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“Be careful,” Shane frets, one hand hovering over Ilya’s shoulder. “It’s icy, and I don’t want to be a widower.”
“Oh, we’d have to be much higher than this for the fall to kill me,” Ilya says, gaze still fixed on the cool black skyline. “At least seven stories.”
It’s not until much later, as the waitress is clearing the dishes from dinner, that Yuna finds herself wondering why Ilya knows exactly how high a fall needs to be in order to kill him.
Or: Yuna learns about Ilya's past bit by bit over the years.
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- Part 8 of my anonymous heated rivalry fic
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16 Feb 2026
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foolproof, foolhardy by tennessoui
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy
06 Jun 2025
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Senior padawan Obi-Wan Kenobi’s best friend, Ahsoka, pisses him off. After a few too many drinks, he decides that the perfect way to get revenge is to sleep with her master.
A sober, hungover Obi-Wan is horrified to remember the plan, and even more horrified to find that Quinlan, perhaps-a-bit-too-eager partner in crime, has no intentions of letting him back out of Operation: Seduce Anakin Skywalker, a foolhardy yet foolproof plan.
Emphasis, of course, on fool.
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- Part 1 of tomfoolery
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- 10/10
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01 Feb 2026
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On the Brink of Forever by broccolicheddarchicken
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
30 Jan 2026
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There had been a tragedy. The Ottawa Centaurs' plane had crashed in northern Georgia, during the course of their flight from Carolina to Tampa. They didn't know much else yet. All NHL activities were suspended for the next seven days.
Wait, what?
At seventeen, Shane Hollander met the love of his life. At twenty-nine, gravity took him away.
Shane wishes he’d died, too.
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- Part 1 of your name, forever the name on my lips
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- English
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- 19,740
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- 2/2
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04 Jan 2026
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Just Go Kill Palpatine by nevertheless_turtle for medusaceratops
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types, Star Wars Prequel Trilogy, Star Wars: The Clone Wars (2008) - All Media Types
26 Jan 2025
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In Which Obi-Wan Kenobi is Shown Holofootage of His 12-Year Old Padawan in a Seedy Nightclub With The Chancellor of the Republic And Has A Proportionate Response.
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- 5/5
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21 Dec 2025
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The Hale Wolf Sanctuary isn’t just for wolves.
It turns out it’s for Stilinskis as well.
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02 Nov 2025
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all you can take with you is that which you've given away by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
30 Oct 2024
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There’s a nudge at his hand, a careful tap that finally makes him look up for the first time since they got there. Evan wipes his face hastily, trying to sniffle up the water in his eyes before anyone can see. He doesn’t want to cry, but sometimes he just can’t help it.
Because that’s his brother. That’s his big brother, in a hospital bed, with dark smudges under his eyes and a really bad cough that keeps getting worse, but he’s smiling at Evan like it’s all going to be okay.
All Evan heard was the machine. He counted the sounds, hoarded them, and wished he could just sit there and listen to the proof of his brother’s heart beating forever.
Beep. Beep. Beep. Beep –
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Daniel needed more. More surgeries, more transfusions, more time. Evan couldn't give that to him, but maybe, years later, thanks to Eddie and Christopher and Bobby, he'll realize. He was always enough for Daniel.
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- Part 13 of 911 Gotcha for Gaza Prompts
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31 Oct 2025
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the pain will leave you once it's done teaching you by fruitsdoesnotknow
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
29 Apr 2024
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“Hi, I’m Buck, a firefighter with the 136,” for now, the thought crashes through Buck, leaving a sour taste in his mouth. “Uh, you’re both welcome to take a tour with us, if you’d like.” Buck awkwardly scratches at his neck, running a hand through his hair, unsure what else to do, and it spurs the man in front of him to take a large step forward up to Buck’s bed.
“Eddie,” he says, thrusting a hand to him, and Buck reaches over without a second thought. His whole palm feels electric, it smarts and carries the touch of Eddie, Eddie, that Buck feels it completely. He has no idea what’s happening to him. “Edmundo Diaz, but just Eddie though, uh, no one calls me Edmundo. Right. I’m a new nurse here, at Cedars-Senai. Oh –”
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When Daniel Buckley lives a little longer, Evan Buckley dies a little more. And this is how Eddie Diaz saves him, a little later on.
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31 Oct 2025
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hold my heart more gently than you do my throat by tennessoui
Fandoms: Star Wars - All Media Types
10 Jan 2024
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Master Anakin Skywalker has been captured; his padawan races to a small outpost deep within Separatist space to rescue him.
