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    Ilya looks at him, that carefree smirk pulling at his lips, and time slows. 

    JJ is barreling toward Ilya, and it’s obvious he hasn’t processed that Ilya’s turned away from him. And Ilya, oh God Ilya can’t see, and the world is moving at a snail’s pace around Shane but there’s no time, he can’t open his mouth to warn him and—

    —and JJ collides harshly with Ilya, sending him richocheting into the boards and Shane's world stops.

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    Or, what if it was Ilya who was hurt instead of Shane?

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    11 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 46

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    Alexei Rozanov finally shows up to confront his little brother about the Irina Foundation. But a different sort of confrontation occurs when David Holland answers the door.

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    My precious, my love, my shining flower, I want to heal all of Ilya's wounds and make him better. So this is one way. Just to be SUPER clear this is NOT David X Ilya (if thats your thing whatever but this just isn't that fic) it is Ilya finally getting the father he deserved all these years.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."

    Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.

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    10 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 36

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    Shane and Ilya celebrate their first Christmas as married boys with their family, as Anya continues to be the (other) light of Ilya's life.

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    10 Mar 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 51

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    "It's snowing. But, it's the right kind of snow," Shane says it again, like it is supposed to mean something.

    "The right kind of snow?" Ilya repeats slowly.

    "Yes," Shane grins again, kissing Ilya on his shoulder, looking his husband straight in the eyes. Ilya is so confused right now.

    "There are right and wrong kinds of snow?" He tries to ask politely because he really wants to go back to sleep but his husband is so happy and he doesn't want to burst the bubble. Shane enthusiastically nods.

    "Yes! You have the awful watery kind, the overfluffy kind and the right kind."

    "And we want the right kind of snow foooor?" Ilya is still looking at Shane like he might be experiencing stroke.

    "For snow angels, obviously," Shane smiles.

    "Obviously," Ilya deadpans.

    "Yeah. Obviously."

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    Or: Lazy sunday in Hollanov household ❤️ Extremely soft. You'll probably cry at some point. It's worth it tho.

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