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Satoru was covered in a pool of his blood. His ears were buzzing. His heart was beating abnormally fast. The older Alpha was on top of him, grinning.
For the first time in his life, someone had managed to strike him down. But Satoru didn't have the time to feel hurt about that.
He had to focus and find a way to survive. He couldn't die like this. He wanted to live some more. He had to live and protect Riko. He wanted to live and hang out with Suguru some more.
He had so much to do...
And dying wasn't part of his plans.
"You're pretty. I bet you're untouched too, right? Well, it wouldn't be bad." Satoru didn't know what the older Alpha was rambling about. He just wanted to focus in order to survive.
He tried to ignore him, but he couldn't understand. Toji had brutally pierced him and caused him to bleed out like this.
So why wasn't he leaving?
"Let's see...what the strongest Omega sorcerer looks like naked." Toji continued rambling, causing Satoru's eyes to widen a little.
He just let out a choke, hoping Toji would leave him alone. But Toji quickly slid down his pants. Satoru couldn't understand why Toji was doing this.
He felt a few hot tears streaming down to his cheeks as Tojis hands slipped in between his legs. He didn't know for how long this would last.
But Satoru still had to focus on his survival. He pretended to be dead, or unconscious, at least, to trick the older Alpha again.
He ignored Tojis filthy hands that violated him and the filthy things he said while entering him. When Toji was done, Satoru was able to open his eyes again.
He just remained there for a while, staring at the sky above. He was still alive, though, he wished he was dead.
When Toji entered him so brutally, Satoru wanted to scream. It was the first time he felt this way. So humiliated and scared.
It'd be better if Toji just killed him and cut off his head instead. Now, Satoru was violated by him, and he'd never be the same.
For the first time in his life as an Omega, someone had managed to defile him. And Satoru didn't know how to handle this.
Well, he knew what he had to do. Even if he was covered in blood and other fluids that repulsed him, he had to get up and kill Toji.
Perhaps, in one way, battling Toji was like a blessing for Satoru. Because of Tojis brutality, Satoru was able to unlock his technique furthermore.
Because of that, he survived. He pretended to be dead, while Toji happily violated him. And he was quick to get his revenge on Toji. He sliced the older Alpha in half without saying much.
His eyes were lifeless, just the way his soul was. His defiled...soul.
Satoru barely spoke to anyone after he returned to the school. Suguru kept asking him what happened with Toji, but Satoru always said the same thing.
That he just got lucky and killed him right away. Satoru never spoke about the other thing he had experienced with Toji.
He didn't want anyone to know. The fact that Toji had violated him was very humiliating for Satoru. He couldn't even tell Suguru, the Alpha he trusted the most, about it.
He just...wanted to disappear.
"Have you seen Satoru, Shoko? Yaga Sensei... is looking for him for a mission or something."
Two months had passed since that mission. Satoru had isolated himself from everyone and tried to focus on improving his techniques.
His brain was literally fried. His nose was bleeding once a week. Ah, but the worst part was when nighttime came.
Satoru couldn't sleep at all. Because every time he closed his eyes, he dreamt about Toji. He dreamt about Toji groping him and violating him with his words.
Satoru didn't know when was the last time he had slept properly. If he was lucky, he managed to sleep two hours a day, until he woke up screaming.
"Eh, I think he's in his room. But I don't think he's doing well, Geto." Shoko said to the Alpha that was looking for Satoru.
"What?" Suguru just sighed softly, starting to worry about his Omega friend again. They barely spoke after everything that had happened. And Suguru didn't like this at all.
He didn't know how to make things work between them anymore. Both of them were distant and awkward around each other.
"Satoru!" But Suguru's worries increased when he saw Satoru vomiting one day. Satoru never got sick, but there he was, vomiting behind some bushes in the yard.
Satoru tried to hide it when Suguru approached him and asked him if he was alright.
"It's just the summer heat. Maybe I'm also tired from-" Satoru tried to excuse the vomit, but then ended up vomiting again.
Suguru just frowned and ran back to the rooms to get Satoru some cloth to wash up. Satoru just awkwardly accepted the cloth and thanked him.
He had vomited three times today. He, too, was starting to get worried. He never got sick. What did all the vomiting mean?
