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In the low lighting of the car, Ilya can only see the thin line of David’s lips, pressed close together.
“You are… disappointed,” he ventures, but it comes out as more of a question than he was intending.
Yuna turns in the passenger’s seat to give him a small, sad smile. “We know you boys must be,” she says. “It was a rough game. But—”
“I am team captain,” Ilya interjects quickly, immediately. “Was my fault.”
“Hey, no, Ilya,” Shane shushes him, shifting to lean into his side now fully. “It’s a team sport, you know that. It’s just—first game of the season, it’s hard to get in the groove. We’ll get there.”
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Shane and Ilya lose their first game of the season on the Centaurs. Ilya knows what to expect from his own father. He doesn’t know not to expect the same thing from Shane’s.Bookmarked by TrashKin
11 Apr 2026
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Crushed Roots by WitWandWolfbird
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov learns how to take care of his curls the hard way—grieving and guessing.
At seventeen, he figured out a routine.
By the NHL, he perfected it.And then there’s Shane Hollander—whose hands feel like they were made to wreck his hard work.
Ilya knows better.
He lets him do it anyway.
Or Ilya's relationship with his hair on a journey from grief to love.
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11 Apr 2026
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Scott was speaking again before he could gather himself enough to back down. You fucking heard me, Hollander.
Next thing he knew, he was fighting Shane Hollander. Or, more accurately, being fought by Shane Hollander, because Scott was so stunned by the fact that Shane fucking Hollander was fighting him to even really do anything to defend himself.
And now, at whatever stupid time of the night, Shane Hollander is standing outside his hotel room door, having just knocked softly.
"Get in here, kid," Scott says. "Let's talk."After his fight with Shane on the ice, Scott learns more about the soft spot he'd hit, and Shane realises he might have found a safe space to talk about what's going on with him and Rozanov.
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10 Apr 2026
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Mother's Day by agentlewomanintaipei
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
10 Apr 2026
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It's Mother's Day for the Ottawa Centaurs.
When Harris originally proposed filming fun and lighthearted social media content with their parents, Ilya was excited to share his love for the Hollanders with the world. As the day wore on, however, the ache of missing his own mother started to consume him in a way he hadn't felt in years. Yuna and Shane step in when everything starts to feel too overwhelming.
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10 Apr 2026
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the language of love by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
09 Apr 2026
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as it turns out, both love and languages have a steep learning curve.
or, ilya rozanov’s life as a married man, and four english idioms
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10 Apr 2026
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What's Up? (Not Me) by tottin_around
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
08 Apr 2026
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Rozanov: my dick stopped working
Rozanov: this is an emergency
Rozanov: you and fabian fuck, but you are on medication.
Rozanov: tell me your secretsRyan stared dumbfounded at his phone. He scrolled up through the text thread, confirming he hadn't missed something. But no. His knee bopped up and down with the dots at the bottom of his phone, waiting to see how Ilya was about to change the trajectory of his selfcare day.
__________________________________or Ryan meets Ilya after a series of SOS text messages regarding side effects to his new medication. As uncomfortable as Ryan is talking about his own libido struggles, he's touched to be the one Ilya is confiding in. But Ryan's never had a heart to heart about something this personal with anyone besides Fabian, and Ilya isn't exactly known for being an open book.
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09 Apr 2026
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infiltrators by inarosaurus
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
06 Apr 2026
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Shane Hollander was traded to the Ottawa Centaurs without ever being outed. His relationship with Ilya Rozanov is still a secret to most people.
Everything was going just fine, until they both get added to the Centaurs WAGs group chat.Series
- Part 1 of Schrödinger's WAG
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08 Apr 2026
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Out For The Count by sevenofsorrow
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
05 Apr 2026
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He moved to swing his legs out from under the blankets, only to feel one of them get snagged on something: Ilya’s ankle was wrapped around his own, knee pressing into Shane’s thigh. When he tried to wriggle it free, his boyfriend resisted and pulled his leg in closer. A taut arm reached out and sleepily tugged Shane back down onto the mattress. He gave in easily.
“I thought you were asleep.” Shane whispered, tersely.
He felt a small stab of irritation too. Once again, Ilya had gotten in the way of his workout routine and — even though he wasn’t doing it on purpose — it was hard not to be frustrated about it. Shane needed this. The only way he had been able to soothe his racing thoughts about flunking out of the NHL next season was by reminding himself of his plan to work out early in the morning. Now, his anxiety soared, but it felt like annoyance. Why didn’t Ilya understand that he needed to stay in shape? Didn’t he see how hard Shane had to work to keep up with everyone else?
