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Ashaya
(noun)
1. An intense feeling of deep affection
2. A person or thing that one loves
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1. Feel a deep romantic or sexual attachment to someoneTehs-tor
(verb)
1. Cause someone to believe something that is not true, typically in order to gain some personal advantage
2. Fail to admit to oneself that something is trueSpock and McCoy get fake-married but accidentally fall in real-love.
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11 Mar 2026
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In the wake of the kal-if-fee on Vulcan, Kirk is dead. When T’Pau tells Spock to live long and prosper, he knows he shall do neither. This is a story about men who love each other, and the lengths they will go to for one another.
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Foolish, he thinks. I have been a fool.How he had wanted so desperately to prove his Vulcan side. How all his life it had felt like a performance, and yet, to be finally subject to the most Vulcan thing of all destroyed him. The stripping of logic. All sense torn from him. His carefully constructed barriers had collapsed like a flimsy house of cards. To be granted his wish this way was a type of mockery. How he had wanted to be fully Vulcan. To prove that the blood which runs through his veins was not so human.
How wanting had been better than having.
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10 Mar 2026
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WOW WOW WOW wow wow wow wow life changing and transcendent.
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Signals by Anonymous
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
08 Jan 2026
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Doctor McCoy sure as hell doesn’t compromise care, confidentiality, or his goddamn conscience for anyone. He has no problem with extracting a mind-controlling slug from Uhura's sinuses, performing a blood transfusion between a human and a sentient puddle, or administering therapy to a crew-wide hallucination of a god.
But catching feelings for Spock?
Now that’s just irresponsible.
And ultimately, it's all Jim’s fault.
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02 Mar 2026
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The Nine-Month Mission by lenin_it_to_win_it
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: The Original Series (Movies)
03 Apr 2025
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When Spock becomes pregnant during the final year of the five-year mission, his future in Starfleet and relationship with Jim Kirk are thrown into question. As he navigates uncertainty after painful uncertainty, Spock draws comfort from an unlikely source: Dr. McCoy.
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- Part 1 of The Spockpreg Cinematic Universe
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02 Mar 2026
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One’s True Self by prof_cat_herder
Fandoms: Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
16 Aug 2025
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The Enterprise has been tasked with convincing an alien race to join the Federation, but Jim isn't having much luck persuading them. When they insist that a ritual to reveal one's true self is the only way to gain their trust, Leonard volunteers. It's better than watching Jim or Spock risk themselves, but he could never have predicted the consequences.
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Leonard gets high on an alien ritual drink, has to suffer through withdrawal on the shuttle ride home, and then, to make matters even worse, has to apologize to Spock.
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- Part 2 of Spones Oneshots
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27 Feb 2026