Satoru wanted to ask Suguru so badly. He wanted to share his concerns with someone. But he was scared the whole truth would be revealed.
"Satoru, don't work too hard. You're still the strongest, no matter what. You don't need to-" Suguru tried to comfort Satoru, thinking his Omega friend had been working too hard lately.
Satoru tried to whine and tell him to stop being dramatic when he began to feel dizzy again. He was about to collapse when Suguru caught him.
Satoru remained in his arms for a moment, looking up. Ah, for some reason, it felt nice and warm to be in his arms.
"Satoru?! Are you okay?" But then Satoru closed his eyes again. He didn't know why he felt this way, but he was so freaking tired.
He had vomited so many times and he felt dehydrated and fatigued. He just wanted to sleep. But he couldn't sleep. He was scared of dreaming about Toji again.
"Yaga Sensei wants you to go on this mission alone. But maybe I should join you. You don't look well, Satoru. You vomited and you fainted on me. What's wrong, seriously? Just tell me-"
"N..nothing. I'm fine. I'll go on the mission alone. Okay?" A few minutes later, Satoru had regained some strength and escaped from Suguru's arms.
He went to find his teacher so he could learn more about the upcoming mission. He had to do something to distract himself from all the vomiting.
But on his way out, he overheard a joke Shoko made. And it ruined his day, week, month...
It ruined everything.
"I'm telling you, Shoko. Satoru vomited twice, maybe three times? And he fainted in my arms. He looks so tired and-"
"Huh, is he pregnant or something?" Shoko was obviously messing around to ease Suguru's concerns. But Satoru felt like his whole world was falling apart when he heard that word.
Pregnant.
He could be pregnant...
It all made sense now.
He was pregnant with Tojis pup. The thought made Satoru puke again.
"Satoru, are you listening to me or not? Look, there's this hospital. Many children have been gone missing and..." Satoru's teacher had found him to tell him about the so-called mission.
Satoru wanted to run away and ignore what was growing inside him. He felt numb and couldn't think. Or he didn't want to think.
He just accepted to go on the mission and exorcise spirits at this hospital.
The mission was pretty simple as always. Satoru became even stronger after battling Toji, so this was nothing to him.
When he arrived at the hospital, he was met with the cursed spirits that terrorised the hospital right away.
They were two-grade curses at best. Satoru could easily exorcise them and get this done with.
He could, but his body couldn't move, even when the curses were approaching him.
He didn't know why, but he couldn't move an inch. He just stared at the hideous, enlarged curses that were now spreading slime all over him.
There was slime on his body as the curses were making sounds, saying things Satoru didn't understand.
And then he felt it. The curse pounced on him, attacking his abdomen.
Satoru, at times like these, wouldn't even allow the curse to touch him with his infinity.
But at that moment, he was unable to use any of his techniques. He couldn't even combat the curses by hand.
It was like he had given up completely. Maybe he wanted to get attacked.
Just thinking about having Tojis pup growing inside him made his body completely shut down. He just let the curse attack him and cause him to collapse on the hospital floor.
He was at the rooftop, bleeding from his abdomen again. The curse was about to strike him again. It was close to grabbing him and devouring him as well.
But then the slime curse had disappeared. Satoru was still on the floor, not in the mood to get up. Did the curse flee?
He lazily opened his eyes, hands on his stomach that was covered in blood. The curse had injured him, so there was lots of blood.
Satoru tried to heal himself while using RCT, but he couldn't. He tried so hard, but he couldn't do anything. He couldn't use his Infinity, nor his RCT.
At this point, he was starting to feel useless. A few tears filled up his eyes. He just started to sob while staring at the dark sky.
Then he was met with a surprise. On the sky, he was sure there was Suguru on top of a curse, flying. He was shouting his name. Satoru could hear him.
Was he dreaming?
No!
Suguru found out about Satoru's mission and decided to join him mostly to check on him. And luckily, he had arrived just on time.
Suguru jumped off the curse he was using to fly and rushed by Satoru's side.
"Satoru, what happened?! I exorcised the curse from afar, but what happened here, didn't you-" As soon as he landed on the roof of the hospital, Suguru rushed by Satoru's side.
