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And there’s a pattern to his exhales that Johnny knows well enough to read as: I don’t deserve you. I don’t deserve to say it too.
But he lets Simon hold him like that, his face pressed against the side of his temple, breathing in the scent of his hair, arms cradling and tightening simultaneously, as if Johnny is both the most precious and most dangerous thing in the living room.Fools in love, family, and finding a way... The complimentary bonus epilogue of 'all that's said in the low light'
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- Part 2 of silver and gold
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10 Oct 2023
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@sgtslut posted an image!
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Ghost is a simp. Soap is an attention whore.
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28 Sep 2023
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He wades in it now, eyes still open, fixed on the speckled ceiling, begging himself not to crave bomb blasts and artillery fire in his childhood bedroom. Although…there might be something beautiful about it all, Johnny supposes, those noises in the thick. The gasps in between discharge that say: I’m here, I’m a part of this song too.
After a near-fatal injury, John MacTavish finds himself back in his hometown in Scotland. Fresh off an untimely discharge, he's forced to cope with disability, his dysfunctional family, and the lingering knowledge that there are some things he's just not ready to leave behind...
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- Part 1 of silver and gold
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20 Sep 2023
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Joe is worshipping Nicky's buttocks
Made for pendingsignal, inspired by "callipygian"Bookmarked by totalbruiser
09 Feb 2023
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These things took time, and Joe knew that, probably better than anyone, but that didn't mean he had to like it.
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20 Mar 2022
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“Pandemic” Is Just Another Word For “Opportunity” by Kaerith
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
06 Jan 2022
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Joe wanted a connection... which was probably a bit naive and romantic to hope for in an anonymous jacking-off teleconference advertised on r/gay.
“I’m Nicky.” His accent betrayed his unfamiliarity with the name by drawing it out adorably as “Nee-kee.” He tucked some long strands of stringy hair back behind an ear, giving Joe a glimpse of long fingers and a wrist wrapped loosely in thin braided leather bracelets. His hand nervously touched his mouth. “I miss sucking cock. I would like to be told I do good job. Have fun, talk with nice guy.” He gave a little shrug and awkward wave and smile.
Joe needed to make an impression and quick. “I would imagine your lips opening for my cock as I offer it to you. Your beauty makes me long to both worship and destroy you,” he typed, hopefully getting it to sound more poetic than sleazy in his rusty Italian.
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06 Jan 2022
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Nile gets to know her new family and learns more than she wanted to. Apparently betting is a Thing for these eternal weirdos. And... sometimes sex is part of it.
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- Part 2 of All Bets Are Off
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03 Dec 2021
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“Hey, look.” Nile came to a stop next to Nicky’s desk and took a sip of her coffee. “People are finally moving into the place across the street.”
“Hmm?” Nicky sat back from his computer and followed her gaze out the window. Across the street, he could see into an apartment where a man was setting down boxes. Nicky and Nile shared an office, and they used to be fortunate enough to have an unobstructed view of the city. But a couple years ago, new construction had gone up. Now their view was straight into the large sleek window of an apartment in a highrise.
Joe moves into the apartment across from Nicky's office, and he has a penchant for leaving the window open.
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30 Sep 2021
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Nile, against all reason and her better logic, gets recruited into teaching the group how to play Dungeons and Dragons.
“I want to roll to kiss Nicky,” Joe says.
“Okay,” Nile says slowly, “that’s not really how it-“
The dice clatter against the table. “I passed,” Joe says, not even looking at the number.
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19 Sep 2021
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Nicky and Joe get taken by Merrick and harrowing events happen before the rest of the team shows up and Nicky is having trouble coping
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08 Sep 2021
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“So you wanted to be a parent, too? Way, way, way back when?” Joe wonders if she assumes the desire to have kids will eventually fade. For her sake, he hopes hers does. But if he and Booker are any indication, it may not.
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In which Joe recalls a lifetime long past.Series
- Part 1 of Joe Bingo
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05 Sep 2021
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show me how fruit tastes in your mouth by yusufsmoon
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
31 Aug 2021
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Joe pulls out the trick that always works: a pout and the biggest puppy eyes he can manage. He turns his head to kiss Nicky’s forearm sweetly.
“C’mon. Fuck me like you mean it.” Joe’s voice goes low, needy. “I want you.”
Nicky bites his bottom lip and a flush blooms on his cheeks. He kisses Joe’s pouting bottom lip quickly, like he can’t help himself.
‘Got him,’ Joe thinks smugly.
“No.” Nicky responds.
Joe frowns, indignant. “No?”
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- Part 4 of the brooklyn verse
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31 Aug 2021
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Three times Joe and Nicky got fed up with anti-sodomy laws and decided to break them. Publicly.
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25 Aug 2021
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28 Jul 2021
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Five years since Joe had gotten down on one knee, the beaten silver ring he’d had made special held out, the perfect size for his finger. Five years since he had looked Joe in the eye, his own wide and terrified, and said no. Five fucking years since he’d fled the party and disappeared with nothing more than a note left on their counter saying he was sorry.
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lustrum; a period of five yearsSeries
- Part 1 of Lustrum
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19 May 2021
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They don’t have covetousness with each other, especially not for something as trivial as this. Still. Joe pretends the possessive curl of Nicky’s hand on his thigh is anything but performative, and it sends a shooting thrill down his spine.
“Go on, wrap a hand around your pretty cock and tell me again how good he made you feel.” Nicky’s mouth is a taunting skewed line.
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Joe and Nicky indulge in some dirty talk and masturbation.
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16 May 2021
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Love Scene by nicelytousled (dtbird)
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020), The Old Guard (Comics)
30 Apr 2021
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If someone else were to enter their room and switch on the lamp they would be able to gather clues as to how he and Joe spend their nights. The hand-knotted afghan rug by the balcony door is askew, and a pair of empty whiskey tumblers sit on the coffee table glittering in the light. The bed is unmade, a discarded tie looped lazily around one of the slats in the headboard, and a chair is pulled out haphazardly from the heavy wooden desk in the corner. The desk itself is littered with drawing paper and charcoal pencils and crescent moon shapes scratches into its surface. The space smells like them, like Joe, like men and sex and sleepless nights. Nicky can almost feel the phantom sting of carpet burn on his knees.
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03 May 2021
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“Joe, love, you’re going to want to let go of me.”
“Why?”
“Because if you don’t I am going to throw up all over your sheets.”
Aka a small post-canon Nicky sickfic wherein Nicky and Joe are hopelessly sweet on each other.
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22 Apr 2021
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ate it up and gave it back by Highsmith for CypressSunn
Fandoms: The Old Guard (Movie 2020)
25 Apr 2021
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During downtime, they often need to get away, preferably somewhere private like a hotel, where they can work each other just right.
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22 Apr 2021