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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

    UPDATE: this fic now works on desktop AND phone!

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    05 Apr 2026

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    At eleven years old Ilya Rozanov's class is given an assignment:

    They will be randomly paired with a student at another school in Canada via email. In order to get full credit on the assignment, they must send at least five emails back and forth and gather enough information to write their project.

    After eight years, Ilya is pretty sure he's done enough for 100%

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    Shane and Ilya sending emails throughout the years

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    05 Apr 2026

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    It’s like they’re in a fucked up game of relationship chicken now, increasingly doing things together that Shane can’t describe as anything other than domestic and romantic and boyfriend-like. They text constantly, detailing their days and sharing everything from complaints about teammates to jokes about other players in the league to the kind of quiet worries about family that don’t need to be responded to, just heard by another person.

    Or maybe it’s like Schroedinger’s cat. As long as Shane doesn’t ask, doesn’t speak out loud, he can have this. It can exist, and it cannot exist at the same time as long as Shane doesn’t press too hard. Doesn’t want too much.

    It feels increasingly like agony now that he’s realized that he loves Ilya.

    ...

    Tunameltdown AU where Ilya makes him tuna melts and says his name and Shane doesn’t freak out and run away. Well, he does freak out, but he also stays. Or the one where Shane doesn’t realize that Ilya’s his boyfriend for a solid three months.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    “Unlock the door, Hollander.”

    Even though Shane couldn’t hear the exact words, he knew what Ilya said. He shook his head.

    “Unlock the door, or I will break the glass. Your choice.”

    Shane’s eyes widened again and he briefly hung his head as if regretting all of his past life decisions, and Ilya heard the resounding click of the unlock mechanism.

    He felt wild, his mind in violent turmoil as he threw open the door and his palm clutched the back of Shane’s head, his fingers finding purchase in the coarse hair. “Are you listening to me?” Shane ducked his head in acknowledgment. “I’m going to call off my driver. You will not move. I am going to sit there-“ he pointed at the empty passenger seat. “-in this boring car of yours and I am going to find out why the fuck you are alone and who the fuck made you cry.”

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    Inspired by Shane’s confession in The Long Game (*mini-spoiler*) about his whereabouts after leaving a certain Montreal nightclub in January 2017, Ilya leaves the club shortly after Shane only to find him pulled over on the side of the road, devastated.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    The hockey world is shocked when #1 draft pick Ilya Rozanov backs out of the NHL last second and opts to play for the KHL in his home country. Nobody knows why, and he leaves North America without comment. So Shane does what any kid with a crush did in 2010.

    He emails him. 

    Or; the Hollanov epistolary email fic

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    04 Apr 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    Shane Hollander, a well booked, in demand model is back for the summer for a well deserved break. It was all going so well until his car decides to break down. Unsure of what to do, he calls the first garage he can find, not expecting to meet the most infurtiating, aggravating and beautiful man he had ever seen.

    Or,

    Shane's a brat who is used to getting what he wants, Ilya Rozanov doesn't give into a pretty face that easy.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    After a year and a half of playing with Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov, the Centaurs could agree on one thing about the couple: everyone still knew almost nothing about their relationship.

    The conclusion was very clear: if they wanted answers, it was time to send in the SAPs.

    OR

    5 times the Centaurs send their partners on an investigation for the truth about Shane and Ilya's relationship, and one time the team gets the answers for themselves. And then they freak out about it in the group chat.

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    04 Apr 2026

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    “You broke up with her,” Ilya says, arms loosening against his chest.

    “No, she, uh—” Shane ducks his head, avoiding Ilya’s eyes. “We slept together. And she kind of … she didn’t confront me, I guess. But she talked to me. Kind of hinted that she thought I might not be…”

    “Into girls?” Ilya finishes for him.

    “Something like that.”

    “You denied it?” 

    “No, I— I told her. About me. About—us,” Shane’s head snaps up, a hand lifted in Ilya’s direction. “Not about us, us. That I’d been sleeping with someone. Another player. I didn’t tell her about you.”

    OR: Shane comes out to Rose and runs toward the safest pair of arms he knows: Ilya’s. 

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    03 Apr 2026

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    “I think, at this point, we are friends, no?” Ilya asks, his back still to Shane.

    “Are we?” Shane asks, and Ilya’s lip quirks at the way he can hear the curiosity bleed through Shane’s tone, despite the way he’s clearly trying so hard to sound indifferent.

    “I consider you a friend, yes. We had food together. Hung out,” he explains.

    “Okay. Sure, yeah,” Shane agrees, meeting Ilya’s eyes as he turns around to face him. “Friends.”

