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    Unfortunately for Clarke, her mind likes to fuck with her.

    Constantly-- it’s a disease-- a masochistic, brutal, this-bitch-obviously-needs-therapy disease.

    And because she loves pain, she couldn’t stop herself from (once again) sketching the worst human being to grace her small, stupid town. Maybe it’s the fact that no one even fucking talks to her besides his snide remarks. Maybe it’s the memories from childhood that offer some kind of comfort even if his kind heart has rotted with age.

    Maybe it’s because she hates herself as much as he clearly hates her.

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    Clarke has a bully. He's been her personal tormentor for years, ever since... well, that's the thing. She can't remember what she did to make him hate her so much. It was like one day he decided she deserved to be punished for being alive. And he's the only one *allowed* to fuck with her in their small town, hick high school. To everyone else she might as well not exist.

    She has one year left. One year and she's gone. Gone from her addict Mom. Gone from the mean girls. Most importantly, gone from Bellamy Blake.

    Or so she thinks. He, on the other hand, has other plans.

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    16 Oct 2025

  2. Rec 95

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    You’ve been mine from the moment you stepped on the ground. You’ll be mine until the moment you’re put in the ground.

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    Clarke and the remaining Forty Three have been fighting for survival against the Grounders for three years since hitting the ground. The Arc went dark over a year ago. They are truly alone. Caught in a war with a King who shows no mercy.

    While scouting for a new water source, Clarke is captured.

    She prays that it's anyone but the eyes that have followed her from the other side of the battlefield. That have haunted her waking and sleeping hours. That have threatened to unravel her very being.

    She's not that lucky.

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    Canon AU with Grounder King Bellamy and SkiKru Clarke as his captive.

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    16 Oct 2025

  3. Rec 77

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    Canon Divergent

    What if Alexandra hadn’t waited four months to leave England and arrived at the ranch before Spencer?

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    13 Apr 2025

  4. Rec 26

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    Alternate ending to the show. Alex heeds the warning of the gas attendant and choses to take the train in Sheridan, Wyoming.

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    12 Apr 2025

  5. Rec 31

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    It's raining again and Kate finds herself unable to sleep. She wanders to the Aubrey Hall library and discovers a rather risqué book about pleasing one's husband.

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    11 Apr 2025

  6. Rec 17

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    *SPOILERS FOR SEASON 2 OF 1923*

    My version of how 1923 actually ended.

    Alex and Spencer finally reunite and live happily ever after because I say so and that's what they deserve after all the hell they went through. If I pretend the last episode didn't happen, then it's fine... I'm FINE.

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    11 Apr 2025

  7. Rec 21

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    The night after their wedding, Spencer dreams his first pleasant dream in a very long time.

     

    Montana sunrise in vivid color, clouds of dust stirred up by horses blurring out the sharp edges of mountains and valleys, crooked fence posts and barns covered in peeling white paint. A sunset painted in heavy handed watercolor, hues running from warm tone to cool tone to midnight black. A small wedding in a pasture, an estranged family whole again. A big endless sky watching over a big adventurous marriage.

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    11 Apr 2025

  8. Rec 52

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    She gives him a pointed look, the kind that makes something curl low in his stomach. “And what, exactly, do you suggest I do now? I still haven’t got what I wanted.”

    Before he can stop himself, the words slip free: “What you wanted was disappointing sex.” The small, still-sober part of his mind begs him to stop there, but the alcohol loosens his tongue further as he continues, “I could give you what you need.”

    The air between them goes very still.


    Lucanis makes an offer. Rook accepts, only if for a night.

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    22 Feb 2025

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    His forehead presses to hers, light and gentle as he huffs in amusement.

    “Watch your step,” he breathes, his hand releasing her arm not to sign, but to brace itself carefully behind her neck. Makkari shivers involuntarily, eyes closing as she presses a little closer.

    --

    Five times Druig and Makkari share forehead touches and one time it becomes more than that.

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    13 Nov 2021

  10. Rec 57

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    Eternally running, Makkari is a force of movement as the sun is a force of light. She is infinite, but faltering in the wake of so much wretched loss. Even the wind needs a home to come back to when the winter's faded and the meadows thawed, and to her, there is only one place that brings her such peace.

    And that is wherever he is.

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    07 Nov 2021

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    The Godspeaker is dying. Twelve champions compete to replace her. But when you're dealing with the gods, nothing is ever as simple as it seems...

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    02 Oct 2020

  12. Rec 11

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    My collection for the second Widojest Week! This time ranging from "mildly sad" to "Jade I'd like to introduce you to the word 'fluff,' we'd all appreciate if you two could get to know each other."

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    06 Jul 2020

  13. Rec 78

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    Agnieszka is soon to give birth, but she's not sure Sarkan's ready to be a father...until he shows her.

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    05 Jul 2020

  14. Rec 46

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    ‘What are you doing?’ he hissed furiously. ‘Is that— is that snow?! Is it snowing inside, you unbearable lunatic?’

    Ok, ok, I know it's May but... no, I've got no reason for this. I read the part of Uprooted where Agnieszka is sad about Midwinter and then I accidentally wrote this. OH WELL.

    This is set after Uprooted ends, where Agnieszka and Sarkan are together, and she makes him endure a Midwinter's Day. It's nothing but a festive holiday special for Uprooted, and I am not sorry (did I mention it's May?).

    This is just joy and happiness, and I hope it makes someone else happy in these difficult times. Stay safe out there.

    As always, the characters and setting belong to the incredible Naomi Novik.

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    05 Jul 2020

  15. Rec 9

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    In which Jester and Caleb having been sleeping together for some time, but Jester longs for more.

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    29 Apr 2020

  16. Rec 33

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    Persephone returns home to her husband after a week away, tiptoe-ing through the house so as not to wake him. When he does, things get sexy.

    "Unspeakable Things" is a series following the steamy romps of newlywed Hades & Persephone. Each installment is standalone.

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    19 Apr 2020

  17. Public Bookmark 22

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    Jester’s fingers are cold against his skin as she slants her lips over his.

    Intoxicating, the word dances across Caleb’s mind in nearly four different languages. It’s close, but not quite the word his brain is scrambling to find. Familiar, his mind tries again, but Caleb knows that isn’t right either. Jester’s touch is only familiar in the way that he’s never been able to forget the fleeting touches she’s given him, and he’s only allowed himself to imagine more in such specific situations.

    (Happy birthday Shay!!!! <3)

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    01 Mar 2020

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    AHHHHHHHH

  18. Rec 25

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    “Do you remember when we met?” she asks softly.

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    29 Feb 2020

  19. Rec 91

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    “Fuck off,” Vex says, glaring out the window at the world in general, rain and her brother combined. “I don’t want us to go broke.”

    “We have a Van Gogh and a Renoir in the storage room,” Vax says dryly. “I don’t think that’s likely, no matter how many people you hire to help run the coffee shop.”

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    23 Aug 2019

  20. Rec 11

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    Jester is stirring awake beside him, and she’s in his arms. She’s in his arms, and it’s one of those rare times Bren Aldric Ermendrud isn’t in a rush, isn’t thinking about the next mission, the next meeting with Master Ikithon, the next tuning session with the syringes and needles and crystals. He doesn’t need to immediately go back to Rexxentrum, and he’s more healed now thanks to Jester than he has been in a while, and he’s blinking. He can just be, just exist, at least for this little while, and Jester is cold in his hands in that endearing way she tends to be. She’s leaning back into his bare chest that’s riddled with scars and marks and burns, and he can’t help but think, traitorously—

    “I could do this forever.”

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    03 Aug 2019

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