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    Just bkdk fics inspired by songs by Taylor Swift. All are titled as the song they're inspired by <3

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    Dazai has everything. A great job (he’d rather not do), a caring boyfriend (who he could live without), a brilliant mind (that’s bored to death). His life should be great. He shouldn’t feel that deep, hollow nothingness rotting him from the inside out, or the soul-aching loneliness that comes as a curse of his ‘gifted mind’. Perhaps that’s what leads to him spilling blood all across the streets of Yokohama, an unchecked terror of the night.
    But just when he’s convinced life will be a living hell until the blissful day he dies, something new happens. Something exciting. One day, a new serial killer comes to town, and Dazai is ready to play.

     

    A twisted, obsessive ‘love’ story between two serial killers, with the city as their chess board, and the citizens their pieces.

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    19 Mar 2026

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    for later

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    Chuuya suffers from painful aftereffects of Corruption. Dazai suffers from existential depression.

    Chuuya has a god in him that wants to kill his body. Dazai has a mind that wants to kill itself.

    Chuuya is dying. Dazai wants to die.

    Chuuya wants to make Dazai feel alive. Dazai wants to keep Chuuya alive.

    They both try to take care of each other the best they can, bringing them closer.

    Until Dazai leaves.

    That's when it all goes wrong.

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    11 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    terminally ill x terminally suicidal my beloved

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    im just dumping all my bsd fics in here :0

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    26 Feb 2026

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    “You can sleep in here,” Chuuya calls out, back facing him as he exits the room. “You know where the blankets and shit are but I better see your ass gone in the morning, got it?” Dazai feels a bit of liquid falling into his lap and stiffens a bit in shock. He hadn’t even realized he was crying. “Dazai?”

    This time, Chuuya takes a glance back and Dazai doesn’t have time to hide himself before Chuuya’s already seen him and frozen.

    skk hatesex turns into subdrop...based off a tweet of mine

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    26 Feb 2026

  5. Rec 11

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    Fyodor inhaled through his teeth. The temptation to shove Dazai bodily to the floor bloomed sharp in his chest. And he could. Easily. Dazai was thin like him, post-orgasm boneless and pliant. It would take nothing to shove him back and wipe the last ten minutes off the map with force.

    But it was futile. Because he had already let it happen. Because he had already pulled Dazai in, kissed him, spoken to him like that, climaxed beneath him—and no amount of punishment afterward could erase that fact.

    So instead he sat still, spine straight, face blank, and said: “You are not real to me.”

    Dazai grinds into him like prayer. Fyodor comes apart like penance, as if absolution could ever follow what they do.

    or: it’s not sex, not love, not even hatred. it’s whatever happens between them.

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    22 Feb 2026