Because he needs rescuing. Because he's his master. Because, even if Anakin doesn't know it and even if Anakin is happily mated to some other omega, he's his alpha.
Because maybe if Obi-Wan risks life and limb to save his master before the Separatists can neutralize the threat that the Hero With No Fear poses to their cause, his master will realize that Obi-Wan is no longer some youngling in need of coddling and protecting.
At the very least, maybe he'll stop bringing up that unfortunate business on Melida/Daan.
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05 Oct 2025
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When Obi-Wan searches his room for his homework (for Improvised Medical Analytics II, an obscure engineering elective reserved for fanatical mechanics or Senior Padawans running out of class options, scrambling for some semblance of progress), he finds a baby.
(Or: Saving the galaxy gets a little trickier when you're only four-ish months old.)
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28 Sep 2025
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there it is again, sitting on my chest (makes it hard to catch my breath) by Elgney
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 Mar 2025
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“I just—I don’t want you to be alone,” said Eddie, softly, like an admission.
Join the fucking club, Buck thought. It was funny, but none of his laughs were coming out right tonight. “I am alone, Eddie.”
“Buck, I—”
“She wants my kidney.” There it went; Buck never could keep anything inside. Could never keep the feelings contained, could never stop them from spilling out over the people nearest him. “That’s what fucking happened, okay? My dad needs a kidney donor and they remembered why they bothered having me in the first place. Is that what you wanted to hear? That my parents finally found a use for me after all these years?”
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A request from his mom tears open old wounds for Buck. From 800 miles away, Eddie tries to stitch him back together.
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12 Aug 2025
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Buck thought not being part of the 118 was the worst thing that could happen.
Until he sued the department and Bobby for wrongful termination—and lost everything that mattered.
One decision, born from desperation and pain, left him severed from the only family he’d ever chosen. He told himself it was the only way to protect himself. He didn’t think it would mean isolation so total it echoed.
This is the story of the fallout, the silence that followed, the rot, the unraveling and the night he almost didn't come back. And the painstakingly long road back towards something like healing.
A story in seven parts: Fallout. Isolation. Decline. The Edge. Intervention. Aftermath. Recovery.Or: Buck falls apart after the lawsuit, and it nearly kills him. But some fractures don’t stay broken forever.
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Major depression, alcohol abuse, suicidal ideation and suicide attempt, emotional isolation, graphic emotional distress, passive self-harm, trauma, estrangement, recovery. Please proceed and read with care.Bookmarked by discombobulation
08 Aug 2025
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Before they can settle into their respective positions, Eddie steps forward, arms open. Maddie folds into him. It’s a moment of quiet connection, years of family and growth pouring into a single hug.
“Thank you,” he breathes into her hair. “For raising him to be the person he is today.”
She doesn’t know what to say, so she draws him in even closer, overwhelmed by the weight of his words, by witnessing her little brother commit to his person. She’s always been there for him, but in this moment, standing between him and Eddie, she feels just how much they’ve given to each other. How much they’ve fought for this love, for this life. It’s almost too big for this world.
They pull apart, their eyes meeting for a split second, and in them Maddie finds everything she needs— faith, adoration, and an unspoken understanding. Eddie’s look says it all: Trust me with him.
And Maddie’s heart swells, her reply silent but strong: I do.
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For Maddie and Buck, it’s been a lifetime of shared strength and loyalty, all culminating in a wedding. This is their relationship, traced back to a pinky promise.
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28 Jul 2025
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The memories aren’t fully fleshed out, only flashes of places, people, and feelings. Sometimes they’re tangible, so much so he feels like he can reach it within his fingertips and hold them there.
He’d be washing dishes, and he’d feel the phantom arms of Eddie around his waist, the junction of his neck and shoulder feeling warm. For a flash, he’d see a different kitchen than the one he was in. He’d be looking at a menu in a restaurant, and he thinks he’d hear Eddie’s voice asking, ‘You gonna order the usual?’ When he glances down at the table, he’d be surprised he’s not seeing a deep green tablecloth. He’d doze off on the couch and feel his cheek land on Eddie’s chest, arms wrapping around him, and he’d open his eyes to find himself alone.
How do you explain that away? Missing something you can’t fully remember having?
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Or, Evan Buckley wakes up without eight years of his memories with some guy named Eddie Diaz on his bedside. Which could mean nothing.
