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    09 Apr 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 33

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    All year Shane had been fighting the desperate creeping desires spreading inside him, hoping they would wither and die in the airless forgotten dark of his dreams and now Rozanov, the only player at camp who might've been better at hockey than Shane, with his newly-long legs and newly-long hair and his indifferent smirking gaze, was lying (maybe) hard above him, asking wildly inappropriate questions and claiming it was all normal and fine and good? Nonsense. If this was normal, Shane was missing way more social cues in his day-to-day life than he thought.
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    In which Shane and Ilya meet at hockey camp as teens and a bunch of other things also go differently.

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    04 Apr 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Are–” Hollander started before gulping. “Are you sure Hunter is heading out?”

    “Yes,” Ilya answered. “He will not know you are here getting fucked by Ilya Rozanov.”

    Hollander rolled his eyes, but he surprised Ilya by not snarking back. Instead, Hollander pressed his hand to the back of Ilya’s head and smashed their lips together.

    This kiss had more heat than any other one they’d shared before. Ilya’s tongue licked into Hollander’s mouth, and Hollander sighed. Ilya could spend all night kissing him, but he also really wanted to fuck him.

    “Hollander,” he panted, “what do you want?”

    Hollander stared at him in annoyance. “You know what I want.”

    “Tell me.”

    “Rozanov…”

    “No,” Ilya asserted. “I will not do anything until you tell me what you want. Until you say what you want to happen tonight.”

    “God,” Hollander groaned, “just fuck me, Rozanov.”
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    or: 5 intimate scenes from the series reimagined + 1 new scene not shown in the books

    1. What if they didn’t have to worry about Scott Hunter during the 2011 ASG?
    2. What if Ilya did kiss Shane in Vegas after the NHL Awards?
    3. What if Ilya didn't let Shane leave during the Tuna Meltdown?

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    04 Apr 2026

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    While trying to write to his friend studying abroad in Moscow, Shane Hollander accidentally reaches Ilya Rozanov.

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    01 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is hockey’s closeted golden boy with everything to hide. Ilya Rozanov is a professional Dom with everything to lose and an expired visa.

    Through their arrangement at a discreet Montreal kink bar, where NDAs protect secrets and sessions are charged per hour, they discover the most dangerous thing isn’t being caught—it’s wanting more than those hours allow.

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    11 Mar 2026