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After many rewinds, Lu Guang still couldn't find a way to save Cheng Xiaoshi, and he began to blame himself, wondering if he was the reason Xiaoshi kept dying.
Maybe if he weren't around anymore, his death would allow Cheng Xiaoshi to live
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About crises and their management by IrisdescentChrysanthemums
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
18 Oct 2021
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"You're mine to torment, but you're also mine to take care of, okay?" Chuuya patted his knee lightly again as if he wasn't the kindest thing he'd ever touched (that had happened to) Dazai "One to ten how are we feeling now?"
“Seven,” Dazai replied, closing his eyes tightly, rubbing his hands over his face before opening them. “Almost eight, I think. Maybe more."
The executive knew that a seven-eight meant: plugs locked, edges covered or filed, knives and sharp objects locked and hidden. Medicines were to be locked and a call made to the agency that Dazai was not able to do any work without supervision if he was going to continue working. Chuuya would also need to count all the antidepressant pills in his possession and buy protein shakes to replace solid food when needed.Or alternatively: how the entire ADA takes care of Dazai Osamu during one of his depressive crises.
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07 Mar 2026
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Cheng Xiaoshi, in the meantime, was sure he looked like a hideous, sweaty, gross monster. His hair stuck to his face in an unattractive way, his cheeks and forehead were all hot and red, and he was huffing and puffing as if he had just run two marathons back to back. Which, to be fair, he basically did. Meanwhile, Lu Guang was standing there like he had just discovered heaven on earth. Scratch that, Lu Guang looked like heaven on earth. It didn’t matter, though. The subject of his desires? The reason Cheng Xiaoshi had run so fast from the other side of town?
“MY NOODLES!” Cheng Xiaoshi yelped, grasping the opposite side of the counter from Lu Guang. “YOU ATE MY NOODLES.”
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Or, a prompt from Pinterest summed up by: Cheng Xiaoshi time travels into Lu Guang’s body and figured out how down bad Lu Guang is for him.
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25 Feb 2026
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thanatophobia (n): an intense fear of losing someone you love, usually by death.
“Hey, Cheng Xiaoshi…”
“Yeah?”“Can you… talk?”
“Huh?”
“Talk.” I know that this is a selfish request, but for once… I’m willing to be selfish. “Just… talk for me. Just this once.” Talk. I want your voice to drown out the endless horrifying thoughts of your death in my head. Please. Just this once.
or: Lu Guang's first dive back in time, and the events that unfold with it.
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29 Jan 2026
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Since he could remember, Lu Guang had enforced to him his three rules;
First: he has twelve hours, because that’s as far as Lu Guang can lead him—he’d been fucking around unsupervised in the past for three months now.
Second: follow Lu Guang’s lead, don’t make things up on his own—his life for the past several months had been a constant one-man improv show he was playing to his unknowing friends.
Third: the past and the future must remain unchanged—he supposed this would be his biggest betrayal, then. What it also meant was that Lu Guang couldn’t find out, or it would ruin everything between them. And ‘guilt’, he found, was a pretty decent word to describe it.
[in which Cheng Xiaoshi goes back to the beginning]
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12 Dec 2025
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Secrets, memories, and truth collide—and the aftermath is violent.
Lu Guang lay unconscious on Qiao Ling’s floor, and neither she nor Cheng Xiaoshi can understand how it happened. Why Qiao Ling is on the verge of tears. Why Lu Guang looks as if he were just peacefully sleeping.
None of it is okay, none of it makes sense.
But the past always catches up to the present, no matter how expertly you run.
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The fourth time.
Five times Qiao Ling saw Lu Guang’s memories, and one time she dared to ask.
Can be read individually or as part four of a series, Stained Glass.)Series
- Part 4 of Stained Glass
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01 Dec 2025