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27 Jul 2025
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Buck is staring at his ceiling, flickering city lights breathing through the window above his bed. He's been crying a lot lately. Over wet dishes, over sunlight hitting his furniture at pretty angles, over nothing at all. It’s how it always starts.
He gets emotional; then he gets numb. He never manages to settle on which one is worse.
This is the part where Buck realises, quite matter-of-factly, that he’s probably going to try to kill himself.
Or: Buck keeps it together until he can't. Luckily, he's got Eddie—and he'll be damned if he lets his best friend slip through the cracks. It takes two.
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26 Jul 2025
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Bobby would like the record to state that he did not intend to be this much of an asshole about it. Quite frankly, it had been an unforeseeable turn of events completely out of his control as long as you ignored the fact he had done it on purpose and enjoyed every second of it. Because Bobby Nash was not a spiteful man. He could, however, be a very petty one.
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The Buckley parents happen to be in town around Buck’s birthday, and they let something slip about his non-existent baby box. Bobby decides to do something about it.
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18 Jul 2025
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“How will I know you’re up there?”
“I’ll outshine the sun so you know I’m there, watchin’,” Buck murmurs, and Eddie cries a bit harder, bringing their foreheads together as they hitch sobs between shared air. “I’ll keep you a-an’ Chris warm when you miss me. I’ll… I’ll be here, in yo’r heart, too,” Buck’s hand gently falls to Eddie’s left pec, pressing against it to feel the thunder of his heart through his turnouts. “Right here,” he whispers.
“Right there,” Eddie cries, hand over Buck’s, squeezing his knuckles and watching the blond slowly fade before his eyes. “I’ll keep you alive in heart and memory, mi amor. I promise you.”
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or; yeah. yeah.
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- Part 12 of buddie by tired
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11 Jul 2025
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The moon was so big. So big and beautiful and full and bright. She said sing my children. Sing. Sing for me.
Bobby shifted first. His wolf was big. Powerful. Black fur that bled into white making the coat almost grey along his back. Red flashing eyes and a pull that said alpha alpha my pack my family sing sing with me.
And Buck…
Buck was…
Buck was wolf.
Buck was wolf wolf wolf.
Buck runs into a scent he hasn't smelled since the night he was turned.
An AU inspired by the Green Creek series by TJ Klune.
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27 Jun 2025
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Eddie thinks, as he munches on a fry, that he’s angry. He’s angry that Buck was ever wronged, that Buck even felt he had to give him that look. He’s angry that he can’t just fix it, that he’s not good at fixing things but he’s really good at messing things up. He’s angry because he’s afraid of failing when Buck needs him.
He’s angry at Buck because he’s not here, and he’s angry because it’s easier than grief, because Eddie thinks this might be a type of grief. Because he misses Buck when he’s right there, because Eddie thinks this might be another thing like all the other things he needs to deal with, the things he pushes down so deep because just letting them sit around is enough to hurt.
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or Buck gets turned into a kid. Eddie misses him like crazy.
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21 Jun 2025
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He grasps at consciousness as he listens to Eddie moving around, the bed dipping close to him. Everything smells familiar here, like them, him and Eddie, and the bit of him that’s still able to think realizes he hasn’t been afraid of falling asleep. That he hasn’t been thinking about waking up in that other place, that he hasn’t wondered if he’s halfway to the grave, if he’s going to end up in that not quite right dream again.
That he knows where he belongs, and he wants to keep it. He wants it, desperately wants it, more than anything he’s ever wanted, and he has it, he’s not going to destroy it, and it’s a relief, knowing that.
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After getting struck by lightning, Buck’s emotions have been a tidal wave. As always, Eddie’s there to catch him.
Or, Buck and belonging.
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21 Jun 2025
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try to keep swimming (keep dad’s good word in my mouth) by lilacbarnes
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
24 May 2025
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Eddie refuses to look in the rearview mirror, knowing he’ll see Buck, somber and destitute, watching Eddie drive off like a ghost on the asphalt. Watching Eddie leave him, like all those before. Eddie is scratching another notch into the chamber of Buck’s heart dedicated to the people who’ve left him, and he won’t be there to lap up the blood dripping from the wound. That’ll fall to Buck. Be left, lick the wounds the leaving caused.
Or, Eddie moves to Texas, tries to find himself, and lets Buck send him to voicemail.
(Or a story about leaving, this time from Eddie's perspective.)
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- Part 2 of pain is cold water
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19 Jun 2025