    “Good. It is important you know this,” Ilya asks, stepping across the slightly echoey room, his hand going to tilt Shane’s jaw up. “It’s important for you to know I like you,” he says, watching with amusement as more confusion spreads across Shane’s pretty face.

    “Why?”

    “Because,” Ilya says softly, condescendingly as he leans down, his mouth close to Shane’s. Shane is so receptive to him, his lips already parting, expecting a kiss. “I am going to fuck you like I hate you,” he finishes, watching as Shane’s jaw drops a little, his breath hitching.

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    03 Apr 2026

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    Hockey Canada ☑️ @HockeyCanada
    Take in the sights and sounds with the best of Canadian hockey at Olympic orientation camp in Banff!

    gay jess @pikesbian
    jesus christ holly looks so miserable golfing

    dan 🏒 @twinkshane
    its crazy that shane hollander is the best hockey player of all time, has a fat ass, and is a genuinely good guy… all while being beautiful and gay… how does he do it

    Ilya Rozanov ☑️ @ilyarozanov
    he also has a very handsome talented husband did you know

    Or: Shane Hollander and the 2022 Olympics through the eyes of hockey twitter.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?

     

    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    02 Apr 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 15

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    现代au,兽医Shane,野生动物摄影师Ilya。

    为了庆祝双胞胎女儿的五岁生日,hayden为全家人安排了一场迪x尼游轮之旅。
    但是在即将登船的前一周,hayden却因为一场意外事故不得不卧床静养。
    为了不让女儿们期待已久的旅行落空,hayden请求最好的朋友shane代替自己,陪伴妻子女儿一起登船。

    Rose知道这个消息后兴奋不已:“Shane,游轮可是最容易发生艳遇的地方!说不定你能在那里遇到你的白马王子!”
    Shane茫然地问:“哪个王子?青蛙、野兽还是阿拉丁?”

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    ilya在游轮上对一个有着雀斑的男人一见钟情。
    但是,对方有一对双胞胎女儿,和一个怀孕的妻子。
    Ilya绝不允许自己当小三破坏别人的家庭……对吧? 

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    01 Apr 2026

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    七年前,Shane Hollander与Ilya Rozanov同为队友,同为恋人。直到后者不告而别,两人隐秘的恋情随之消散。

    七年后,Shane Hollander是蒙特利尔大都会队的明星球员,捧过两次斯坦利杯,手握无数广告代言,人称加拿大金童。
    Ilya Rozanov是俄餐馆Bepa Restaurant的服务员,住着破烂地下室,背着债务账单,偶尔病得起不来床。

    蒙特利尔很大,七年里,他们从未擦肩。

    蒙特利尔很小,兜兜转转,他们狭路相逢。

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    01 Apr 2026

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    NSFW fanart

    They are totally so casual about each other. Nothing serious. Totally. Seriously. It’s only sex.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    5 times Shane discovers a new kink for himself + 1 time he discovers one for Ilya

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    01 Apr 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 58

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    “They wanted me to breed her,” he said, voice trembling. “But I can’t–I don’t. I don’t want that. I can’t–”

    “And why can’t you?” Ilya urged, stepping forward even closer so that Ilya was pressed flush against Shane’s body. He could feel the pup shake against him. He pressed a knee in between Shane’s legs—a gamble. He grinned as Shane threw his head back on the wall, moaning. And just as Ilya suspected, Shane was hard, the length pressing back against Ilya’s leg. “Why can’t you fill her up with pups, Shane? Say it, puppy. Tell me why.”

    “Fuck,” Shane gasped out, his hips rocking against Ilya. “B-because I want someone to fill me up. I wanna be filled, fuck, Ilya, please.”

    Puppy hybrid Shane Hollander meets Wolf hybrid Ilya Rozanov.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    “I’ve never spent my rut with anyone else, either.”

    Shane gasped, looking at him with mixture of shock and awe. There was a glistening light covering those captivating brown eyes, as if he couldn’t believe what he was hearing.

    “Ilya, what—”

     

    a cottage, new beginnings, and (soul)mates

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane: Hi. This is Shane Hollander.
    Lily: ???
    Shane: From the bar? You left me your number.
    Shane: This is Lily right?
    Lily: Sure.
    Lily: Hello Shane.
    Shane: Hi.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Ilya Rozanov has been saying I love you into the void his whole life.

    To his mother’s cold hands at twelve, making promises she can’t hear. To his teammates through fist bumps in tunnel rituals that cost nothing because they ask for nothing. To a sleeping man, in Russian, because his native language is the only container safe enough for what he actually feels. To a country he is slowly losing the ability to love back.

    He keeps saying it. No one says it back.

    Until they do.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    A series of social media/epistolary fic exploring the world Shane and Ilya live in post The Long Game. Written before Unrivaled!

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    30 Mar 2026

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