He could see Satoru lying against the cold floor, covered in blood everywhere, and he panicked.
Oh, and the most ssurprisingwas the tears. It was the first time Suguru had seen Satoru cry. And it made his heart sink a little.
"Suguru...mmm.. help...I couldn't use my Infinity or...rct to heal...I can't do anything...I don't know why...my body just froze I'm so tired please...tell me...is the baby gone? Please...I.. im gonna die...blood...between legs...so much...is it gone..."
Suguru didn't waste any time and gently lifted Satoru and carried him in his arms. He summoned the same curse he used before to get them back to the school grounds.
He knew their teacher would scold them for exposing themselves like that to non-sorcerers, but Suguru couldn't help it.
Satoru was heavily bleeding and was in a bad mental state. He didn't know what happened, but he had to save him before it was too late!
"Satoru...does it hurt? Just tell me what happened. I don't get it. Dammit. Just don't die on me. I swear-" While they were riding together on the curse, Satoru was resting against Suguru's lap.
He didn't have the energy to open his eyes, and the bleeding continued. He just remained silent, resting on Suguru's lap.
Despite the pain he was feeling, he felt quite calmer with Suguru around. Just then, Satoru realised what a nice Alpha scent Suguru had.
Satoru was almost starting to forget about the pain. He tried to focus on Suguru's petrichor scent instead. It reminded him of warm spring rain.
"Sensei! Satoru is hurt! I told you he wasn't feeling well, so I joined him and found him like this. He can't use RCT or anything else. And he kept talking about some baby. Sensei, please help him-is Shoko-"
When they arrived at the school, Suguru took Satoru to his teacher. Shoko also came so she could heal Satoru. They were in a private room where no one could bother them.
Suguru figured Satoru wouldn't like it if many people found out about this, so he tried to keep things private.
"Mm, the wound on his stomach isn't anything serious. Just a little cut. It won't leave a big scar either. But...geto, this here is what's strange." Shoko then pointed down to Satoru's legs. Both Suguru and their teacher gazed there.
"I can't heal his bleeding there. I think...Gojo...had a miscarriage?" Shoko said, sounding quite surprised herself.
Who was the one that got Gojo Satoru pregnant? Suguru?
Shoko knew that Satoru was a peculiar Omega and avoided interacting with most Alphas in their school. Suguru was probably the only exception for him.
So who could it be?
"Huh?" Both Suguru and their teacher said out loud, in confusion.
"Ah, you see...you cannot heal anything on the body that is related to pregnancy or childbirth. I guess the Jujutsu world hates Omegas and has that rule, but yeah. His bleeding isn't stopping or healing down there. I mean. It will stop but i just cant make it stop with RCT."
"So that means...he...he was pregnant?" Suguru said, still in disbelief. Shoko just awkwardly nodded. She, too, was quite shocked.
"Alright. Shoko...Yaga sensei...I I don't know what happened here, but please don't tell anyone about this. I'm sure Satoru wouldn't want anyone to know. He didn't even tell me about it..."
Suguru sounded pretty upset towards the end. Shoko and Yaga just patted him on the back and told him to rest.
For now, Suguru would just have to wait for Satoru to rest and recover. Suguru took Satoru in his room so he could recover in peace.
He remained in his room, waiting for Satoru to wake up for many hours.
"Satoru, are you okay?!" Finally, a few hours later, Satoru had come back to his senses. Suguru couldn't help but squeeze his hand.
He was never this affectionate with Satoru. They were just close friends. They weren't mates. But Suguru had the urge to hold onto Satoru's hands, and so much more.
He wanted to take care of him and protect him. It hurt so much to see Satoru in this state.
"...Are we at the school?" Satoru spoke in a weak voice. He tried to get up from the futon mattress but then immediately fell back and winced from the pain.
Suguru just told him to rest.
"...So I'm not dead, huh?" Satoru continued to say, ignoring Suguru's questions. Of course he wasn't okay. Not only did his whole body completely shut down, but he also discovered he was pregnant, carrying Tojis pup.
His reaction was very normal of course. But now it was all over. Satoru just had to heal from this. And he wasn't alone. Not anymore.
