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  1. Public Bookmark 16

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    In retrospect, those might have been the words that pushed Robert Parrish over the edge. Adam found that generally, no words were the right words when it came to his father, but there was a definite point when an argument became more than just that. Tonight, this was that moment. When Adam pushed too far.

     

    Robert Parrish has a gun the night he deafens Adam.

    Unfinished and will probably stay that way : (

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    27 Jan 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 16

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    Then Ronan appeared in his line of vision, all black leather and sharp jaw line and icy-blue eyes, now dark with worry.
    “Jesus, Adam”, he said, cradling his face. “You – did you fall down the stairs?”

     

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    Adam falls down the stairs and gets a concussion.

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    26 Jan 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 77

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    Adam woke up to find a pool of blood on the floor where Ronan should have been.

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    26 Jan 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 9

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    “It’s not bleeding,” Ronan said, dropping his pauldrons to the floor beside his gauntlets. It clanged against the stone floor. Adam winced at the sound but moved closer, gesturing for Ronan to turn around. After a moment, Ronan did.

    “It could still get infected,” Adam said.

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    26 Jan 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    Crickets.

    Crickets and the crackling of a fire, slightly scratchy blankets, and a strange ache across half his chest. Ronan’s eyes felt glued shut; his mouth was bone dry; his limbs felt weaker than they had in years, like he was still a kid waking up from his dreams exhausted and terrified as he fled from demons.

    He was also pretty sure he’d died.

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    26 Jan 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 94

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    Gansey has spent his life obsessed with the legendary lost king, Glendower. When tragedy burns through the life of his best friend, Ronan, Gansey decides that now, it’s more important than ever to find the long lost king, and to write their own story.

    Together Gansey and Ronan set about retracing the final steps that Glendower took, but could a chance meeting with the mysterious mage of Cabeswater change their journey forever?

    This is a story about curses, a story about magic, and a story about destiny.

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    26 Jan 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 29

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    Post the 'demon, unmaking, kiss' scene, if you know what I mean.

    When all is over and the dust clears, things are not suddenly back to normal. With two sick raven boys and a whole lot of hurt to work through, the gangsey take up residence at Fox Way. Illnesses are dealt with, words are exchanged and maybe, just maybe, things will finally turn out okay.

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    26 Jan 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 37

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    Adam and Ronan never thought the night of their tenth anniversary would end this way—with cold dishes, bleeding cuts, and unopened black boxes.

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    26 Jan 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 12

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    That one scene where Adam is possessed but make it ever so slightly darker. And extended for more dream magic and Ronan protectiveness.

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    26 Jan 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 17

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    Sleeping over at St Agnes has become a common occurrence for Ronan, even if the ‘sleeping’ part isn’t literal.

    On the night he does sleep, his dreams try to kill him.

    Again.

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    26 Jan 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 12

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    “No hospital,” Ronan grunts with effort as Matthew and Declan loop the makeshift tourniquet around his torso and tie it tightly over the wound. They help Ronan off the ground, both brothers taking an arm over their shoulders and beginning to walk. Ronan hisses as he’s forced into motion. “Parrish is at the Barns. Go there.”

    “Parrish?” Declan asks, confused.

    “Adam,” Ronan responds. “My boyfriend, remember.”

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    26 Jan 2026

  12. Public Bookmark 18

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    "Because I'm not asking if it's okay if we drink," Blue said, eyebrows furrowing, "I want to know if you're going to drink. What did you want to do?"
    Logically, he'd pieced together that twenty one meant alcohol. Knew this from books and movies, teen sitcoms and radio hosts, the few anecdotes that thread their way across the social fabric at Cambridge. Could spread the information on a graphic and say, "yes, this is the year most people drink." It had never been a question he'd asked or wanted to answer. For all his hyperactive thought, his nitpicking and overanalysis, his introspective scrutiny, he'd danced the outskirts of this dilemma by claiming age a hindrance. He'd set the doomsday clock and forgotten to hit snooze.

     


    Adam turns twenty-one. This is not a big deal at all.

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    26 Jan 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 3

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    He was born in the harshest conditions. Like a cactus in a desert. Who knew it could rain this much all at once?

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    Adam waits for Ronan after not seeing each other for a while. He ends up face to face with someone else instead.

