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Because of scum like him, so many are dead.
People like him had killed his friend.
People like him would never let anybody live in peace.
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AKA: Protagonist Vigilante ending early on, and Protag meets Wireface after.
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28 Dec 2025
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A two year tour wiping out the rest of the Legion wrecks hell on the mind. Due to declining performance and deteriorating mental state, Boone finds himself on the steps of a Followers of the Apocalypse clinic with two options: he can try to put his mind back together, or he can find himself a new vocation.
With the Courier gone for good, it's harder than he'd ever thought possible.
(Part of a series, but can be read standalone)
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- Part 3 of A Kind of Blindness
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07 Oct 2025
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high-strung by grizzlieswest for cowboywestern
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
13 Aug 2024
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"It's not the first time there's been talk of hanging you." Arthur chuckled. It was dry, weak. The laughter contorted into a cough.
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Arthur and John have a conversation at Beaver Hollow, about hangings, about fear, and about the gang's future.
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14 Aug 2024
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"It's as if she cast some kind of spell on him with just her eyes alone. She was beautiful. Gorgeous... Otherworldly. Any word he could think of in that moment."
Love at first sight, based with RE2 Leon and Ada. (Set in modern times, Leon is still a cop, and Ada works the front desk!)
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30 Jun 2024
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Piers visits Chris after the China Incident for dinner.
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28 Jun 2024
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Another Time by HamartiaGrander for MooseOnAHunt, tryhardsars
Fandoms: Biohazard | Resident Evil (Gameverse), Resident Evil (Movies - Anderson)
25 Jan 2024
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Leon paused, something in the man’s tone making him want to trust him.
“What is your name?” Leon asked slowly.
The man met his eyes, and it was as if this stranger was seeing something Leon couldn’t, his lips quivering a bit as he smiled wryly. Leon repressed a shudder. It almost felt like the man knew him.
“I’m Luis Serra,” the man replied. “Dr. Luis Serra Navarro. And I am a long way from home.”
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Ada takes on a mission that's way outside of her comfort zone, due to the reappearance of the one person she just can't let go of. And Luis, who had only just finished helping his new team recreate the cure for the T-Virus, gets sent back in the past to the day it all began.
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- Part 2 of A Tie That We Cannot Break
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08 Apr 2024
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Pour Me Somethin' Stronger (Than Me) by Zana_Zira
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
22 Feb 2024
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"He hated his mother, for birthing a bastard child into the middle of a gang of murderers; hated his father, for waiting so long to grow up and be the kind of man his family had always deserved; hated them both, for dragging an innocent boy kicking and screaming into a life that could only ever have ended in exactly the sort of tragedy that it had.
But more than anything, he hated himself for what he'd become, for allowing the darkness and misery to corrupt his soul like a poison until the man glaring back at him from inside the mirror was one even his parents would no longer have recognized. Jack Marston was a monster, a disgrace to the legacy his family had fought and died to leave behind for him, and he would hate himself for that until his dying day."
Edgar Ross is dead. John's murder has finally been avenged. Yet despite this victory, Jack's return home is anything but triumphant.
Whumpcember 2023 Day 12: "Touch-Starved" + Alt "Begging"
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- Part 12 of Red Dead Whumpcember 2023
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There was a cruel ache festering in him.
The presence of his knife, hanging loosely from his belt, felt heavy.
He hadn’t gone out that day with the intention of using it, but before realising it he had found himself in a secluded spot away from camp with bad thoughts swirling through his head. Maybe this was what he had set out to do without even realising it.
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24 Dec 2023
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some headcanons i wrote for the precious eagle flies because i absolutely adore him and he deserves so much more love xx
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09 Dec 2023
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For years, Jack Marston dreamed of killing Edgar Ross, the man who had taken everything from him, who had ruined his life. His obsession with revenge had given him a reason to keep going. But now, after it was done, he was left lost, depressed and without purpose. He was left to navigate life alone with the unforgiving eyes of the law slowly narrowing in on him.
Though he soon comes to realize that perhaps he isn’t quite as alone as he thought he would be.
A continuation from the end of Red Dead Redemption 1.
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05 Dec 2023
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"John Marston was dying. He was, he knew he was. No way a person could feel as bad as he did right now, and not be dying."
In which there is a fever, John is a touch dramatic, and a less-than-willing Arthur plays nursemaid for the night.
Whumpcember 2023 Day 1: "Fever" + Alt: "Tears"
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- Part 1 of Red Dead Whumpcember 2023
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05 Dec 2023
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The Unreliability of Men's Promises by dazednstoned
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
18 Dec 2025
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Girls like Abigail aren't supposed to think. They get on their knees and moan with their heads empty. John Marston's got her thinking, though.
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Important moments from Abigail Roberts and John Marston's turbulent relationship spanning from 1894 to 1907.- Language:
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30 Nov 2023
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They found Micah and killed him. Then John and Abigail finally got married like a real husband and wife.
That was when he decided it was time to move on.
“But where will you go?” John had asked him.
“North, up to Canada maybe,” Charles answered. “There’s just nothing left for me here.”
[In which Charles goes to Canada and finds what he's looking for]
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28 Nov 2023
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Everything gets a little too much for Charles. Luckily, someone's there to help.
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21 Nov 2023
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Hosea finds Charles in a time of need. Hosea's a smart man, too smart for his own good. Or in this case, for Charles' own good.
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21 Nov 2023
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"All he’s known is fighting and rage, he doesn’t know anything but. His father was all rage, died in it and with it. He passed it down to John, anger was in his DNA and he’d solidified it at eleven years old when he took his first life, just a boy with the blood of a priest on his hands. He should have felt bad, repented to the corpse perhaps but instead, he unsheathed his father’s old blade from his tiny boot and thrust it into the dead man’s chest three times, next to the bullet wound he’d haphazardly put there just moments before. He deserved it. Even though he still believed that to be true, a strange guilt prickles at John when he’s plagued by the memory of it. Rage, guilt and liquor were John’s most perpetual companions."
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a canon-compliant character study of john marston
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07 Nov 2023
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A conversation among those deep in the dirt by dazednstoned
Fandoms: Red Dead Redemption (Video Games)
17 Sep 2023
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Footsteps, heavier than Pa’s light and smug gait and Momma’s determined and purposeful stride, draw Jack's attention upward. Suddenly, Jack’s four years old again, sitting on a rock as he fiddles with Momma’s thimble before peering up at a man with a bow slung over his shoulder and Uncle Arthur, as always, close to his side. Only now, Jack isn't a little boy and Charles walks alone.
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A conversation between Charles Smith and Jack Marston before and after the murder of Edgar Ross.
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29 Sep 2023
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there is a light that never goes out by pearly_pairings
Fandoms: Stranger Things (TV 2016)
14 Jan 2024
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A commission from the unofficial Queen of Hawkins for her boyfriend sends the introverted Jonathan Byers on a reluctant journey, discovering not all cheerleaders are the same. Some are very observant, thoughtful, and even full of self-doubt and responsibility like him...
The more he learns about her, the more Jonathan finds himself searching for reasons to see her before their deadline.
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- Part 1 of aperture
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13 Sep 2023