"Sa...Satoru," Suguru began to say, hesitant to bring up the miscarriage. He mostly feared to hear what Satoru had to say.
After hearing Shoko, Suguru had a few ideas in his mind. He realized that the one that got Satoru pregnant.. was most likely Toji.
And the impregnation was definitely not consensual.
"You...had a miscarriage." Suguru continued to say, making Satoru look at him with widened eyes. A few tears filled them up again.
"Oh..s..so that means...it's gone right? The baby? I...im not a bad person for saying this right i-" Satoru was weakly holding onto his stomach, in between his tears.
He felt so relieved that this pup was now gone. He knew his life would be doomed if he gave birth to it. He couldn't give birth to this pup.
"Satoru, of course not. You didn't do anything wrong. Dammit. It's my fault. I shouldn't have let you alone with that bastard. I...thought-" Suguru was starting to blame himself for this.
If he stayed with Satoru and they fought Toji together, maybe this wouldn't have happened. But Satoru just shook his head, weakly trying to reassure Suguru.
"N-no, not your fault. Toji...he thought I was dying so he-" Satoru paused for a moment. He hadn't revealed the truth to anyone for two months.
He was finally ready to tell the truth. To the only one he trusted in this world. His Alpha best friend, Suguru.
"There was...lots of blood...and then he was on top of me..touching me...and when he entered me it hurt so much. I swear it's the first time I felt this kind of pain. B-but my body was confused at some point I think it f-felt good I don't know I'm a mess. I can't use RCT anymore I can't focus on anything I just-"
In between his ranting, Satoru had started to panic again. He had all of his feelings bottled up, and now he was finally letting them out.
And it made him want to sob again. It was the first time in his life he had cried so much. Even as a child, he had never cried like this before.
"Hey now, Satoru. It's okay. You didn't do anything wrong. It will take time...but everything will be okay," Suguru spoke to him in a soft voice, squeezing his hand again.
He wished there was a way to comfort him more.
"N-no, I'm telling you. I feel so disgusting-when-when I realized that I was pregnant by that jerk I was so shocked I thought I was going to die. It was like-"
"Satoru.." Suguru sighed softly, still holding onto his hand, "Did...back then at the hospital, did you give up? Thinking about the...baby?"
Satoru just sniffled and didn't say anything. He just ended up crying again. Ah, Suguru had made things worse. He tried to say something else to calm Satoru down.
But he didn't know what to say.
Then he figured it'd be best if Satoru just slept. He needed lots of sleep anyway.
"Um, Satoru, listen, I will sleep by your side tonight. Alright?"
"What?" Satoru wasn't crying as much as before. He was starting to feel quite embarrassed. The fact that Suguru had seen him like this...
He didn't want the Alpha he liked to see him like this.
But it couldn't be helped.
"Ahem, listen. There's a thing called nesting. Don't you know what it is? Mostly Omegas do it. So we will do that. It will help you relax. Let's build a nest together."
"That's ridiculous, I'm not building a damn nest or whatever-" Satoru just grumbled with crossed arms. Suguru just chuckled, knowing Satoru would say this.
Well, it was still nice to hear him whine instead of cry instead.
"Stay there. I'll bring items for the nest. I know what will be best for your nest." After that, Suguru got up and disappeared for a few minutes.
Satoru grumpily remained on the mattress, still with his arms crossed, pouting. Suguru returned five minutes later, with many blankets, pillows, and even some plushies.
"What's all this, Suguru...wait...where did you even find this plushie?!"
Suguru just let out a laugh and gently placed down all the items he had brought. While Satoru was whining, Suguru was setting up the items in place, building the nest for Satoru.
"Okay, Satoru. See, I think you will like it. Usually an Omegas nest includes scented items that help them relax. And so I brought items that have your favourite scent on. You like sweet scents because you're an Omega, right? But this plushie here also has a scent similar to mine-"
"...Do Omegas actually do this? I just want to sleep anyway. You can go now; I'm not in pain. Not gonna cry anymore so just-"
Satoru continued being grumpy, trying to push Suguru away. He was still very embarrassed and just wanted to be left alone.
Or did he really...
Did he want to be left alone?
