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    Hongjoong kind of maybe has a crush on his favorite ASMR YouTuber. It’s nothing really, for Hongjoong it kind of feels like having a crush on a celebrity or something of the like.

    Mars ASMR is like, really good at ASMR. An actual sentence that had come out of Hongjoong’s actual mouth when he had told San about ASMR, back when he first stumbled upon it.

    (Russian translation now kindly provided: here)

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Just like he promised, Hongjoong had his homework ready the next day. It was done perfectly and meticulously. Maybe a little too good for a student of Seonghwa’s caliber, but he’ll take it.

    He ruffled Hongjoong’s hair and cooed, “See, that wasn’t so hard, was it?”

    Hongjoong simply smiled and nodded back. And so he became the perfect pet.

    (Or, Fuckboy Seonghwa gets violently humbled when he targets ‘nerd’ Hongjoong)

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    02 Apr 2026

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    It isn’t easy being the pack alpha of an all-alpha pack, especially in the idol world. Tempers flare easily, and the pack alpha is supposed to minimize conflict and be the unquestionable leader—the alpha of alphas.

    Admittedly, Hongjoong has no real right to hold such a title, but after nearly a decade, he’s gotten decent at faking alpha. Omegas don’t last long in this industry, not in the leader position. So what if he’s lying to everyone he loves? It’s a sacrifice for the good of ATEEZ, and Hongjoong will do anything for his members.

    They’re why he keeps a bottle of “Automatic Alpha” pheromone spray in his bag and has a lock on his desk drawer where he keeps it with his suppressants, so they don’t suffer the stigma of an omega leader. They’re why he stays in the studio until the sun rises, so he can give them the best comeback.

    It’s not like Hongjoong would be a good omega anyway. Not the one that his pack deserves, at least.

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    It’s difficult to be the pack alpha of any pack. Hongjoong knows this better than most. As the Captain of ATEEZ, an all-alpha pack and idol group, Hongjoong tries his best. Of course, it would help if he were an actual alpha and not an omega pretending.

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    29 Mar 2026

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    "Pirate queen. You look like one. The hair, the …the general presentation. Very regal. Princess, actually. Pirate princess might be more accurate. More specific."

    "I … am going to kill you."

    Kim Hongjoong has been the pirate king his entire career, so when he hears someone else is using his title, he goes to find them and put a stop to it. He didn’t expect them to be beautiful, infuriating, and completely unwilling to give it up.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    No. Appalled doesn’t even begin to cover it. 

    He is outraged

    Everything — everything — from the entryway to the kitchen to the living room smells clean. Clean in a good way. Clean in a fresh, lovely new house way. Clean in Does Not Smell Like Pack, Does Not Smell Like Home, Does Not Smell Safe And Warm and Happy way. Clean in a bad way. Clean in a very, very bad way. 

    And then everything smells like burning peach dumplings.

    Something feels wrong — at least that’s what Seonghwa says before he deep cleans the house, trying to rid himself of the horrid itching under his skin. He does not intend to alienate one of his pack’s Omegas in the process, nor completely piss the other one off, but that’s what happens, and now Wooyoung, picking up his own shattered pieces, needs to find his Luna and figure out what’s going on.

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    25 Feb 2026