluff fic!!)
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The freak circus, something addictive. But what if you yourself are not exactly human?
Trying to hide your own secret while treading on eggshells. Doesn't help that your body is reacting to the adrenaline racing through you from these circus members in a way you didn't think possible.
Bookmarked by Samuel_has_lost_meaning
10 Mar 2026
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Last accesssed 10 th of March, chap 2
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Blood in the Water, Lights in the Deep by theashenmoon
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
10 Mar 2026
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You, one of the merfolk, live in a society where your success in life depends heavily on song. Unfortunately for you, you cannot sing. In a year of poor hunting, your pod finally finds a use for you: a sacrifice to the leviathans who live in the deep trenches. You believe death is all that awaits you in the depths, but a past act of kindness means you may not be as doomed as you think.
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Bookmarked by Samuel_has_lost_meaning
09 Mar 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Last accessed 9th of March. Chap 17.
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It's fine, it's ok, I'll die anyway (though not if Pierrot can help it) by IntermediateFanficEnjoyer
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
10 Mar 2026
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When you meet Pierrot on your way to work, you tell yourself you'd have to be delusional to think he'd be interested in you.
Except he is.
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tomorrow I don’t wanna wake up. the day after I know I won't by MoonAce16
Fandoms: The Freak Circus (Visual Novel)
08 Mar 2026
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You didn’t want to wake up tomorrow. You wished you hadn’t woken up today.
Your tiny apartment was thoroughly engulfed in the scent of old air, despair, and blood. The lights in it had been barely ever turned on and the blinds haven’t been open in months upon months.
And you just couldn’t do it anymore.
Years and years did nothing but solidify the idea that it didn’t matter if you stayed. At this point, living hurt.
So you knew what you had to do. You were going to end it all tomorrow.
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mc has issues and and can't do this shit no more (pierrot then picks them up like a cat and steals them)
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After Fyodor’s defeat upsets the balance of power in Yokohama, the Port Mafia moves to reclaim what it considers unfinished business. A fragile truce forces Fukuzawa to make an impossible choice, while Mori Ougai reaches for the one person he never truly let go of. Some escapes aren’t endings, only delays.