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    After Hours by

    Fandoms: Supernatural  

    18 Nov 2017

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    Sam's eleven days behind on sleep, strung out on God-knows-what, with the remains of his hallucinations still ringing in his ears. Dean tries his best to take care of him.

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    22 Mar 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 59

    Benefits of Apathy by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    03 Mar 2026

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    What was the importance of a soulmate, to someone without a soul? If Dean swore this version of Sam was not his brother, despite all the evidence, then why continue to act like he was?

    “You don’t have to protect me anymore.” Sam said, matter of fact.

    Broad shoulders went still, Dean’s back rigid and stiff. “Yes I do.”

     

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    Tucked away in the bathroom that morning, Sam resolved he still couldn’t fully recognize himself. He practiced a smile in the mirror, squinted his eyes and scrunched his nose, the way he naturally used to.

    With everything stripped away, no sense of self, Sam realized that there was nothing else left inside.

     

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    TLDR; Sam sees the world a little differently without a soul.

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    28 Feb 2026

  3. Rec 71

    Love Me Like You've Never Known Fear by

    Fandoms: Supernatural (TV 2005)  

    03 Jan 2026

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    John had been drilling exorcisms and protections and spells into Dean’s head since he was a tyke. Dean, in turn, had been tasked with teaching them to Sam. Dean had been young enough for the language to really stick, and he was fluent. But for Sam? Latin was practically a second language.

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    Sam and Dean never really talk about anything. And when they do, it's in a dead language.

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    15 Jan 2026

  4. Rec 18

    Almost Kind by

    Fandoms: Gilmore Girls (TV 2000)  

    14 Feb 2026

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    When Jess Mariano gets paired with Dean Forester for a major school project, they both expect disaster. What neither of them expect is the slow unraveling of old tensions, new understandings, and feelings neither of them have the words for yet.

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    Okay so I'm not sure where I'm going with this, but there should be more Jess and Dean fics. Tags will change, so may the rating. They will be fucking... I just can't write it yet.

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    30 Dec 2025

  5. Public Bookmark 28

    Childhood Games by

    Fandom Supernatural

    16 Aug 2019

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    Two short one-shots following Sam and Dean as one of Sam's friends passes away, not long after the brothers are reunited in season 5. It's Sam realizing he hasn't lost everything. It's Dean realizing he can help them find their way back to each other.

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    24 Dec 2025