Xxnightowl16
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After the flag smashers ordeal and seeing Sam fully dawn his role as Captain America, Bucky has developed a crush for the man. Only his form of love has been warped by years of twisted HYDRA positive reinforcement. Now Bucky equates admiration and being loved to protecting and obsessing over that which whom he desires. How far will Bucky go to be loved by Sam?
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The Past Comes Back to Haunt Me by Xxnightowl16
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
09 Apr 2024
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Done for the prompt “Drugged” - Day 1 of AI-less whumptober 2023 <3
Bucky goes out for a drink and gets unexpectedly ambushed in the bathroom by some Hydra agents. He then goes to the closest person he knows, Isaiah Bradley, seeking help!
⚠️HEED THE TAGS⚠️
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- Part 1 of Bucky Whump
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Bug like an Angel by Xxnightowl16
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies)
19 Oct 2023
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Done for the prompt Left behind/“Why wasn’t I enough” - Day 19 of AI-less whumptober 2023 <3
Bucky is torn up after Steve left and is simply letting his life go. Sam confronts him and Bucky has an emotional breakdown.
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- Part 3 of Bucky Whump
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Done for the prompt “Insomnia” - Day 2 of AI-less whumptober 2023 <3
After they wake Bucky up from cryo sleep in Wakanda the first thing they have to tackle is his insomnia. Bucky has nightmares about his time in HYDRA and decides not to sleep at all.
⚠️HEED THE WARNINGS⚠️
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- Part 2 of Bucky Whump
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Bucky Whump by Xxnightowl16
Fandom Captain America (Movies), The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
09 Apr 2024
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The Wilson-Barnes Family by writerkenna
Fandom Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
21 Dec 2023
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03 Feb 2025
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Flawed Perfection by Squiggles13
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Captain America (Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
08 Feb 2026
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Bucky Barnes has a lot to contend with in the 21st century. One difficult task after another is laid out in front of him: managing his new found freedom, attending therapy and working through his trauma. It's a struggle, but recovery is not a straight line, as his therapist so often likes to remind him.
He has to navigate this friendship / relationship / whatever it is with Sam all the while managing his guilt and shame for his years as the Winter Soldier, and his grief over Steve's death. Then of course there’s these new super soldiers that have appeared out of nowhere that have to be dealt with, along with the frustrating inclusion of new faces, like Walker, and the familiar, like Zemo.
And then there is another task, one that sometimes seems to be the most difficult task of all: learning to be kind to his past self.
Rewrite / fix it of TFATWS – you do not need to read the other parts of this series, this works as a standalone. Pre TFATWS to about three months after the series ends. Not just a rehash of the TV series, I like to bounce off canon and do my own thing. I generally update fortnightly.
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09 Jun 2024
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Love Among the Ruins by Carelica
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Captain America - All Media Types, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
31 Mar 2019
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"I want you to sleep, James,” comes the man’s unexpected reply. “I want you to drift. I want to make your mind beautiful, in the way it used to be.”
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Forced insulin coma was a real psychiatric therapy … and now Hydra aren’t the only ones using it.
Steve knows about the Chair. He doesn’t know about the Needle.
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- Part 1 of Tales from the Sisters Grimmer
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25 Dec 2023
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Under the Knife I Surrendered by Gypsywoman13
Fandoms: Captain America (Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
17 Apr 2022
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He fell from the train and in doing so fell right back into Hydra's clutches. He fought tooth and nail, but eventually that wasn't enough.
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Basically an in depth telling of Bucky's continued experiments and psychological conditioning with Hydra to eventually become The Winter Soldier. (Mind the tags, this is a dark fic)
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10 Dec 2023
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"Pozhaluysta." by vonwhumper
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Captain America (Movies), Captain america and the winter soldier - Fandom, Captain America - All Media Types
15 Jul 2023
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The shivering figure in the cell corner had stopped screaming now that Natasha had stopped speaking to him, and instead was just shuffling himself helplessly into his corner. Shudders raced randomly over his body like electric shocks, making his half-twisted spine twitch under his skin.
“What did he say?” Tony asked.
Natasha closed her eyes. “Numbers. He was repeating numbers.”
“What numbers?”
“Three two five five seven zero three eight.”
“Which means?”
She opened her eyes, the green flashing.
“What numbers would any prisoner be chanting? It’s a serial number, dumbass.”
Tony already had Jarvis running the numbers through a military database, and before she had finished speaking, Jarvis had fed a name to him.
Tony slipped his helmet down to stare blankly at Nat.
“...It can’t really be him,” he said, as if hoping she’d agree and have a different, reasonable explanation. “He shouldn’t have survived that long.”
“I know.”
“He CAN’T have survived that long.”
“Steve did,” she said softly.
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20 Sep 2023