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    After the most traumatizing experience a young Omega could survive, Shane Hollander is left with the conviction of being entirely broken, and the perpetual fear of Alphas. All except for one.
    Ilya Rozanov, for all of his brash cockyness and fuckboy reputation, has never been perceived as a threat from Shane. He's the one Shane instinctively seeks refuge right after what happens to him. And he's still the one he comes back to every time he needs stability.
    Years passes, and their rivalry becomes a friendship so deep none of them could think of his life without the other anymore. It would be so easy to give in and cross that thin border between them, finally acknowledging their mutual attraction. But Shane still think of himself as something less because of what they did to him: why Ilya would want to bond with a broken Omega, when such an amazing Alpha could have anyone he wants? And Ilya is so caught up in his supportive friend role, that the mere idea of overstepping and risking to scare away Shane, it's unbearable for him.
    It needs for them five years, a pup yearning from Shane, and a bold offer from Ilya, to finally cross that border.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander learned early that being an omega is all about control. Controlling his body, his voice, his pheromones and his feelings. Invisible in the hallways of his Vancouver high school, he finds solace in photography, writing, and the friendship of Rose.

    Ilya Rozanov, on the other hand, has never been able to go unnoticed. An alpha, football team captain, admired by everyone, he carries the weight of expectations he never asked for and a past complicated with your family.

    When a seemingly simple arrangement brings them together, Shane and Ilya cross a line that changes everything. What starts as studying turns into protection, desire, surrender and ends in a betrayal that shatters more than a relationship: it destroys a safe space.

    Years later, fate forces them face to face again. Between guilt, anger, obsession, and unresolved love, Shane and Ilya must decide whether some wounds are too deep to heal or if, against all odds, they can still choose each other.

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    30 Mar 2026

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    In the early hours of Saturday, the Hockey world was ablaze with the news that Ilya Rozanov was dead. Killed in a tragic car accident leaving behind a slew of devastated fans and a grieving husband still reeling in shock.

    The news also came as an incredible shock to Ilya when he awoke that same day, hungover and bleary, but very much alive. 

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Shane and Ilya had mutually agreed to keep their whatever-they’re-doing out of Sochi. It was an easy decision to make: this was bigger than any MLH rivalry and definitely bigger than a few hotel hook-ups. There was no room for distractions, not with Olympic gold on the line.

    So it’d be really fucking great if their daemons could get on the same page and stop trying to cause an international fucking incident.

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