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  1. Summary

    Beautiful. Crushingly so. You look like the rest of my life. — Beau Taplin

    (or, an on-going series where Yoo Joonghyuk exhibits utmost, unconditional devotion in one way or another; pathetically, hopelessly in love with no one but Kim Dokja.)

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  1. Rec 72

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    “Kacchan, when I’m gone, what will you think of the stars?” Deku asks, head turning to look at him, not even surprised to find Katsuki already staring.

    Katsuki’s eyes don’t drift from Deku as his bottom lip starts to wobble. “I think I’d hate them for taking you away from me. I don’t think I’d ever be able to look at them again. Even though I’d know you will be up there, I don’t think I could bring myself to do it, Deku,” Katsuki whispers out, voice shaking and threatening to break on him.

    “They’re all so pretty, but I don’t like them taking my moon and stars away from me. How could I love the thing that takes you away from me?”

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Deku would be beautiful in the sky, but Katsuki wants him to be beautiful here on earth. To see those airy curls float in the wind and that shiny smile to guide him home. To be the light that leads him back home.

    He wants to make a diagram of Deku’s universe. Paint every planet green, dot every star, and study it. Find every secret in this little universe that will never get to orbit the sun again. Stopped in its path and held down, forever stagnant.

    so fucking beautiful.

  2. Rec 43

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    Kim Dokja has always loved Yoo Joonghyuk.

    It is a simple truth—one that has remained unchanged for years, through the end of the world and everything that came after.

    It remains true, even when Yoo Joonghyuk calls him in the middle of the night, voice warm with happiness, and says:

    I’m getting married.

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    21 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Kim Dokja did not have hanahaki because Yoo Joonghyuk didn’t love him.

    He had it because Yoo Joonghyuk had chosen a future that moved forward—one that did not include him. And Dokja, for once, chose not to follow.

    this is the kind of angst i live for tysm my heart hurts so good wow

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    Sometimes, Kim Dokja doesn't feel real. Not to himself, and not to Yoo Joonghyuk.

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    30 Apr 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    FINE just stab me i have my arms open

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    After seven years of overworking himself to revive Izuku’s dream, Katsuki is exhausted. To make some extra money without having to kill himself for it, Denki recommends starting a podcast with Izuku.

    It’s a stupid idea. It probably won’t even get approved by his PR agent. It runs the risk of Izuku discovering everything.

    But if it works? Maybe he’ll be able to afford a steak in a few weeks.

    God. Katsuki misses steak.

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    06 May 2025

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    will have 2 reread !!!

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    After the funeral of Yoo Joonghyuk’s parents, Mafia Boss Kim Dokja takes in the seemingly grief-stricken eighteen-year-old out of old loyalty and pity. But what Dokja doesn't know is that Joonghyuk’s sorrow is a carefully crafted lie—because long before the funeral, Joonghyuk was already obsessed with him.

    Now under Dokja’s wing, Joonghyuk learns to fight, to kill, and to lead. He earns Dokja’s trust, then his closeness, and finally—his body. But behind Joonghyuk’s loyalty is something darker: a possessiveness that doesn’t tolerate rivals and a hunger that doesn’t end with a kiss.

    As Dokja begins to fall, unaware of the obsession taking root beside him, power struggles erupt within the criminal underworld—and within his own heart. When jealousy and desire clash, Dokja finds himself stripped of control, and Joonghyuk proves just how far he’s willing to go to make Kim Dokja his.

    Dark romance. Emotional tension. Mutual obsession disguised as protection.

    Kim Dokja thought he was in charge.

    He was wrong.

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    10 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    If Dokja began to doubt—

    Joonghyuk would simply have to remind him why he had chosen him in the first place.

    Why, from the beginning, there had only ever been one person who could be this close.

    It was never about the throne.

    It was always about Kim Dokja.

    And Joonghyuk wasn’t going to lose him.

    CHEFS KISSSSS

    Joonghyuk stepped forward. “I used to wonder why you looked at me the way you did. Why sometimes, when I stood a certain way, you’d pause mid-sentence.”

    He was close now.

    Dokja backed up into the edge of the desk.

    “And then I remembered the book. That character you liked.” His hand came up—fingertips grazing Dokja’s chin, tilting his face upward. “I reread it. Three times.”

    Dokja’s knees went weak.

    EXCUSE YOU I WOULD FOLD TOO

    Kim Dokja had never imagined he could be possessive.

    But now, he was addicted to the way Joonghyuk wanted to be possessed.

    And Joonghyuk? He lived to be claimed—again and again—until neither of them could remember where one ended and the other began.

    RIGOSIFHSJD MY GOD THIS IS SOOO BEAUTIFUL. SOO WELL WRITTEN. What a feast. Almost forgot how muchhh I love Yanderehyuk but this reminded me of it. Aaaaghhh.