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  1. Public Bookmark 30

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    Lucas and Will make a competition out of who can fuck Mike better.

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    13 Mar 2026

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  2. Public Bookmark 43

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    In which Mike moves to Indianapolis after his first semester of college, rents the apartment next door to Will, and gets a job as a nude model in Will’s life drawing class, and then Will has to deal with all of that. (This is an ongoing process.) Featuring a domesticity speedrun, life in a university district in the early 1990s, mutual care-taking behaviors, baffling vegetables, Mike wearing a shirt with a kitten on it, and The Cure haunting the narrative.

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    13 Mar 2026

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  3. Public Bookmark 3

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    Follows Mike Wheeler and Lucas Sinclair in the aftermath of Vecna’s defeat.

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    11 Mar 2026

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  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    Will wasn’t sure how they even got the idea to start kissing, all of them, but once the cleric ran his hands through Mike’s messy hair, playing with the curls that were shorter than his paladin’s hair, and tugged a little bit harsher to see more of Mike’s throat and leave pinkish red bites there, it escalated from there on very quickly.

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    11 Mar 2026

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  5. Public Bookmark *

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    The last time he’d stood this close to the edge, Will had been gone, he’d thought he was dead. Nothing had mattered anymore, except protecting his friends, keeping those he had left safe. He hadn't wanted to live then, not without Will. He didn’t want to live now. Not because Will was gone—he was just across town in Mike’s room, probably not thinking about him or where he was for even a second—but because he didn’t deserve to. Because he was wrong, because he was sinful, because he didn’t matter, because nobody needed him and they never had. He’d just wanted them to need him because he’d needed them.

    All he ever did was hurt the people he needed. Why would anyone ever need him? He was–

    “Mike, where the hell are you?” Will’s voice latched a tether around his chest, pulled him back, pushed down his younger voice, silenced Troy and James.

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    It's October 1986, the Byers have been living with the Wheelers for 3 months now, and Mike can't sleep through the night, waking to nightmares and struggling to reconcile his growing awareness of his feelings for Will with the expectations of everyone around him. It all comes crashing down around him very quickly and suddenly (though it was a long time coming).

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    09 Mar 2026

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