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“Can you get me some weed?” She asks, and to his credit, Tommy just raises his eyebrows. “Or some vodka, I think, but weed, preferably.”
Tommy takes a deep breath, and afraid of a no, she speaks again.
“Not a lot!” She reassures him. “Just like-” She gestures with her hands to indicate the amount she saw someone else carrying to Gail’s house when she was spying to get some intel earlier. “Like that much.” She might need more later, but if the lady’s studied how to fix brains, surely she’ll be able to do it pretty quickly. Ellie might be fucked up more than other kids her age, but she can’t be the most fucked up person in Jackson. Just statistically, other people have had more time to get more fucked up. She’s probably barely even fucked up, comparatively. Freaked up, really, if anything.
That’s what she’s been desperately telling herself, at least.
(after accidentally hurting joel, ellie decides to get help to make sure she won't ever do it again) (now if only that help wasn't gail)
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23 Mar 2026
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I’d do it again, for you by 4everand4ever
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
26 Aug 2025
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Relentless, unwavering, and bound by something neither can name, but both understand with absolute certainty.
Both would tear down the world for the other.
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In the aftermath of Silver Lake, Joel and Ellie fight for each other in a world that’s taken too much.
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23 Mar 2026
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“It’s not for you.”
That shuts off her stream of words at once. He resists the urge to blink back at her in surprise. He hadn’t known he was going to say that until he said it. Seeing the way her shoulders have lost some of their tension, though, he knows at once that it was the right call. It galls him a bit, what he’s about to say, twenty years of survival making him reticent to admit any weakness.
But fourteen years before that has him speaking anyway.
Ellie won’t admit her weaknesses. That’s fine. She’s clearly been knocked over hard by that fucking place. He can take the fall for this one, if that’s what it takes to get her somewhere safe, a place where he can tend her properly, can tuck her away in a soft bed in a safe town, can get some meat back on her bones.
Can–please God–get some life back in her eyes.
(after silver lake, joel and ellie return to jackson to recover)
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22 Mar 2026
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if you never bleed, you're never gonna grow by BarlowGirl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
18 Jul 2025
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There’s more blood than she expects, when she’s bit.
Riley tears up one of her spare t-shirts so Ellie can wrap her arm up, but they have to change it twice before it stops soaking through. Weirdly, Riley’s hand doesn’t bleed as much. There’s a bit of blood, because, well, in teeth versus skin, teeth win, but she just dabs it away with a scrap of cloth and some water and it stops pretty quick.
Worried about making it bleed again, Ellie leaves the wrapping on hers for so long that neither of them notice that the whorls of infection on her arm don’t match the infection creeping up Riley’s arm.
Or: The one where Ellie bleeds a lot.
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22 Mar 2026
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Harness Your Hopes by finding_the_sun
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
17 Oct 2025
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Tommy tries to win some uncle points by taking Ellie hunting outside the walls. When take a turn for the worse, Ellie is reminded of her worst memories as she fights to stay alive and keep her uncle alive too.
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21 Mar 2026
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“You’re alive,” Tommy breathes, repeating it twice.
Each one hits like a blow.
“She’s dead,” he counters, voice flat in counterpoint to the way it writhes in him like a snake, a painful, thrashing thing. It’s the first time he’s said it out loud.
He can’t bear to repeat it.
“No, no,” Tommy says in a rush, pulling back. “No, Joel. She’s here. She’s in Jackson.”
Joel could almost laugh at the lie, well-intentioned but misplaced, which is his brother’s particular specialty. Tommy must have already read it on him, what Joel knows he’s going to do next. He’d sworn once to his brother that he would never do it again, never leave him behind.
But a man can only break so much before he can’t withstand it anymore.
(what if joel was just a few minutes too late to find ellie in silver lake?)
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21 Mar 2026
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all or none by guts (verucabat)
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
21 Mar 2026
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“Ellie,” Marlene breathes, tightening her grip. Ellie whips her head around to look at her, heart lodged in her throat. “You have to get to the hospital, nothing is more important than that.”
Ellie nods jerkily. Marlene squeezes her knee with an intense expression.
“You get there, and you make it happen. No matter the cost.”
“Okay,” Ellie agrees wetly.
“You do not let anything stop you,” Marlene stresses.
“Make it right,” she tells Ellie.
OR: Marlene gets Ellie out of Boston without Joel but they find each other in Kansas City anyway.
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21 Mar 2026
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“You’re a kid,” the stranger interrupts. His voice carries a gruff, uncaring tone, even though his eyes are considering.
Ellie pulls up her boot to rest by her hand, wrapping her arms around her knees. In the secret space of her heel, she thumbs the hilt of a pocketknife.
“Doesn’t mean I can’t blast your fucking head off,” she threatens.
The stranger’s brows raise as if her threat is empty. “If that’s what you were tryin’ to do, you did an awful shitty job of it.”
“Fuck you,” she snaps, and her cheeks burn. She hasn’t felt uncomfortable like this since David, since I like the fight—
Ellie is not doing that shit again.
Before the stranger can retort, she wields her pocketknife and lunges from her curled-up position to slash at his face.//
Ellie first meets Joel in the aftermath of Silver Lake.
