peaxhgray
.gif)
Fandoms
Recent works
-
as above, so below by luvslogical (peaxhgray)
Fandoms: Ordem Paranormal (Web Series), Natal Macabro (Web Series)
10 Jan 2025
Tags
Summary
"Eu sempre achei que acabaria assim."
"De joelhos?" Ele não responde, não saberia o que dizer.
Jorge cresceu para complacência, mas em momentos como esse, o desejo e a ambiação pareciam transbordar. Ele queria ser devorado, então devorá-lo, queria matá-lo e então se deixar morrer. Era ganancioso, desesperado.
Deveria ser o suficiente, mas nunca é. Jorge inveja aqueles que podem se sentir completos, aqueles que não giram entorno da hipocresia de suas próprias emoções.
Ou; onde Jorge, respectivamente, morre, enlouquece e se apaixona.
-
Tags
Summary
He hates Eddie.
Fiercely, deeply.
But God, buried deep inside, just as visceral, is the truth—he loves him in equal measure.Or;
How kissing your ex (best friend) right after punching him could never be a good idea.Series
-
your faithless love’s the only (hoax) i believe in by peaxhgray
Fandoms: Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
28 Feb 2024
Tags
Summary
Crowley always felt something pulling at him.
Long before the world was the world, before time was time, and before he was himself, that sensation already inhabited his chest.
It was there when his wings were still white, when his tears didn’t burn, and he could still see the sparkle of the stars. It lingered when his choices didn’t seem like dirty oxymorons, when love burned beautifully, when right was still right, and his name was something else.
“My kingdom come undone… Don’t want no other shade of blue but you… no other sadness in the world would do”
Part 2 of the series “to live for the hope of it all”, but can be read independently.
Series
- Part 2 of to live for the hope of it all
-
hidin' all of my sins (from the daylight) by peaxhgray
Fandoms: Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett, Good Omens (TV)
30 Jul 2023
Tags
Summary
Aziraphale had been created to love. He had heard about love more times than he could count, preached about it throughout all his centuries on Earth. However, if you were to ask him if he had ever felt love, he would probably fall silent.
A silence he was not proud of. A silence accompanied by an answer that haunted his deepest thoughts.
“Oh, I love it and I hate it at the same time. . . Can you spare any mercy that you might find if I'm down on my knees again? ”
Series
- Part 1 of to live for the hope of it all
Recent series
-
- Words:
- 5,557
- Works:
- 1
- Bookmarks:
- 1
-
to live for the hope of it all by peaxhgray
Fandom Good Omens (TV), Good Omens - Neil Gaiman & Terry Pratchett
28 Feb 2024
Summary
the Earth was made for lovers
.
.
the titles were inspired by Taylor Swift’s lyrics.- Words:
- 5,169
- Works:
- 2
- Bookmarks:
- 2
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
"Eddie!" Buck barges into Eddie's house with his strawberries and honey and burning need to understand what the fuck just happened. "Why have you been telling everyone at the farmer's market you're gay and have a husband??!"
"Uh, cause I haven't?" Eddie says, looking confused, mug halfway to his mouth.
"Then why does everyone at the farmer's market think you're gay and happily married?" Buck exclaims. "Gayly!"
or
Everyone at the farmer's market thinks Eddie is gay and married, and Buck has no fucking clue how they got that idea.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 3,354
- Chapters:
- 1/1
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 49
- Kudos:
- 1,434
- Bookmarks:
- 204
- Hits:
- 6,715
Bookmarked by peaxhgray
08 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Eddie, you can’t just give up.”
“I’m not giving up.”
Buck turns and points an accusing carrot at him. “You are. You’re doing that self-punishment thing where you think that because you messed up before you don’t deserve to try again. Which is stupid.”
“Every relationship I’ve ever had has been a disaster,” Eddie says, sounding angry, but not at Buck. “I never do any of it right. I’ve never done a single part of it right.”
“Eds, I know it feels that way, but when you find the right girlfri-”
“I don't want another girlfriend Buck!” Eddie yells.
Or
Buck remains determined to find Eddie the love of his life.
Eddie already has, he's just coming to terms with it.
Bookmarked by peaxhgray
08 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
“Eddie!”
“What?!” Eddie barks, half-amused, half-exasperated. “Buck, it’s fine. We’re fine. Nothing happened, and even if it did, who cares? All three of them had it coming.”
“Of course they did!” Buck whirls back around, jaw set, eyes burning. “Those kinds of guys will always have it coming, Eddie, but you have to think! There were three of them, and only two of us, and we are 800 miles from home with no cell service and no backup!”
Eddie, infuriatingly, just shrugs. “So what? I could’ve taken them.”
“Hand-to-hand? Yeah, maybe. But what if one of them had a knife? Or a gun?”
“It wouldn’t matter.”
“It wouldn’t ma—” Buck blinks, once, then twice. “It wouldn’t matter?”
or: a Mother’s Boy rewrite. The car breaks down, so Buck and Eddie have to spend the night in the motel. There’s only one bed. Buck has a lot of questions. Sappy smut ensues.
Bookmarked by peaxhgray
07 Apr 2026
-
Tags
Summary
Do you love him?
Before Buck’s mind can formulate the undeniable answer in words, a burning sensation engulfs his forearm. For a split, irrational second, he thinks maybe he’s having a heart attack — but no, it’s the wrong arm, and the pain is too low anyway. He races over to his kitchen sink, planning to douse the flames in cold water, but when he looks down, he almost does have a heart attack.
Because there are two black bands maybe half an inch apart circling his forearm just below his elbow. Two black bands that definitely weren’t there when he left Eddie’s house fifteen minutes earlier.
“No,” Buck whispers, staring down at his arm in something like horror. “Oh, no.”
Because there’s only one thing it could be.
His soulmark.
***
In a world where your soulmark only shows up when you realize you're in love with your soulmate, Buck's appears at the worst possible time.
Or season 8b spec, soulmates edition!
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 21,768
- Chapters:
- 5/5
- Comments:
- 167
- Kudos:
- 2,497
- Bookmarks:
- 517
- Hits:
- 27,108
Bookmarked by peaxhgray
06 Apr 2026
-
think i know where you belong (think i know it’s with me) by canonbibuckley
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
05 Oct 2025
Tags
Summary
Buck recently figured out he’s bisexual and started his first relationship with a man.
The only problem is Eddie seems to hate his boyfriend.(or: a buckfidelity buddie smau)
Series
- Part 2 of Buddie Social Media AUs
Bookmarked by peaxhgray
01 Apr 2026