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Seungmin wanted to be someone who could help lessen Chan's burdens. Both discover more about each other in ways they never noticed before.
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Bookmarked by neferpitoux
06 Apr 2026
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wowow prologue to 'i'll wait for you' but idk you can read both seperate ig
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depressed jeongin
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- Part 1 of wait
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05 Apr 2026
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He doesn’t have anything to distract him from the thoughts racing through his head. Everyone is asleep and he doesn’t want to wake them up so he tiptoes out of the room and into the bathroom, closing the door behind him. All he knows is that he really, really needs a friend right now, so he calls the only person he knows will be up at this hour.
OR, Hyunjin needs help dealing with feels and Chan has phone sex with him.
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This is his dream. Felix is living his dream.
He has to remind himself of that, sometimes. The stress is high. Between the dance rehearsals, the music video shoots, the live shows, the interviews, the social media posts, the songwriting, the recording sessions, etc. it can get really hard at times. And those are just the tangible things. The things you can put on a schedule. There are also the less tangible things, like the expectations and industry standards. Maintaining your appearance. Maintaining positive interactions and professionalism with staff and the press and the fans. Not being involved in any scandals.
Felix didn’t always feel like he was living his dream. Sometimes, he just felt awful and overwhelmed and in desperate need of a break.
__Or: Lee Felix's slow spiral into drug addiction.
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Felix grabbles with the quickly approaching death, each day a flower blooming inside of his lungs, his only way of surviving is to pluck the flowers one by one by the root and losing the feelings he buried alive in the process. Problem is, either way Felix will lose himself.
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Felix was sure he overcame his feelings for Changbin until he coughed up flower petals.
(A HANAHAKI DISEASE FAN FICTION)
old title: Petals to a thorny rejection
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30 Dec 2025