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20 Mar 2026
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blue catharsis by therissotto_man
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
09 Feb 2026
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Joel is a fucking tank.
Unfortunately, Ellie is not Joel. And he's not here this time to save her.
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20 Mar 2026
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come morning light... safe and sound by lilbunmilo (SherLOCKED79)
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
20 Apr 2025
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Ellie's eyes drift around as Joel's fingers touch her chin, gently tilting her face up… to one side… and then the other. His keen gaze assesses the damage quickly, noting every nick, every bruise, every shape out of place. “How much of this is yours?” he asks, pouring from the canteen until the cloth is saturated in cool water.
Ellie knows what he really means.
How much did he hurt you?
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20 Mar 2026
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Bucky discovers that Zemo has a disturbing scar that he has kept secret from the team.
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19 Mar 2026
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As the one-year anniversary of Flame and Umber's relationship approached, their bond had only deepened, becoming unbreakable. However, they were unaware of the challenges lying ahead, and Flame would be tasked with navigating through some of the toughest difficulties he has ever faced.
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19 Mar 2026
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Amid rising tensions between Wasp and Sequoia, an Icewing blows onto the shores of Pantala where a Leafwing happens to be foraging. Can they survive the dangers looming over the continent?
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18 Mar 2026
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And the Toughest Part Is That We Both Know What Happened To You by GreenGrapes33
Fandoms: Marvel Cinematic Universe, The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV)
30 Oct 2025
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Helmut closed his fist tight around the old key, forcing himself to take a steady breath. This was a bad idea. Everything in his body told him this was a bad idea, and yet here they were outside of his home. Sam Wilson and the King of Wakanda, with James propped up between. He didn't want to do this. He had sworn to himself he would never come back to his place. But Sam and James were... friends was too strong a word for it. However, they were the first people since his country fell who genuinely appeared to care about him. Even if it was only because Sam Wilson was too good a man to hate anyone, and James too miserable a one to not find a kindred kinship with Helmut, even if he hated the baron.
Or Bucky gets injured on a mission and Zemo is forced to bring them to his family's home.
Whumptober 2025 Day 12: Sacred Place
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- Part 23 of Whumptober 2025
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17 Mar 2026
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Still Here by Brooding_In_The_Corner
Fandoms: The Falcon and the Winter Soldier (TV), Thunderbolts (Movie 2025), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
12 Mar 2026
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After a plane crash leaves them stranded on an uncharted tropical island, Bucky Barnes and Helmut Zemo are forced into a fragile alliance to survive. Stripped of their titles, weapons, and agendas, they must navigate not only the hostile environment but the widening chasm between their pasts. In the quiet, brutal rhythm of survival, they find something neither expected: a partnership, a sanctuary, and the devastating realization that the hardest part of surviving the island might be leaving it behind.
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17 Mar 2026
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one single thread of gold (tied me to you) by BarlowGirl
Fandoms: The Last of Us (Video Games), The Last of Us (TV)
30 May 2025
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The words remind her of something. There was that voice, Ellie remembers. It said she was safe too. And it sounded… nice. Like she could believe it.
Slowly, she settles down.
Eventually, she learns the voice that found her belongs to a man called Tommy Miller, who took her back to his town.
An actual town, not controlled by FEDRA.
Holy shit.
Or: AU where Ellie and Joel don't meet in Boston, but they find each other anyways. Featuring, cryptid Joel!
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16 Mar 2026
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This is my take on a post-canon reconciliation. In which Dina never stopped loving Ellie, and deep down always wished she’d come home. It’ll be a little bumpy, and Ellie hates herself for a while, and Dina needs some time, but she’s not going to waste what little precious time they have in this ruthless, unpredictable, and unforgiving world by holding on to her own hurt and anger out of pure spite.
Or: Ellie survives, much to her own dismay. But if she was really intent on dying, then she would have found a way. Her own iron will, combined with Dina’s love and support, will pull her through her own darkness.
The happy ending starts somewhere in the middle.
If you want a fic where Dina hates Ellie for an unreasonable amount of time and makes her jump through ten thousand hoops to prove herself then this is not the one.
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15 Mar 2026
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Imprints on the Heart by LadyStormcrow
Fandom Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber
22 Jan 2026
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15 Mar 2026
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a jellicle cat by sonofapollo
Fandoms: Le Fantôme de l'Opéra | Phantom of the Opera & Related Fandoms, Phantom of the Opera - Lloyd Webber
25 Oct 2024
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Raoul is woken up by a strange sound in the middle of the night, and goes to investigate, only to find the Phantom his wife rescued—and whose been living in his basement—with a...cat?
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14 Mar 2026
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“He’s still fucking mad at me; are you trying to get me killed when I have a headache? I thought we were good, Mal.” Ordinarily, she’d take those words as playful ribbing. Unfortunately, he genuinely seemed to mean it.
“We are good, Robbie, he’s going to help.”
“He’s going to kill me.”
“No. He’d have to go through me.”
“He’s going to put me out of my misery. That’s the only way he can help.”
Mal blinked. “Rob, he was a physiotherapist. You know that, right?”
OR: Rob has a bad pain day right after taco bell night (& identity reveal) and has to spend time in the precarious presence of Flambae in hopes of getting less OW
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- Part 2 of Dispatch
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14 Mar 2026