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Can I buy alpha’s clothes to help me with my heats?
Fuck, he’s miserable.
Out of all of the side effects of deciding to stop sleeping with random people – mostly random alphas, and especially for his heats – being absolutely miserable isn't on his list.
Or Buck and Eddie meet on a site where alphas and omegas swap clothes to help with their cycles, it just escalates from there in typical Buddie style.
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24 Mar 2026
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Buck stood in the center of the destruction, breathing in ragged gasps. Sweat poured down his face, his back. His t-shirt clung to him, soaked through. But he was freezing. Shaking so hard he could barely stand.
The fire under his skin burned hotter. Something was wrong. Something was happening inside him, twisting and churning and demanding-
Need. Safe. Need safe. Not safe. Need-
Buck's vision tunneled. His body moved without permission, autopilot taking over where conscious thought had fled. Up the stairs. Stumbling, nearly falling. His hands grabbed his comforter, sheets still tangled from this morning, a lifetime ago, and yanked them off the bed.
Down the stairs. Each step a monumental effort. His legs barely worked.
The blankets hit the floor in the only clear space left, near the couch. Not enough. Not enough.
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24 Mar 2026
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After dinner, Eddie drops Christopher off at home and drives back to Buck's house because he recognizes something isn't right.
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23 Mar 2026
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"9-1-1, what's your emergency?" she asked as another call came in.
"This is off-duty firefighter Diaz. I'm at 9035 Alvard Avenue and I've got a male, mid thirties - overdose. I need an RA unit."
Maddie's world came crashing down.
9035 Alvard Avenue.
That was Buck's address.
And -
"Eddie?" she asked, tears already building in her eyes.
"Maddie?" the voice from the other end of the phone asked, and it confirmed her worst nightmares. "Oh, God. Maddie, send someone. Send them quickly. It - it's bad."
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23 Mar 2026
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They all say that it gets better (But what if I don't?) by Buddie_stan
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
23 Mar 2026
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Buck never meant for it to get this bad. He didn't even realize when it started to become a problem. First it was just when the pain was really bad. Then it was when he felt sore. He just wanted to stop the pain before it got too bad. But now the pain is gone and yet here he is, popping pills like he’d die if he didn’t.
He tried to convince himself that it wasn’t a problem. That it wasn’t as bad as it seems, but the words come out sour. It stains his brain like a raging headache.
Then came the lying. And the guilt. And soon enough two pills weren’t enough to numb the ache in his chest. It wasn’t enough to stop the shame he felt building up in his gut. He knew Bobby would be disappointed in him. How could he not? He was disappointed in himself.
Everyone thought he was fine. He’d pick out a few smiles he’d wear in the morning and let it play out through the day. It was believable to everyone. Everyone except Eddie. He could see past the fake smiles, and the senseless excuses. He always did. It’s something Buck was always grateful for. Before Buck started lying his ass off, now it just seemed to make him more on edge.
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23 Mar 2026