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They have spent nine years almost. Almost together, almost over it, almost ready to say the thing neither of them has said. Then one night changes everything and almost stops being an option.
or: the toxic Hollanov you have always wanted
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15 Mar 2026
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“Do you know how hard it is to watch you with them? To see their hands all over you?” He squeezed ever so slightly, and Will let out a quiet whimper. “Sometimes, when you had guys over, I’d listen. I’d hear you moan, and I’d touch myself and imagine it was me making you sound like that,” he whispered, pressing a kiss behind Will’s ear. Will’s eyes fluttered shut, and he could practically feel them rolling to the back of his head as he imagined it: Mike fucking into his own fist, thinking about Will getting fucked on the other side of the wall. Will hated him for not saying anything.
Will rolled his hips forward, a strangled moan falling from his lips. The grip on his throat tightened, and Mike’s other hand grabbed at his thigh, digging into his flesh through the jeans. Will stilled instantly. Mike made a content noise before his loosened his hold, trailing his lips along Will’s jaw. “You moan like a slut, Will. So I’m gonna fuck you like one.”
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the hate sex fic
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- Part 1 of hate sex
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28 Feb 2026
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There’s the secret of happiness in a beating heart.
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25 May 2024
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Hyunjin has always been so bright to the world. Shining, blinding. He hates seeing him like this, so weak. So fragile. The tears keep pouring till wiping them is of no use. He holds his face, his tightly shut eyes shaking. “What’s wrong?”
“I love you so much.” He opens his eyes. Pooled with crystal tears, a choked sob ripping its way out of his throat. “It hurts. I’m sorry. It hurts so much.”
Hyunjin is hopelessly in love with his best friend and he deals with it by getting drunk out of his mind. Seungmin drives him home every single night at two am, their feelings never spoken about but shared in the form of drunk kisses in the bathroom.
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20 Oct 2022