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    Shane finally takes it upon himself to get Ilya to quit smoking. (completely and for real this time) Shane’s not the most convincing person on the planet, but he does know how to speak Ilya's language and that language involves his body. He just hopes he can be more addictive than cigarettes.

    “I had an idea, though. An idea you might like…you might also hate it.”

    Ilya cocked an eyebrow, “Okay?”

    “What if, if you really need a cigarette, instead, you use your favourite distraction?”

    Ilya scrunched up his face, “What is my favourite distraction?”

    “Me…I mean…I thought…right?” Shane instantly second-guessed himself and got embarrassed.

    Ilya had a beaming smile, “Yes, you are very good distraction, definitely my favourite.” Ilya brushed a hand against Shane’s cheek and gave him a quick peck on the lips.

    Shane beamed at the gesture, “So instead of smoking…if you’re craving a cigarette, instead you can do anything to me you want.”

    “Anything I want?” Ilya's eyes widened at the notion.

    “Anything you want, but if you fail and you do have a smoke…then you don’t get me at all.”

     
    Or: Shane uses sex to make Ilya quit smoking

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    20 Mar 2026

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    “It won’t stop,” Shane said to the floor. His hands slid down and grabbed at his crotch, rubbing frantically over his boxers. “I can’t make it stop.”

    They were still in the fucking hallway, and yes, it was six in the morning, but it was not private. Anyone could walk in, from their own apartments or the elevator. And Shane wasn’t exactly being quiet, gasping and groaning as he massaged himself. Viagra didn’t do this. It didn’t make you lose all sense of space, of boundaries, of… yourself.

    This wasn’t normal. This wasn’t natural.

    ***

    The morning after Ilya watches Shane and Rose together at the club, he gets a call from Shane. Something is wrong, and Shane says Ilya is the only one who can fix it. Ilya knows it's a bad idea, but that's never stopped him before.

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “You’re very pretty when you cry.”

    “Oh my god,” Shane breathes, squirming, but Ilya holds him tight until he looks back at him. “After all of that, that’s all you have to say?”

    “I’m sorry,” he says, voice low and honest. “But you are.”

    “You’re sleeping on the sofa.”

    “No, I still have to make it up to you.”

    Shane’s nostrils flare, but in the way they do just before he smiles. “Do you do this to every man you’re trying to seduce? Make them cry?”

    Ilya hums, amused, and lets his face drift close to Shane’s again. “Just you.”

    Or: Ilya doesn't let Shane walk away after his offer to let Shane "explore sex beyond Ilya," (pg. 217 of TLG).

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Ilya's face split into a wide grin. It made his eyes sparkle. Shane wanted to kiss him very badly. "Oh. Oh. You are very drunk."

    "I wouldn't say very drunk. I'm normal drunk." Shane corrected, stepping closer to Ilya until they were barely centimeters apart. Shane reached up and wrapped his arms around Ilya's neck. They were so close and he smelled so good. Shane breathed him in for a second. Fuck, he had missed him so badly. It had only been two weeks, but it felt like forever.

    "I missed you too." Ilya whispered. Wait, had Shane said that out loud? Oops. Maybe he was very drunk. "More than you know."

    Or, the transition from friends with benefits to lovers is far from seamless.

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    15 Feb 2026

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    Shane Hollander is young and struggling. With people, with money, with life. He’s just started a new job and he’s working his hardest to be able to afford college and work towards his lifelong dream of becoming a film director. Shane doesn’t do relationships, doesn’t have the time or the mental capacity for sex or love or anything of the sort.

    So what happens when a beautiful older man comes into the restaurant where he works and changes Shane’s entire life?

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    Ilya is Shane’s fucking sugar daddy.

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    14 Feb 2026

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    “I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”

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    or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.

    Ilya has open hands.

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    09 Feb 2026

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    holy shitttt

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    “Shane…”

    “Who the fuck do you think you’re calling Shane?”

    “Sweetheart,” Ilya corrects, tilting his head down against Shane’s grip on his hair to try to catch his lips. “Please.”

    “I can do everything she can,” Shane says. “But you’ve been a bit too naughty today. I’m tying you up first.”

    “Oh, no,” Ilya says, voice going high and breathy. “That’s terrible.”

    Or - The jealous Shane/pathetic top Ilya fic where Shane makes Ilya beg for it

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    07 Feb 2026

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    Rozanov cocked his head. “You speak Russian? Or just the curse words?”

    “Yes, I speak Russian,” he snapped, defensive and angry. He knew that it had been a mistake to even try to be friendly with Rozanov. “Why? Do I not look Russian to you?” He scoffed.

    “No, not really,” Rozanov said. Some of his teammates laughed, although they mostly looked surprised that Shane was speaking to them at all. Rozanov didn’t laugh, though. “Are you Russian?”

    “Go fuck yourself.”

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    Despite an inauspicious start, when Russia’s Ilya Rozanov learns that Canada’s Shane Hollander is fluent in Russian at their first World Junior Championships tournament, it changes everything and sets them on a different course. Instead of being branded as rivals from the very beginning, Ilya and Shane start off as friends.

