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A story of Chan discovering more about who he is and how he loves through messy parties and late-night drives with his best friend Minho.
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Everyone deserves to have somebody looking after them, and Changbin wants Chan to know that he'll be that person for him.
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He’s always been open about who his favourite hyung is.
Lee Know. Lee Minho. The dancing gem. The beautiful boy with so much raw talent in his voice, his body, his character… It’s always been him. Ever since the elder of the two first joined JYP. Young, fresh-faced, barely an adult… Seungmin latched on to him and never let go.
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Seungmin reflects upon his relationship with Lee Know through the process of how CINEMA comes to be.
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Ilya was quiet for a long moment. "I'm scared I'm going to end up like my mother."
Ilya is struggling while Shane is on the road with the Metros, and the distance, combined with a brutal depressive episode, leaves Ilya spiralling. When everything becomes too much and the intrusive thoughts won't stop, Ilya takes Anya for a walk - and somehow ends up at Shane's parents' house.
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- Part 1 of Hollanov Angst Time
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10 Apr 2026
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DADDYLONGDICK81
➥okay i'll come but
➥i wont be alone
➥i will come with someoneHe managed to find himself a decent shirt, even if it was a bit wrinkled, and put it on. He fixed his hair while gathering Raisa's things into their bag. The bag that had multiple Hello Kitty stickers all over it.
HOCKEYBOY24
➥What?
➥I thought I was very clear when I said I'm not interested in threesomes or anything like that. I'm looking for something serious.DADDYLONGDICK81
➥no no it is ABSOLUTELY nothing like that i swear
➥i will explain when we get there
➥please just give me a chance
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or: a broke, single girl-dad ilya rozanov goes on a grindr date with one rich shane hollander.Series
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08 Apr 2026
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“Holy shit! Have you all seen this?!” He yelled out with glee, breaking through the noise of the locker room. Several heads turned to look in his direction. Cameau’s eyes were glued to his phone, and he had an almost manic smile on his face. He continued to swipe down his screen and let out a booming laugh. Hayden caught Shane’s eye and raised his eyebrows in question to gauge whether or not Shane knew what had Cameau so fucking happy. Shane just shrugged and rolled his eyes.
“Are you going to tell us what you’re looking at or just keep laughing like an asshole?” Mitty piped back as he zipped up his bag and threw it over his shoulder. Drapeau walked over to Comeau to glance over his shoulder at this phone, and his eyes almost comically bugged out. He let out a sharp laugh.
“Who would have thought Rozanov was a fucking faggot!” Drapeau exclaimed as he threw his head back.
Shane felt like his heart stopped. The air was suddenly thicker. His vision blurred. He was pretty sure he was about to pass out.
Or, ghosts from Ilya's past make Shane realize he was always going to risk it all for the other man.
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05 Apr 2026
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Once is a mistake, twice is terrible judgment, three times is enemy action. After four times, it might just be something worse.
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What if Scott hooked up with Ilya during the summer of 2010 entirely by accident, then kept doing it on purpose.
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- Part 1 of Tearing Down Our Walls
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02 Apr 2026
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courage [it couldn't come at a worse time] by veilofimagination
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Feb 2026
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"Why are you not scared?"
"I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."
"Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.
"Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.
Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."
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Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.
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30 Mar 2026