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  1. Rec 9

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    ”I know how important the legacy of that land is to you and Victoria as well,” Moira tells him. “You'll be a fine farmer—"

    Robert scoffs.

    "You wouldn't be saying that if you knew the whole truth."

    "So tell me."
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    Joe might have taken away Robert’s chance to tell Aaron and the family about the farm tenancy, but he’s determined to let Moira know himself.

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    13 Mar 2026

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    "Are those Shane Hollander's parents?" Wyatt asks during warm-ups, squirting water into his mouth. "Rozy, are they in your seats?"

    The Hollanders coordinate their hockey-viewing schedule.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    Shane volunteers to be mic'd up on his first game against the Voyageurs in his first season with the Centaurs. What could go wrong?

    A lot... He hopes.

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    12 Mar 2026

  4. Rec 15

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    Cain had said it so easily — “Pack his bags and get him out.” — like Aaron wouldn’t question it, would toss Robert out by his ear for the sin of doin’ sommat the Dingles didn’t like. Would go right back to the party line that’s been echoing through the village since last summer, telling Robert to get lost, that no one wants him, that he’s not welcome here.

    ‘Cause Aaron had said it. Over and over, he’d said it.

    More fool them if they’d ever believed him.

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    12 Mar 2026

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    "Why are you not scared?"

    "I am scared," Ilya admits. "I just am tired. Of hiding me. Of hiding you. Of hiding how much I love you. I want to go to the rink— how do you say it? Authenti."

    "Authentically," Shane supplies, automatically.

    "Yes. Authentically. I want to go to the rink authentically, as me," Ilya confirms.

    Ilya looks at Shane, pauses until Shane meets his eyes. "I want to say: I, Ilya Rozanov, love a man, and that man's name is Shane Hollander."

     

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    Or, sometimes it takes a little more time, and some courage, to be with the one you love.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Ilya liked Shane’s parents. He really did. David and Yuna Hollander were entirely devoted to their only child–maybe sometimes a bit intense, if not a little overbearing, in Yuna’s case–and their attentiveness had moulded him into a kind, hardworking, and thoughtful man. Truly, their son was a testament to the quality of both their character’s–Shane’s soft underbelly nurtured by his father’s patient tone and earnest gaze and his shrewdness and talent sharpened by his mother’s fierce mettle. Shane was the sum of his parent’s parts, yet entirely his own, and Ilya was very grateful to the tender, yet firm, hands that had shaped the man he loved. But right now, well, right now Ilya was not their biggest fan.

    Jane:
    My parents are going to be staying at my place after the game on Friday.

    Ilya missed Shane. Ilya really needed to have sex with Shane. Now the man's parents were in the way.

    Or: Ilya is finally seeing Shane for the first time since their summer at the cottage but Shane's parents crash their first evening alone in weeks. Set during that agonising final season Ilya plays for Boston.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    He wasn’t ready for this.

    Maybe he never would have been, not in two, or five, or ten years. Maybe he would have spent the rest of his life holding this secret inside, not telling a single soul about the way his heart beats for his biggest rival. Or maybe, in a year or ten or once he’s retired, he might have come out publicly. Might have shared his truth with the world.

    But that was supposed to be his choice. To tell or not to tell, to hide in the shade or step out into the sunshine. It was supposed to be his decision, and now it’s been taken from him.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    To be clear, Ilya is grateful the rookies aren’t growing up the way he did in the NHL. Ilya took the hazing to the chin – humiliation rituals, beat downs, grueling practices to prove he could “hang” with the big guns on the team.

    That being said, there’s still some part of Ilya that balks at the request by the gaggle of rookies to watch The Iron Giant, a veritable children’s movie at the team’s latest movie night.

    OR: Five times Shane and Ilya were the support system for the Centaur rookies they dreamed of having when they were younger.

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    06 Feb 2026

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    Shane kissed him, then nestled his head into the curve of his neck. Ilya tried to remember how to breathe. It felt like insects were crawling under his skin again. He didn’t want to leave, fuck, he never wanted to leave again. He wanted Shane to press his face to his skin for the rest of his life, just like this. He wanted to break open Shane’s ribcage and crawl inside it.

    (His heart did not feel big enough for everything he wanted from it.)

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    After confessing their love in the quiet, safe lamplight of Shane's Cottage, Ilya has a hard time coming to terms with the fact that he is loved. Shane notices, and doesn't let it slide.

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    Partially inspired by Chapter Thirty in the Long Game, but no knowledge of the books is required to read, and there are no spoilers. Enjoy.

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    02 Feb 2026

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    They’d considered it—Shane being gay. It’d been an option. But Ilya Rozanov and the way Shane looks at him like he’s the love of his life has blindsided them. Blindsided both of them, and there’s almost nothing Yuna likes less than being blindsided. 

    She’s not mad, David wants to say. We’re so proud of you. We’re so happy for you. We just didn’t know. 

    Somehow we missed it, you falling in love.