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    He stood like a cactus in a desolate desert. He was once drained of all love, care, and happiness and then he was suddenly soaked in all of it; he felt he could store it beyond the warmth of a hundred suns. He wouldn’t thirst for water for another century, he thought, as long as he knew that he would be showered with love yet again when he waited. So, he waited. He waited for Ronan. He missed Ronan as if he were a missing limb. And God did it hurt. Standing in front of his school, waiting like a cactus ready to soak up the rain.

    But a cactus is made by the harshest conditions, and the thorns it sprouts are a sign of that. That’s why he felt himself shrivel up at the sight of his father. The man who made him thirst for love and hid it from him all the same.

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    26 Jan 2026

  14. Public Bookmark 22

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    Adam wakes up in a hospital in Baltimore with no memory of magic or Ronan Lynch.

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    26 Jan 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 15

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    The closer it got, the more Adam's chest would twist and the faster his heart would beat. A bead of sweat would break out on his forehead by the time it began growing taller and taller, reaching spindly pieces of blackness towards his frozen, shaking, dangling hand. When it touched him, he could feel Ronan’s pulse beneath his hands with haunting accuracy. Not the quickened pulse that came with bare skin-kisses-maybeidreamtyou’s, but the kind of pulse that had been accompanied by blood-bruises-screaming-ganseywakeup’s.

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    When Adam struggles with sleep at Harvard, his brain begins to doubt that the demon is really gone and makes him relive attacking Ronan each night. Neck deep in it, and convinced he's gone insane, Adam drives back to Henrietta in search of help.

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    26 Jan 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 29

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    Adam Parrish thought he had become way too used to not waking up alone.

    When Ronan Lynch first met Adam Parrish, he knew he was fucked.

    Adam and Ronan have been secretly sleeping together. That wouldn't be a problem, except Ronan is embarrassingly in love, and Adam is embarrassingly confused.

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    26 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 28

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    Ronan knew he had to ask for help after the sixth time he woke up and nearly died again. He had lost total control over dreaming.

    Adam hadn’t spoken to Ronan in almost a year. The breakup had not been amicable or mutual. Ronan did not understand and wouldn't hear him out, and Adam had run out of patience. It had been messy. They hadn’t had any contact since. Their mutual friends never said his name around Adam. He assumed it was the same on Ronan’s end. They all had an unspoken agreement of avoidance and pretending none of that ever happened.

    Adam returns to the Barns to help with a Dream Problem. It hurts more than he expected.

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    26 Jan 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 63

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    “Damn…I don't want to stay here and be looked at like I'm a parasite. I have to try again..."

    Then, just as the feeling of heaviness had come, it disappeared, and Lance felt light.

    He still heard too many noises, and his head was spinning, but at least he could move without problems.

    He was about to leave when he heard Allura yell, "Lance!"

    He turned, “I'm sorry princess, I know I should stay for the briefing and…”

    He stopped: the princess and even Shiro looked at him with equally alarmed looks, as if he had suddenly grown a second head or started bleeding from his eyes.

    He put his hand over the face, and screamed when he saw his damn translucent arm.

    The worst thing was to come: as he realized he had become a bad copy of Casper, Lance finally saw his body lying on the ground, and couldn't help the growing panic.

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    In which the Omega Shield incident has consequences and Lance deals with the fact that people care about him.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    After Shiro's disappearance, the paladins struggle to go on and continue fighting against the Galra Empire, they switch lions with Keith as their leader and try to be whole again, but nobody knows exactly where to go from there, how to search for their lost friend, and each of them deals with the loss in their own way.

    Meanwhile, Lance battles his insecurities and loneliness and tries to find what he contributes to the team, wishing to have something that made him special like his teammates. But on a rescue mission to a barren planet, they find someone they didn't expect, and when a fight ensues, Lance gets more than he bargained for when he gains something that settles a new path in front of him.

    Maybe he should have been more careful with what he wished for.

    "This is the thirteenth time already, I can't keep doing this, I'm going mad, I can't stop it, I can't save you!" Lance cried, full out sobbing in the darkness of his room, it was hopeless, he was stuck and nobody could help him, no matter what he did, it was always the same, and he knew he was slowly spiraling into insanity, and the worst part? He couldn't tell anyone, even if he wanted to, he'd tried, he'd nearly choked, he never felt so alone.

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    05 Jan 2026

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    season 7 canon-divergent fix-it series w kl

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    04 Jan 2026

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