"Nope. We're sleeping together night. We're nesting." Suguru insisted and then, with a swift move, ended up lifting Satoru up from the mattress, making him squeak.
Satoru was definitely not expecting that!
In a few seconds, he was transferred to the nest Suguru had just created. He thought running away was useless. Suguru was going to put him down again, so he just remained there, trying to get used to the nest.
And truth be told, it wasn't so bad. In fact, he was already starting to feel very safe. Even better when Suguru rested next to him.
"We...so we're really going to sleep side by side?!" Satoru wondered, letting out a squeak again. Nope, he was definitely not used to this.
Suguru was dangerously close to him! Satoru had almost forgotten about everything that tormented him.
"Just sleep, silly. Isn't it already so nice and soft in this nest? I bet you haven't slept properly for weeks now. And to tell you the truth, neither have I. So let's sleep here, both of us. We need it."
Satoru was about to protest again when he let out a yawn. Suguru just chuckled, "See, you need sleep. Sleep well. And we'll talk more tomorrow."
"Hmph...whatever. You're acting like my nanny or something-" Satoru grumbled again, turning his back on Suguru.
This whole nesting and Suguru taking care of him had definitely managed to distract him. He didn't think about Toji or blood or the miscarriage. He didn't think about them at all.
"No...i just want to take care of you because I'm worried about you. Is it a crime to care for you?" Suguru turned around, now faced with Satoru's back.
And he sounded so serious, but his voice was still soft. It made Satoru feel even more vulnerable.
"W..whatever...I'll try to sleep now, okayy? Don't whine if I accidentally punch you while we sleep-"
Suguru just let out a chuckle, now smiling, "Punch me as much as you want. Just make sure to sleep well. Okay?"
Suguru waited for a few more seconds, but he heard no reply from Satoru. It seemed that the Omega had already fallen asleep.
Suguru tried to take a peek without waking him up. And now he was finally sleeping peacefully. Satoru looked so angelic while sleeping.
And Suguru had the urge to kiss his head to sleep. Maybe he'd do that another night.
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Satoru felt very warm and safe. He was sure he was purring, as he was nuzzling against Suguru's broad chest.
Well, Satoru was still hazy from his 20 hours of sleep, so he wasn't aware of what he was doing yet. Yes, at that moment, he looked like a big, needy kitten, rubbing against Suguru for some comfort.
"Oh...so..sorry-" When he opened his eyes, he realized what he was doing. Nuzzling against Suguru's chest, as if he were a little kitten.
He awkwardly pulled away and turned around. His cheeks were quite flushed. Frankly, he didn't want to stop. It felt so comfortable and warm to be there.
"It's okay, you can cuddle up to me if you want, Satoru. It's why I made this nest for you. To cuddle and-" Suguru just reassured him with a soft smile. He hoped Satoru would do this to him more often.
While having Satoru so close to him, Suguru felt so blessed.
"A..anyway, for how long was I sleeping? I feel so good right now. Maybe I can start using my Infinity again-"
Satoru tried to change the subject out of his embarrassment. But he didn't lie. He was feeling much better.
He wasn't as fatigued as before. And the pain in his body was gone. Well, most of it anyway.
"Satoru.." Suguru just let out a soft sigh, "You'll be fine, but you need to rest some more. You couldn't use your techniques because your body was in shock. I'm sure you'll be fine in a few more days. You're strong, aren't you?"
Satoru slightly frowned, now speaking in a smaller voice, "No, I'm not strong. If I was, this wouldn't have happened-"
"Don't be silly. If you weren't strong, you wouldn't be here. Also the fact that you went through this all by yourself for two months. I'm sure it was very scary for you. Satoru, even the strongest people need some comfort sometimes. You can rely on me...and if I ever need help, I can also rely on you,"
Satoru just sniffled, remaining silent for a while. He didn't want to cry again, but he was starting to feel emotional.
Ah, he had the urge to hide against Suguru's chest. But he was too embarrassed to do that.
They just awkwardly remained in the cozy nest together, until Satorus stomach slightly growled.
"Hey, by the way, are you experiencing any pain.. or bleeding down there?" Suguru wondered, still faced with Satoru's back.