“I woke up.” Ilya’s voice was husky with sleep, “Come back to bed, moya lyubov.”
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Five times Shane Hollander should've asked for help.
And one time he actually did.
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07 Apr 2026
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Cliff's Rookie year was kinda fucking awful. Being the new guy sucks.
Lucky for him, there's a new new guy to take the heat now.
Even luckier for him, the new guy is kinda fucking crazy...
Or, Ilya Rozanov Vs The Locker Room, featuring the epic bromancing of one Cliff Marlow.
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- Part 1 of Duty of Care
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“So,” Yuna says, as she polishes off her third glass of cabernet. “When are you boys going to get started on kids?”
Shane chokes on his tiramisu.
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Or: Maybe Shane doesn’t want kids.
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- Part 12 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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03 Apr 2026
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Ilya is sipping a cappuccino and watching Shane do very perverted yoga when he realizes that he doesn’t want to die.
It’s a dumb series of thoughts. He sees Shane bend over, neatly folding himself into a hunchback as his hands flatten by his feet, and Ilya thinks, I bet he’s going to love it when we’re old and grey and he can outrace me with my stupid hip replacement. And then he realizes that not only does he anticipate being old and grey enough to need a hip replacement, but that he actually wants to get there.
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Or: the existential crisis that happens when you’ve been depressed your whole life and then realize, suddenly, in your thirties, that you’re happy enough with your life that you no longer want to die.
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- Part 9 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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03 Apr 2026
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“Be careful,” Shane frets, one hand hovering over Ilya’s shoulder. “It’s icy, and I don’t want to be a widower.”
“Oh, we’d have to be much higher than this for the fall to kill me,” Ilya says, gaze still fixed on the cool black skyline. “At least seven stories.”
It’s not until much later, as the waitress is clearing the dishes from dinner, that Yuna finds herself wondering why Ilya knows exactly how high a fall needs to be in order to kill him.
Or: Yuna learns about Ilya's past bit by bit over the years.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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02 Apr 2026
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“It is the worst day of my life,” Ilya declares, throwing himself dramatically onto one of the kitchen stools. “I went to go get lunch at Russian place I like, the one with lamb pelmeni? They had sign on the door. They are closing. Forever.”
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Or: Ilya’s favorite Russian restaurant in Ottawa is going out of business. There is only one thing Shane “Mr. Real Estate” Hollander can do.
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- Part 5 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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02 Apr 2026
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reading you like road signs by azumarheart
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
24 Mar 2026
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𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥: ‘𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺’. 𝘐𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘢 𝘸𝘰𝘳𝘥 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘰𝘧𝘵𝘦𝘯 𝘶𝘴𝘦𝘥 𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧-𝘥𝘦𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘤𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘯𝘨𝘭𝘺 𝘵𝘰𝘸𝘢𝘳𝘥𝘴 𝘩𝘪𝘮𝘴𝘦𝘭𝘧, 𝘰𝘯𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘦 𝘩𝘢𝘥 𝘰𝘯𝘤𝘦 𝘮𝘦𝘯𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘩𝘢𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘧𝘢𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳 𝘭𝘰𝘷𝘦𝘥 𝘵𝘰 𝘸𝘦𝘢𝘱𝘰𝘯𝘪𝘻𝘦 𝘢𝘨𝘢𝘪𝘯𝘴𝘵 𝘩𝘪𝘮. 𝘏𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘶𝘨𝘩𝘵 𝘢𝘣𝘰𝘶𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘸 𝘶𝘯𝘧𝘢𝘪𝘳 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘐𝘭𝘺𝘢 𝘵𝘰 𝘧𝘦𝘦𝘭 𝘭𝘪𝘬𝘦 𝘩𝘦 𝘸𝘢𝘴 𝘭𝘢𝘻𝘺, 𝘦𝘴𝘱𝘦𝘤𝘪𝘢𝘭𝘭𝘺 𝘪𝘧 𝘪𝘵 𝘸𝘢𝘴𝘯’𝘵 𝘯𝘦𝘤𝘦𝘴𝘴𝘢𝘳𝘪𝘭𝘺 𝘩𝘪𝘴 𝘰𝘸𝘯 𝘧𝘢𝘶𝘭𝘵 𝘧𝘰𝘳 𝘭𝘢𝘤𝘬 𝘰𝘧 𝘮𝘰𝘵𝘪𝘷𝘢𝘵𝘪𝘰𝘯 𝘵𝘰 𝘤𝘰𝘮𝘱𝘭𝘦𝘵𝘦 𝘵𝘩𝘰𝘴𝘦 ‘𝘯𝘰𝘯-𝘱𝘳𝘦𝘧𝘦𝘳𝘳𝘦𝘥’ 𝘵𝘢𝘴𝘬𝘴.
