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Ungentle Mind to an Ugrateful Soul by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
15 Sep 2025
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It was the two of them. It had been for weeks. Neither of them were quite sure if the others would ever show up. That's just how it was, well, for Arthur, that is. Arthur could move on, find new people, make new friends, have a life outside this mess. Him? Not so much. It was an astonishment to Thomas that he even has a social life, well... had, per se. He hasn't gone out since they've gotten back. Often, he finds himself alone, with his thoughts, his mind. His foul, no good mind. Yet, despite how much he hated it, he couldn't find it in himself to ask that one simple question. He won't do it. Not yet. He's not that desperate. Hopefully.
He's not a good dog.
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A Man-Made Hell by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
12 Sep 2025
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He knows its not real. It's never real. Just that *thing* using their face to trick him. That doesn't stop the feeling of betrayal. Nor the fact his brain associates their faces with the harm it causes. Every memory tinted with the sick feeling of what its done to him. He *loathes* it. He's terrified over a noise, because it startled him. Stop *panicking*, he needs to stop panicking. He's not going to get hurt. Alone, just for a moment. Just to reason himself out of this unreasonable tantrum. Logic is failing him, pathetic. Curling up under his desk like a cowardly child. Spineless, truly. he can't undo the way his idiotic brain overreacts over the sight of people he used to trust. People he hurt.
He doesn't notice the front door open, or the footsteps, or the chatter from other people. Not until the door to his studio is open. Abruptly he feels like a child, he can't move, he can't breathe, he can't think. They're going to hurt him. He was too loud. He'll be quieter, he promises. He can shut up, he can stop. Please don't hurt him. *Please* don't hurt him. Caught red handed. He should shut up. It's all his fault it's all his fault its all his-
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God don't take me now. by TransgenderGamblingNetwork_system
Fandoms: Andy's Apple Farm (Video Game)
10 Sep 2025
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And just like that, it was over. All the bloody slaughter and the violence and the emotional instability slipped away just like the rest of the scene. Yet the feelings didn't, they still felt raw and hateful. Every sense of guilt and self-hatred regurgitated, choking on his words as he tries to breathe through the endless stream of pathetic tears. He wasn't even the one getting hurt in those memories, he had no reason to be so upset. Of course he didn't want to do that! No person would want to do that.
it was only a matter of time.