He was sure the Omega was currently pouting, looking like a grumpy kitten.
"N-no, no bleeding. I just have some mild cramps though," Satoru replied in a small voice. He tried to get out of bed, but he felt Suguru’s hand holding him down.
"It's good that the pain is fading away, but you're not going anywhere. You can't get up yet, Satoru."
"Whaat? I was sleeping for so long! I need to stretch my legs or something, Suguru!" Satoru finally turned around as he was whining.
Suguru just chuckled as they were now facing each other. Satoru's cheeks were still flushed. Suguru then placed a hand to his forehead, wondering if Satoru had a fever.
"I don't have a fever. You're just...a-annoying me-" Satoru grumbled, while Suguru was checking his temperature.
"Ahah, you're right. Cuddling with me made you all flustered, I guess. Okay, listen-" While Suguru was getting out of the nest, Satoru was protesting again because of the whole cuddling thing.
"What you need right now is food. Stay here, okay? Your stomach keeps growling." Not giving Satoru any chances to protest, Suguru was out of the room.
Satoru just grumpily remained on the nest, waiting for his Alpha friend to return.
"I'm back, Satoru~I brought some chicken porridge. It was a hassle to make it in the kitchen but I made it just for you. Shift in your nest so I can feed you-"
A few minutes later, Suguru had arrived with chicken porridge for Satoru. Of course Satoru whined at the idea of Suguru feeding him, but he followed Suguru's request and shifted in position, now getting up so he could be fed.
Suguru took a spoon and brought it to Satoru's lips. Satoru was still grumpy but he ended up opening his mouth.
Suguru just spoonfed him like this, finding it the cutest thing in the world. Seeing Satoru all obedient and cute like this was such a gift.
It was something he would cherish deeply in his heart.
Satoru was so cute.
"Hmph, did you have fun treating me like a baby?" Satoru just grumbled once Suguru was done feeding him. Yes, Satoru whined at first, but he had devoured the chicken porridge.
It had been a while since he had such a good meal like this. Suguru was definitely good at cooking!
"Ahah..yeah I do. You're so cute." Suguru was supposed to say this in his head, but he blurted it out instead. Well, whatever. He wanted his Omega friend to know that he found him cute.
"Cu...what," And Satoru was feeling his cheeks redden again, "Will you s-stop messing with me today-im okay now so let's forget about this-"
Maybe it was out of defence, but Satoru was subtly pushing Suguru away again. Mostly because he felt embarrassed.
The fact that he, the strongest Omega, was now being pampered by Suguru because he was hurt...
He wasn't used to this. He didn't know how to act while receiving affection.
"No, you're not okay, Satoru." Suguru put the empty bowl of porridge away, sounding quite serious. "You'll need time to recover from this. And you need to accept all of this. It's okay to ask for help. I'll be by your side."
Ah, was it the miscarriage that was making him overly emotional, but Satoru felt like crying again. Deep inside him, he knew Suguru was right.
He needed someone to take care of him. He was in pain, and he needed someone to comfort him.
And perhaps it wouldn't be so bad to accept Suguru's comfort.
"Listen, Satoru, I think what we both need is a break right now."
"Break?" Satoru tilted his head. They were now resting on the nest again. Suguru had brought Satoru his favourite mochi as well.
"Yeah, we need a break from Jujutsu. The break could be for a week or even for a month, but we definitely need it. I didn't experience what you did, but I'm not doing so well either. I think it'll be alright if we're together..".
"Together...will it be okay?" Satoru was hesitant, mostly because he was scared of losing his technique for good.
"Yes, it will be okay. Trust me, Satoru. A miscarriage is a big deal on an Omegas body; whether you wanted the pup or not-youll need time to heal. So let's heal...together. I'll take care of you."
Satoru slightly nodded to his words. It's not like he could say no. He was still scared of losing his strength.
But he wanted Suguru to be by his side. Perhaps it wouldn't be so bad. Both of them needed this break.
"Then...stay by my side, please," Satoru said, sounding quite needy. Suguru couldn't help but smile.
He had the urge to kiss him on the cheek and pull him in for a hug. But maybe he'd save that for later, when Satoru was feeling better.
If they were together, everything would be alright.