    And, after all, a little friendly rivalry never hurt anyone, did it?

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    04 Feb 2026

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    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

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    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    Ilya loves when Shane gets like this. Needy, unabashed, all for Ilya’s taking. 

    Shane, so fucking pretty like this with his glossed-over eyes and slick lips and flushed cheeks, begging for anything Ilya is willing to give.

    And, oh, is Ilya willing to give.

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    Shane loves belonging to Ilya, and Ilya loves taking care of Shane

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    26 Jan 2026

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    “Russians don’t blush, starshine.”

    “And guys don’t squirt, Ilya.”

    A snowboarding trip turns into a filthy, intimate challenge when Ilya decides to prove a point—repeatedly—in the most overwhelming ways possible.

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    03 Jan 2026

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    Ilya’s hand wraps around his bare wrist and squeezes. Shane barely stops himself from collapsing to his knees.

    The pressure lights up every receptor of his touch-starved nervous system, wrenching a small, pained noise from the back of his throat. Every muted sensation comes flooding back so intensely that it almost hurts. He needs Ilya to hold him down until there’s nothing inside him but quiet. He wants to sink into him and disappear.

    It takes Shane an entire beat to remember where they are. Fighting against the fog in his mind, he manages to drag his gaze up to meet Ilya’s.

    There’s a slow-dawning horror and understanding on Ilya’s face.

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    Or: Shane is in subdrop after their encounter in Vegas. Ilya fixes it.

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    22 Dec 2025

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    “I need your hands on me,” she whispers over sounds of the waves.

    “They’re still running surveillance,” he mutters unconvincingly. If anything, her cheeks flush deeper under the moonlight.

    OR Tim and Lucy have a check-in during a UC op.

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    20 Oct 2025

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    Lucy has made it to P2 and she and Tim no longer rode together every day. Yet somehow, they spend more time together than ever before. The lines of their relationship are incredibly blurry, and it's driving everyone else crazy because they continue to insist they're just friends. Follow their journey as Tim and Lucy define what it means to fall in love with your best friend.

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    16 Jun 2025

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    “We probably shouldn’t do anything in the elevator,” Tim says out loud. “Grey already yelled at us. The prank is over.”

    “Well, if he yells at us again, we can just say we were trying to fool someone else,” Lucy poses.

    It takes less than two seconds for them to simultaneously lunge at each other, their mouths meeting halfway as the elevator doors close, and they begin to descend.

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    In which Tim and Lucy take advantage of the full 24 hours of April Fools’ Day, the best they can. And maybe beyond—they still have a study date to plan, after all. Post 7x12 Chenford smut fic.

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    10 Apr 2025

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    When Lucy makes the decision to use her harvested eggs, she knows it's going to change everything about her life. What she doesn't expect, however, is for Tim Bradford to throw himself into the ring as a potential donor- and when he suggests they try the natural way, Lucy makes him a deal: he has six months to knock her up naturally before she uses the clinic.

    Tim thinks he's up for the challenge. What he doesn't know is if he can avoid the feelings that come with spending so much time off-duty with Lucy.

    a slow burn, explicit Lucy/Tim fic set in an alternate season four.

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    23 Dec 2024

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    “Hang on,” Celina says, realization dawning on her. “You want me to ride with Bradford and Chen.”

    Grey narrows his eyes. “Yes.”

    “Together. Like, all of us in the same shop?” Celina looks between the three of them. “I’m sorry, I thought I was signing up to be a cop, not to be in the middle of an emotional minefield.”

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    Two weeks after she risked everything to jump onto a moving truck, Lucy is assigned to be Tim’s aide. Little do either of them know, their careers are about to take a turn. The two have to navigate their professional and personal relationships, piecing it back together one small dose at a time. Post S6 finale Chenford fic, somewhat speculative of S7.

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    21 Dec 2024

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    In hindsight, Lucy isn’t entirely sure how it begins.

    All she knows is that it’s Friday night and she’s sitting at a table with Tim, a bottle of whiskey between them, and a paper and pen on the table.

    “Hard limits?” Tim asks, and Lucy bites her lip as she thinks. She’s tempted to say ‘none’, but she had been blissfully unaware of all the possible sexual acts that could come out in a Dominate and Submissive relationship until Tim had told her to do her research, and then meet him for dinner on Friday to talk about it in a tone that booked no argument and also turned her on so quickly that her vision blurred.

    That had been two days ago, and she has barely slept since then, because every bit of research she does causes her brain to short circuit when she considers it in relation to Tim.

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    05 Nov 2024

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    After serving ten years in prison, Maya is released and struggles to rebuild her life while trying to reconnect with her wife and their son. As she faces the painful reality that Carina may have moved on, a true crime podcast begins to stir up old secrets, forcing Maya to confront the past she’s been trying to forget.

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    08 Sep 2024

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    Maya comes back to Seattle after spending 10 years in Boston. There are reasons why she left, reasons why she is returning, and maybe, one reason for her to stay.

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    05 Jul 2024

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