tolya (SolarSystem)
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A mission goes wrong and Hal is gone. But he's still there to pick up the pieces.
His calloused thumb brushes against Hal's lovely, bloodied face and Snake doesn't try to take more beyond that. His love is the kind of love that rots.
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"Christ, Hal," He murmured. His palm rested heavily against his partner's jaw. "Tell me what you want."
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A visitation in early spring
But Ocelot was no coward, at least that was what he believed in. And it was easier to believe in a truth when there was no other witness to contradict it.
"Hello again, Ms. Strangelove."
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- Part 1 of MGS Band AU
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“What-” A dry swallow. “What do you think you’re doing?”
David marveled at how shaky his partner’s voice was. He was barely touching him and yet- “Missed you.” He murmured, a sliver of hunger bleeding into his words in spite of his efforts to hold it back. Hal shivered under his attention.
“That’s not an answer, Dave.”
Dave gives Hal a break.
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"βάπτω and βαπτίζω in Hellenism had the general usage of 'immersion', 'going under' (as a material in a liquid dye) or 'perishing' (as in a ship sinking or a person drowning)."
This isn’t supposed to happen, he chants deliriously in his head while his throat howls out the only word it can utter ever since he scrambled out of their car. Chlorine clings to his tongue.
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i would hold you in my arms and the world would end in love by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
01 May 2025
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Because you're my friend, babe.
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lay me down on eye-white snow
my slow brooding bed of robin wings
my body slit & smearing everywhere.
I will not name this new opening a wound.
here, there is no pain I didn't beg for.
I heard the howl, didn't dare run.
stood waiting for the sweet blades
of jaw & claw. you found me
wasted no time making a myth
of my thigh, my flesh turned to wind
the earth under me wet with my life.
I pray this is what they mean by always
that heaven is a persistent mouth.
Baby, I want you forever this way:
fangs covered in me, moon dyed red
bouncing off front teeth, my body
only certain how to twitch, your belly
round with my joy.- Poem Where I Be a Doe & You, by Effect, Are a Wolf by Danez Smith
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may the best man win by aphidus, tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom I Am Your Beast (Video Game)
30 May 2025
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to the finish line and back
[an f1 au for iayb]
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to love is to suffer (and there can be no love otherwise) by tolya (SolarSystem)
Fandom Metro 2033 & Related Fandoms
15 Sep 2024
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As if conceding one could not live without the other.
A promise of shared blood.
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“Hal.”
It was such a small, vulnerable call, so different from the way he usually called Hal, that Hal almost didn’t hear it.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
13 Mar 2026
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A collection of snapshots from a budding partnership. Rating will go up.
On permanent hiatus. Thank you for reading! <3Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
11 Mar 2026
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Otacon is feeling stressed, so Snake takes it upon himself to try and help.
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11 Mar 2026
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You'll figure out by my tags.
Bookmarked by tolya (SolarSystem)
10 Mar 2026
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07 Mar 2026