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Say you're open through tears and trembling, It's a major step, it's okay to fret by ranidaee
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
07 Oct 2025
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"Atsushi’s silence echoed in the small apartment whispering of uncertainty. Does he want to be helped– Does he want, deserves, to stop harming himself? No, not really. In counterpoint, it’d be rude to say no to what’s being offered to him."
In witch Atsushi Nakajima gets triggered and does what his mind says it's the best for the situation. Fortunately enough, the Agency cares about him.
Or: After his blood pressure went down, Doctor Yosano is the first to openly offer support to Atsushi.
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When Akutagawa Ryuunosuke discovers Atsushi's secret by accident, how will he react?
Or: in wich Akutagawa discovers Atsushi's self harm
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in wich Chuuya finds Dazai laying on the bathroom floor and tries his best to comfort the stupid mackerel
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when he woke up, Atsushi could swear he was back at the orphanage, in that wretched place Shibusawa worked on. All of his assumptions were broken when Dazai showed up
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In wich Atsushi has an autistic shutdown after getting overwelmed with his new life. But no worries! Haruno is there to help him :)
(This fic is situated at the first weeks of Atsushi working at the Armed detective Agency)
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After a bad fight, Chuuya comes back to his apartment with ruined knuckles and a mouth full of regrets. He finds Dazai asleep in his bed, face buried in the soft warmth of Chuuya’s blanket like it’s the only safe thing left.
or: Dazai doesn’t sleep unless something has scraped him hollow. Chuuya doesn’t forgive easily. Tonight, both of them give in.
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- Part 2 of a cavity called February
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24 Mar 2026
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"Atsushi?"
It was him, no doubt, with the unique green-purple eyes and poorly cut bangs, but much much smaller.
"How old are you right now?"
"Eight..."
That was a bit of a problem.
OR: Atsushi gets turned into a child and finally gets the love and attention he should've gotten.- Language:
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Bookmarked by ranidaee
17 Mar 2026
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In which Atsushi is transformed back into his 8 year old self for a whole week by an ability and Dazai (and Kunikida) takes him under his wing.
Full of the good ol' fluff and ocasional angst scenes caused by the kid's PTSD of the orphanage.
Also Atsushi adopts a cat called Tsuki and the two of them are like, cute as hell
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a cavity shaped like being held by anatomyofacynic
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
29 Jan 2026
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Chuuya hesitated, then slowly lowered himself, distributing his weight cautiously, like he was afraid of crushing Dazai by accident.
The pressure hit all at once. Dazai made a soft, startled sound he couldn’t stop, and his hands curled reflexively into Chuuya’s shirt.
“Oh,” he breathed, eyes squeezing shut. “Um—that’s—”
Chuuya tensed immediately. “Too much?”
“No,” Dazai said quickly, voice trembling. “Please don’t move.”
There is no memory of being held. There is only the present: a couch, too much quiet, and Chuuya trying, clumsily, not to make things worse. Dazai discovers the absence inside him has edges. Chuuya discovers he can’t ignore it.
or: touch, for dazai, has always meant violence, restraint, or pain. this is about the other kind—and the hollow it leaves behind once he notices it exists.
Whumpuary 2026 - Day twenty-nine - Touch starved, “I need help.”
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- Part 15 of Whumpuary 2026
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Bookmarked by ranidaee
11 Mar 2026
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The Port Mafia decides to throw a gala in honor of securing the Skilled Business Permit; however, all Dazai can think about is the death of Odasaku. The pills Mori has given him to cope with the grief are certainly helping, but he may have overdone it, and he's left spiraling in his bathroom.
Chuuya is alone at the gala, irritated and waiting for his partner to finally arrive. When he doesn't, Chuuya goes to Dazais apartnment in hopes of getting him to the gala, but stumbles upon a very messed-up, grieving Dazai.
Or: Dazai tries to overdose and self-harm, and Chuuya tries to help pick up the pieces.
Bookmarked by ranidaee
08 Mar 2026
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The one in wich Oda just died and the Mafia holds a comemoration on its acchiviements. Dazai is expected to show up but Mori sets him up with a ton os Benzos (give the griefing depressed child a bottle of benzos. It's always a good idea) and Chuuya ends up having to deal with the situation
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After some particularly strenuous back-to-back missions, several reports, and an injury, Dazai’s mental state is fragile and he realizes he has no necessary supplies at home. He ends up accidentally falling apart in the presence of the only person he begrudgingly feels comfortable enough to be vulnerable around.
Bookmarked by ranidaee
08 Mar 2026