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    “I felt…bad. It felt bad. I had missed you so much and then I finally saw you again and you -” Shane cut himself off. “I know you didn’t mean to,” he started again. “I know you weren’t trying to be… I don’t know. You didn’t mean to.”

    “I didn’t mean to what?” Ilya’s pulse quickened. Shane wouldn’t meet his eye.

    Shane took a deep breath. “You didn’t mean to hurt me.”

    Ilya felt the words like a sucker punch to the stomach. He swallowed hard, fighting to keep his voice level. “I hurt you?”
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    An offhand comment from Yuna triggers a conversation between Shane and Ilya about that night in Ilya's Vegas penthouse after the MLH awards. Ilya knew he had fucked up, but maybe not how much. Maybe now he can make up for it.

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Team Canada is undefeated, the Olympic Village is buzzing, and Shane Hollander just wants to focus on hockey.

    Unfortunately, his husband has discovered capitalism for himself.

    When the Olympic Committee announces a condom shortage across the Village, Shane assumes it’s just another chaotic headline in an already surreal tournament. What he does not expect is to discover that Ilya Rozanov has been quietly selling their unused “complimentary health supplies” to stressed-out rookies and possibly half the international athletes...for five euros each.

    + additional drawing!

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ten minutes passed, and Ilya, who normally could drift off easily, only felt more and more wired. He definitely didn't want sex while the other person was feeling bad. The thought made him nauseous. But he found himself still yearning for the release that came with being with Hollander. If not the physical release, the emotional and mental one. Behind his eyelids, all he could see was those damn freckles.

    Ilya gnawed on his lip and decided to toe a line they haven't crossed yet. Ironically, this was one that usually came way before every other line they've already crossed. He picked back up his phone.

     

    Lily: You are sleeping for a few hours in the hotel.

    Jane: Yeah? And?

    Lily: Does it matter if you are sleeping in your room, or in mine?

     

    or; shane and ilya sleep together, literally; ilya pines, and pines, and pines.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    Ilya got closer to him and inhaled, but held the smoke in his mouth. “I think everyone was just excited to dog on a straight edge pussyboy who’s too scared to light a fucking blunt,” Ilya said in a low voice. Before Shane could react, Ilya grabbed his face and forced his mouth open, blowing the smoke into his mouth.

    Shane was seeing red once again; Maul.

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    10 Mar 2026

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    The pattern is almost laughable. A caricature of bisexuality: Women he wants lush with femininity but solid, outwardly soft but secretly Russian-strong. Men he wants outwardly powerful, but beneath, delectably fragile, as if the strength is all for show. Androgyny does nothing for him. It's the extremes, the inverse of it all, that he craves.

    He knows, after this trip, he will be floating in that uncomfortable ‘mostly’ space for a bit. He is prepared to see Shane. Excited. He will devour him. Fuck him into the mattress. Take in the sharp clavicle, the heavy firm length of him, the hard planes of his flank. And then, for two or three weeks after, every time he touches a beautiful woman, there will be a small but loud part of him wishing the body beneath him was… different.

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    Ilya Rozanov loves to fuck fat women. Shane gains a few pounds for completely unrelated reasons.

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