     

    or, what David Hollander and Ilya Rozanov talk about while Shane and Yuna are outside in episode six.

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    26 Jan 2026

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    It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.

    If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.

    Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.

    Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.

    or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.

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    20 Jan 2026

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    Ilya knows that, between him and Shane, he's the more affectionate of the two. He's not sure if it's because he's from Europe, where everyone greets each other with a hug and a kiss on the cheek, or if it's because he grew up so starved for love and affection that he can't do anything except show Shane how much he loves him at any chance that he has.

    So, yes, he knows that he's the one most likely to kiss Shane on the cheek when he skates by him at practice or come up behind Shane when he's cooking dinner just to wrap his arms around him or fall on top of Shane while he's reading on the couch, desperate to have his skin touching Shane's.

    But, Shane… Shane loves Ilya differently. It's quieter. More intentional.


     

    Or, five times that Shane loved Ilya in his quiet way, and one time that he loved Ilya loudly.

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    07 Jan 2026

  13. Rec 10

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    "Aaron has spent the last couple of months wondering what was real, which parts of their relationship, their marriage, could withstand the examination of hindsight, and has come up with nothing. He doesn’t really know John. He saw him for the first time today, mask off, as they were speeding towards collision."

    Aaron reflects on everything that has happened with John and Robert as he waits for his examination.

    A little additional scene for Corriedale.

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    07 Jan 2026

  14. Rec 8

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    Three weeks ago—in the middle of the night, after a harrowing ordeal—Aaron had helped shuffle an injured Robert out of the car, and they'd both looked up at the Mill with something akin to trepidation.

    The building had been cast in the eerie beam from the streetlights across the road, too far away to really do them any good; and so very different from the home that once welcomed them in from a hard day's work so many years ago.

    But now, today, after their time away from the village, having grown ever closer, and even with the dreary weather around them spitting rain, they could both feel it—the gentle tug of a fresh start. A new beginning.

    And so, barely an hour after arriving back home, and having only just bumped into Victoria to share the news of Robert moving in, they were both on the road again in search of a Christmas tree.

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    In which Robert and Aaron get back from their holiday, decorate for Christmas, drink some of Ruby's wine, and declare their undying love for each other in all sorts of different ways.

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    29 Dec 2025

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    “So, now what?” Ilya asks from beside him. “We go home, eat maybe another eight burgers and we fuck?”

    “You’re so poetic.” Shane rolls his eyes, but he can’t help his smile.

    Ilya shrugs. “Is poetry, yes.”

    “What is?”

    "Us."

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    Shane and Ilya return home to the cottage after meeting with Shane's parents. (And yes, they fuck)

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    26 Dec 2025

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    “Why are you smiling?” Shane asks him.

    “I met your parents,” Ilya answers. He’s definitely not going to be able to explain this one.

    “I know it was weird—”

    “Shut up,” Ilya says. “I loved it.”

    The look Shane gives him says Ilya in no way made it clear, but since it’s only half clear to him, too, he decides to kiss Shane instead. A slow, lingering thing. Just as sweet, but with the heat of a promise behind it. Shane slips his tongue into Ilya’s mouth, and it lights a fire beneath his ribs.

    After meeting Shane's parents, Ilya and Shane return to the cottage.

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    26 Dec 2025

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    Vic keeps trying to tell herself that that’s all it is. That it’s all sex and nothing else, the two of them looking for any drop of comfort wherever they can, and some days it’s easy to believe. Some days, they have a quickie in one of the barns and go back to work as if nothing’s happened, their old dynamic firmly in place. But other days, Matty stays late into the night, and once he finally leaves, there’s a knot in Vic’s chest that won’t come undone for several days.
     

    12 days of Christmasdale: Christmas at the farm

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    20 Dec 2025

  18. Rec 8

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    "And Robert decides then and there that he’s going to be better. That this Christmas is going to be perfect, even if Robert will have to drag it by its hair, kicking and screaming."

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    "But, he has a plan. A foolproof plan to make sure Robert is as happy as he can be. Because Aaron will make sure everything is perfect for him. A perfect Christmas, or, as perfect as Aaron can make it."

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    Robert and Aaron both decide to surprise each other with the perfect Christmas. But then Robert's mental health takes a nose dive.

    They end up with something less than perfect. They end up with something real.

    12 Days of Christmasdale, Day 3: Wanting to make Christmas perfect

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    18 Dec 2025

  19. Rec 4

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    Aaron tells the police everything he knows about Kev, lists every threat, every mishap they've had to deal with in the run up to Christmas; impresses upon the police over and over and over again that something is wrong, that Robert wouldn't just up and vanish; that people don't just disappear. But nobody's listening.

    A quick speculation coda based on the spoilers we've had for the upcoming episodes.

    Robert's missing and Aaron's worried.

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    18 Dec 2025

  20. Rec 1

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    Vic and Matty separately reflect on their year then bump into each other in the cafe.

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    15 Dec 2025

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