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  1. Public Bookmark 35

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    A botched spell leaves the bunker swarming with alternate versions of Dean from across the multiverse, and they've all got one thing in common - a raging hard on for Cas.

    Now, the only way to send them back is through a very specific kind of bonding. It's fuck or die (or at least fuck or face permanent cosmic confusion) and Cas needs to help out too.

    Dean is trying to hold it together, but between a Cowboy in leather chaps, an Omega who won't stop purring for Cas like a needy kitten, and a Dean who insists he's never had a gay thought in his life while somehow being the most eager of them all - he doesn't stand a chance.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    I have to remember this saved me from having a panic attack at the doctor

  2. Public Bookmark 52

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    Commander Dean Winchester never expected deep space to feel so claustrophobic.. or alive.

    When his mission fractures in the dark, Dean finds himself stranded, drifting between impossible horizons as his instruments start to fail while shadows move and blue fire flickers at the edge of vision.

    He finds himself somewhere that shouldn't exist, and yet it waits, shifting, breathing, changing shape beneath Dean's feet as days and memories blur. There's no rescue coming. only a slow uncanny sense that he's not alone.

    As reality bends and desire tangles with dread, Dean is drawn deeper into the planet's mysteries, and the presence that watches, hungers, and waits for him in the void..

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    13 Mar 2026

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    Oh to be loved so much more thank humanly possible

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    Dean drains his bottle of beer, sets it on the table and gets up, heading for the kitchen. Maybe to fetch another, maybe to leave. But Castiel doesn’t want him to go, doesn’t want to leave this conversation unfinished; he remembers his regret of just a few hours ago, that Dean had never known how he loved him.

    “Wait,” he says and gets to his feet as Dean passes by. They’re standing close – close enough that Castiel can feel the heat of Dean’s body, the vibrancy of his soul brushing against his grace. “Dean, I have to tell you something...”

    Set after the S11 finale.

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    12 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I love theeeemmm I love jealous Dean

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    “And what’s the point of it?”

    “Of love? There isn’t one. Loving is its own purpose.”

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    04 Mar 2026

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    Very good and beautiful

  5. Public Bookmark 32

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    "You threatened to throw me back in. I sold my fucking soul to get down there and then I wasn’t even strong enough to keep taking the pain. So, so I don’t know where you get off trying to convince me I didn’t belong there.”
    Cas’ expression changes, almost imperceptibly.
    “That’s the demon talking,” he says.
    “I don’t even want to look at you after what you tried to pull with Anna,” Dean says, turning back to stare at his knees. “Get out of here.”
    A hand lands on his shoulder, right over the fucking mark. Dean jolts. When he looks up, Cas is closer, and there’s…almost a kind expression on his face.
    “Your mother would not hate you for what you did in hell,” he says.

     

    An examination of Dean and hell and how demons managed to convince the little boy who made Christmas for his brother when their dad didn't come home that he was a monster.

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    02 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    So so good my god