𝘞𝘢𝘴 𝘵𝘩𝘦𝘳𝘦 𝘴𝘰𝘮𝘦𝘵𝘩𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘚𝘩𝘢𝘯𝘦 𝘤𝘰𝘶𝘭𝘥 𝘥𝘰 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘦𝘭𝘱?
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When Shane realizes that Ilya might have ADHD, he comes up with a plan to help Ilya feel motivated to do certain non-preferred tasks, and deal with his executive dysfunction. What ensues is very silly: but ultimately, it's a grand declaration of love.
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01 Apr 2026
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I'm the lonelier version of you (I just don't know where I went wrong) by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
27 Feb 2026
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“Where is my zaychik?” Ilya frowned as he looked at the empty apartment. The Centaurs had filtered out to their hotel a while ago but he had yet to see Irina. Even with the cloud of vodka he knew it had been a while since he had seen her.
“Oh, she drove Julian home,” Shane explained as he wiped down the counter, “he was scared of Comeau recognizing my car.”
“A BOY?! In her CAR?! Is rule to have no boys!” Ilya cried out.
“Ilya, it’s fine,” Shane reasoned, “she’s just driving him home. She drives our rookies all the time.”
“Yes but they are terrified of me,” Ilya countered, “Benoit is not.”
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Ilya and Shane fight the Metros, Irina drives a terrified Julian home. Surely nothing will come of that right?Series
- Part 5 of The Curious Case of the Rozanovs
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31 Mar 2026
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You're Safe by the Side of Your father by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
23 Feb 2026
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When Ilya lived in Boston he always wondered what it would be like to show Irina the city he thought of as home. He’d see other families with their kids at the Common or the Aquarium and always think, zaychik would love that. It almost felt like a dream to see Irina and Shane walking in front of him as they crossed through the Public Garden. They were laughing at something Irina had said, Shane shaking his head at whatever it was. He had pictured this so many times. There was no part of him that wanted to miss a second of this, not even to blink.
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It's Irina's birthday and they celebrate in Boston.Series
- Part 4 of The Curious Case of the Rozanovs
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26 Mar 2026
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Hearts Only Heal After Breaking by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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“How am I going to skate again if I can’t even walk without a cane?” She whispered.
“You will, zaychik, you will,” Ilya said softly.
“Dyadya?” Both men hummed, “what if…what if I don’t want to?”
“What?” Ilya asked as he sat up.
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Post-knee surgery and Irina wonders if she really wants to go back or stop skating.Series
- Part 3 of The Curious Case of the Rozanovs
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26 Mar 2026
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Why's pain so damn impatient? Ain't like it's got a place to be (Keeps rushin' me) by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
20 Feb 2026
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“I need to do this,” she whispered despite her closed eyes and the scrunched up expression that always signaled she was in more pain than she let on.
“You don’t have to do it right this second, you’re sixteen,” Shane said softly, brushing her hair away from her face the way he remembers his mom doing.
“When do hockey players retire?” Irina asked and her eyes opened.
“Depends, mid thirties. Some people will play until their forties,” Shane answered.
“Do you know when figure skaters retire?” She asked and he shook his head, “early-twenties. Lots retire as soon as they go to Olympics. You can try and last until your thirty but not many do. Too much pain.”
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Shane and Ilya deal with Irina's chronic injuries, with the help of one ancient hockey player and their handsome husband.Series
- Part 2 of The Curious Case of the Rozanovs
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26 Mar 2026
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Lord, I can't go a-home this a-way (You can hear the whistle blow a hundred miles) by dreamsoflovingness
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
19 Feb 2026
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Irina Rozanova! Junior World champion for second year in a row. Has your uncle reached out for any words of advice?”
“No,” her tone made him wince, “my uncle and I do not speak.”
“Oh?”
“Not important. Ask important question or I’ll get bored. No question about triple axel?”
“Any relation?” Scott Hunter’s voice made him turn from where he was leaning against the bar. The older captain came to his side, taking a beer from Kip who was bartending with a wink.
“My niece,” Ilya said and downed a mouthful of beer.
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After seeing his niece win Olympic Silver Ilya is haunted by her ghost, the past she represents, and what exactly he left behind. But the past always comes back.Series
- Part 1 of The Curious Case of the Rozanovs
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25 Mar 2026
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the days can be so lonely by aioio
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
18 Jan 2026
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When Hayden Pike’s mother is diagnosed with dementia, the last person he expects to understand is Ilya Rozanov. Grief has a way of finding common ground.
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- Part 1 of hard conversations
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25 Mar 2026