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    Each Past Life team is a band :)

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    These works have no order, nor do they connect to each other. They are all stand alones, I just figured you would like them better grouped together.

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  1. Rec 1

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    Joel is in love with Etho, but then finds out he’s dating Bdubs

    Depression ensues.

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    09 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    something so simple yet SO good. The author portrays the feelings well, and the Conan Gray references are CHEFS KISS.

  2. Rec 14

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    "My Dearest Meredith,

    In another lifetime you'd have heard it from me years ago. You would know it was true with every beat of your heart. Every inch of your skin would know it. I’d have given you everything. In another lifetime repression and cowardice wouldn’t have run in my blood, and I’d have told the world from the beginning. About who I am, the way I love. About the way you made me feel. In another lifetime maybe, just maybe, it could have been us.

    But there isn't another lifetime. There is only this one.
    And every day I feel more and more that it was wasted on me."

    An unsent letter discovered after a suicide attempt reveals more than its writer was ever willing to admit out loud. The darkest moments of Addison Montgomery’s life become transformational, and the pain that once felt impossible to live with drives her home to herself, and to a love that lay dormant for years. Told through a collection of flashbacks that lead us towards an alternative to season four of private practice, I need her like water explores compulsive heterosexuality, grief, learning to love out loud, and the challenging parental relationships that can lead to a loss of identity.

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I was only on the first chapter when I bookmarked this and it is IMMACULATE so far. Great writing, great portray of the characters. And a good cry <3

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    “Do you want me to spell it out?” Mike scoffed, moving closer until they were eye to eye. “Sharing a room with Will, getting all touchy with him, cozying up? Don’t play dumb.”

    Richie gaped. “What? You mean being a decent human being?”

    Mike's cheeks flushed. “You're obviously…” He struggled, then finally muttered, “…flirting with him.”

    Richie choked. “Me? Flirting?” A laugh burst out of him.

    It's summer in Hawkins, and Richie wouldn't mind getting to kiss a certain boy—maybe even more—if it weren't for the minor inconvenience of a massive earthquake tearing the town open like a giant gate to hell.

    It’s a bit of a turn-off. But he’s nothing if not optimistic.

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    HOLY PEAK (I'm not done yet but this is a 10/10) also...Henderhop crumbs. And Richie my goat

  4. Rec 14

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    「For you? I would do anything. Have done everything. Died for you, killed for you. Loved you. And I would do it again and again and again, for all eternity or until the gods themselves smite me. Anything to stop those sad eyes of yours from closing for the last time again. Anything to deserve to stay by your side.」

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    An Avid/Scott time loop fix-it except the fix it is optional
    (Mature warning is due to the suicide related tags in the work! Because one of my friends [light-heartedly] threatened not to beta read for me again otherwise lmao)

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    08 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This fic hurts in the best way...10/10

  5. Rec 29

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    When Jonathan Byers goes missing, Hawkins turns fear into rumors and grief into gossip. Steve Harrington is trying not to be the kind of person who feeds it. He’s also trying to get Nancy Wheeler to look at him like he’s changed.
    So when Nancy mentions Jonathan, Steve makes a choice he can’t take back: he tells her they were friends.
    It should’ve been a harmless lie—something vague, something that would fade the moment Jonathan came home.

    But Joyce Byers finds a stack of photographs Jonathan took of Steve, and suddenly the lie stops being a crush-driven flex and turns into a lifeline Joyce clings to with both hands. With Robin Buckley helping Steve keep his story straight and Nancy pulling them into a frantic investigation, the three of them become an unlikely detective team chasing leads the police ignore.

    The deeper Steve digs, the less he cares about impressing Nancy… and the more he can’t stop thinking about Jonathan—about the boy behind the camera, the quiet moments Steve never noticed, and the dangerous person Jonathan might be hiding from.

    A Stonathan fic inspired by Dear Evan Hansen.

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    07 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    As a musical kid, this brings me so much joy each time it's updated. Dear Evan Hansen x Stonathan? YES.