SinnersDemise



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    swap au that focuses mostly on Azure...? in MY ao3? RARE!!!!!

    but anyways, Azure is delusional and that will be a persistent theme.

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    22 Feb 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 39

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    “Oh, Zanka…see what you did to me?” Jabber presses his hands down on the obvious wedge in his jeans, his breath raspy and hot on Zanka’s skin. “Now it hurts to breathe, man. I bet you knew that would happen, huh.” He stroked it, slowly, eyes trained on the man in front of him, his obsession, his ruination. His eyes narrowed as he saw the faint blush that stained Zanka’s cheeks. “Yeah, you did.”

     

    Zanka has always believed in the academy—its rules, its purpose, and the power of vital instruments to shape something better out of what’s been discarded. He loved the meaning and purpose it had granted him, for someone who has always seen himself as nothing but insignificant.

    Jabber is the complete opposite; he doesn’t believe in anything at all, coursing through life with an eerie ecstaticness and a cigarette to his lips, something that always gets on Zanka’s nerves.

    But once they are paired as roommates for the start of their third year , about to become Cleaners, they learn to fight each other, know each other , and—somewhere along the way—love each other.
    Until the raiders come.
    And the one Zanka loves most, stands with them.

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    22 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 63

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    Zanka had turned back around as well, still in a state of shock. He stared at the sink and the cabinet. Blood lining the shelves and leaky tap. Bandages draped over the pain killers, spilled across multiple items. A razor sat displayed on top of a blood soaked tissue.

    “I.. What…?”

    Zanka spun around to stare at Rudo.
    The boy he had never truly loved, but never truly disliked. The boy he saw as his little brother, the boy he fought with. The kid. The 15 year old.

    ——————

    OR, Rudo gets caught self-harming.

    (Author’s first fic, don’t judge 🥹)

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Zanka is tasked with keeping Jabber from running too wild in his new position with the cleaners. Jabber is a ball of excess manic energy. Daily fights are a little unsustainable when there are trash beasts to be defeated on a moment’s notice.

    And since their relationship has been evolving, it's a no brainer. Jabber is a masochist. Zanka has a dominant streak. Easy peasy. It shouldn’t be too different from all the times before.

    Except, as usual, Zanka is a fucking wild card. Sex never felt hazy or vulnerable like this with any of the strangers that make up Jabber’s sexual history. Jabber is used to pain, but treated with roughness and care in equal measure is new and very disarming.

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    15 Feb 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 41

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    Rudo has his first break since landing! A time where he gets to sit back, relax, and put his feet up. However, it goes just about as well as you’d expect SOOO!

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    15 Feb 2026