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- Thunderbolts (Movie 2025) (11)
- Green Lantern (Comics) (2)
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running headlong into my arms by alarmclockz
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
27 Jan 2026
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So, she’s currently being held somewhere, and can’t remember how she got there. Wherever there is, which she’ll probably find out soon, because villains love running their mouths and giving things away. She really isn’t in much of a position to judge, though, considering that now long-dead O.X.E. employee that she practically gave her whole life story to all those months ago while he was tied up and at her mercy. Damn. What is it they say? Walk a mile in the shoes of someone else and all that? At least she isn’t gagged like he was.
Or: Yelena has been kidnapped, and they want to know the truth about Bob. She'll do whatever it takes to protect him, no matter what it means for her.
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reverberate by alarmclockz
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
25 Jan 2026
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“You are stuck, too, hmm?” She says softly, thinking of home, of her father. “Your name?” She asks, lowering her hands back down to her sides. He reaches for her, chains clinking, and she intercepts the movement by taking his large hand in both of hers and giving him a small smile. “Mine is Yelena.” She presses his hand to the front of her throat. “Yelena.” She repeats, letting him feel the vibrations and shifting of muscle as she speaks.
Or: a Boblena Frankenstein AU
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if you've got a lonely heart too by alarmclockz
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Nov 2025
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“Do you, um, do you—have sex, Yelena?” Bob tacks on awkwardly.
“I don’t. I haven’t.” She says. “Not in the way that matters. The Red Room didn’t care what we wanted, and I didn’t think I was interested in it, truthfully.” She’s afraid to bare herself like this. But she has to try.
She looks right at him. “But—maybe if I ever met someone that I really cared about, that I liked a lot, who was gentle, and kind, and made me laugh, I would want to try.”
“I hope you meet that someone.” Bob murmurs.
“I have.” She says quietly, picking at a loose thread on the duvet with her finger. “For the first time, I think I have.”
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that light inside by alarmclockz
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
25 Oct 2025
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Trapped in the dark, only memory sustains him—until memory steps through the door.
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bye-bye, miss american pie by alarmclockz
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
30 Sep 2025
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She wishes that she could save this moment somehow, that exact shade of unburdened happiness that only comes with the presence of a child. Encase it in a little glass ball, and re-enter it whenever she needs that feeling again. Like a shame room, but good.
Or: Yelena, Bob, and babysitting.
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a rewrite of season 5 from when steve crashes his car into the wall, onward, in which he suffers another head injury during the crash.
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Bookmarked by alarmclockz
23 Feb 2026
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The Anatomy of Melancholy by aletheahiraeth
Fandoms: Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Avengers (Marvel Movies)
21 Feb 2026
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He stares at his trembling hands. “I don’t—I’m not—” his voice breaks, “—I don’t want to hurt anyone.” His gaze rises to meet hers, and there’s tears shining in the dark ocean blue of them. “Can you help me?” It’s a strangled, desperate whisper that claws its way out of his throat.
She drops to her knees beside him, reaching out with steady hands. Then, his palms are in hers, his fingers warm and dry against her own, and he’s holding on so tightly, she gets the feeling he thinks she’s the only thing tying him to the earth.
Just who are you, Bob? She thinks. And who am I, to you?
or; Yelena can't stop dreaming of a smile she doesn't recognize in any of the faces she passes. But with the problems she's got, a haunting smile is the least of her worries. Or it would be, until she meets an amnesic stranger who couldn't seem to care less if he lives or dies.
As their lives become inextricably intertwined, she finds herself drawn into a past she didn’t even know belonged to her. And some history, once stirred, refuses to stay buried.
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- Part 1 of we can't call ourselves that
Bookmarked by alarmclockz
22 Feb 2026
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The sketch is John and the mare, under a sapling in a clearing, the one rested against the other, with the mare’s head rested across his wiry shoulder and down in his lap. The sun isn’t too high, barely visible through the sapling’s young branches, and Arthur thinks – now, so many years later – that that is perhaps the most peaceful he’d seen John in a very long while.
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- Part 6 of What If; Red Dead Redemption Edition
Bookmarked by alarmclockz
11 Feb 2026
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Good Again by titania522
Fandoms: Hunger Games Trilogy - Suzanne Collins, The Hunger Games (Movies)
02 Dec 2014
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"The sun was rising, fingers of glorious orange, red and yellow crawling across the sky. The window appeared as a frame around a picture, dawn’s ascent bursting from the folds of a delicate skirt the color of burnt copper. I sighed and turned back to Peeta, holding his hand against my cheek." After all they have experienced, Katniss and Peeta realize that things can be good again.
*Winner of the Everlark Smut Awards for Best Shower Scene and Second Place for Best Mockingjay Smut*
Winner for Best Growing Together Fic - Nighlockrecs Reader's Choice Awards
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Bookmarked by alarmclockz
02 Feb 2026
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I Loved You Before I Even Knew You by HerBitterSweetness
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thunderbolts (Movie 2025)
20 Feb 2026
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Yelena Belova knew she had a soulmate from a very young age.
Someone the universe had chosen to share her scars, her emotions, and all the bruised pieces in between. It was what anchored her through everything in life, the very reason she still pushed herself through her training in the Red Room, when Natasha died, when she felt like she had no purpose anymore...until her soulmate's injuries ceased to exist that she realized she was all alone.
As far as Bob knew, he had never given much thought to soulmates.
He always felt her there, tugging at the little string that connected them and sending along happy thoughts.
However, he'd always ignore it. It wasn’t his number-one thought in his already chaotic childhood. Not until the day he started feeling emotions and getting injuries that weren’t his. And then, nothing else mattered but trying to find her when a plethora of scars started to appear on his body...even if it meant entering the Sentry Project that would heal all his scars by accident.
Or: AU where pain is shared by both soulmates.
(To fully enjoy, please see: "Black Widow," "Hawkeye," and "Thunderbolts*")
Bookmarked by alarmclockz
30 Jan 2026

