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    “What is there to talk about?”

    “What’s there to talk about?!” Hollander scoffed, shaking his head. “You’re playing for my fucking team!”

    “I know.”

    “Why did you have to go and get traded?! You realise we’re going to have to see each other every day from now on, and play together, and-”

    “Yes,” Ilya interrupted. He didn’t want to know how long Hollander’s list was. “I know.”

    Hollander took a deep breath. “Okay, listen,” he said. “Just so we’re clear - we don’t know each other outside of playing against each other, right?”

    “Right.”

    “And we can’t- can’t hook up anymore.”

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    OR: Ilya gets traded to Montreal in October 2014. He's lonely, and angry, and he misses Boston. He doesn't know if it helps that Hollander is there or not.

    title from Buckle by Florence and the Machine

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    27 Mar 2026

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    Rose Landry is shooting yet another X-Squad sequel in Montreal this month, and they planned her visit to Shane and Ilya's place in Ottawa ages ago; it's just a weird coincidence that Shane is out for a few games with a shoulder strain, and able to hang out with Rose tonight while Ilya's busy playing a home game against Dallas.

    In which Rose and Shane drink a little too much wine on their girls' night, and Shane winds up with a face full of makeup. It would be a shame if Ilya came home unexpectedly and caught him looking like this!

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    Or: Rose is an ally, makes Shane pretty, and Ilya rails him about it.

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    09 Mar 2026

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    “So,” Ilya says at last. “Why do you hire a professional Dominant?”

    Shane is grateful for Ilya’s timing. If he’d been drinking just then, he probably would have choked and spat tea all over the pavement.

    “I don’t know. I liked the idea, I guess.” He swallows and risks a quick sideways look at Ilya. “Why do people usually hire you?”

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    23 Feb 2026

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    “You lie to yourself, Hollander. Not to me.”

    “What, because you know me so well?”

    “Yes. I do. Don’t I?”

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    21 Feb 2026

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    “Do you want to fuck Svetlana?

    Shane dropped his phone. “What? No. Are you fucking crazy?”

    “I am not crazy,” Ilya said. “But I would like to be fucking. Maybe both of you. At once.”

    “Too bad you only have one dick then,” Shane said, incredulous.

    “My innocent sweet boy, Hollander. Never had a threesome before?”

    “I could barely handle one girl at a time,” Shane confessed. “Much less two. Because, Rozanov, I am gay.”

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    Ilya and Svetlana propose a threesome for old time's sake. Shane learns that sometimes, experimentation can be very, very rewarding. An exploration of identity and desire and, ultimately, being true to yourself.

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    18 Feb 2026

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    Based on That Clip which essentially re-wired my brain; Shane living his best sex-starved life in yet another hotel room with Ilya, as all the while their plausible deniability wears gossamer thin.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    Shane heads straight to his stall, starts tugging his jersey over his head, and without any preamble, turns to Ostrovsky and says, “Rook, what was the one thing I told you not to do tonight?”

    Guiltily, Ostrovsky lisps, “Get into shit with Rozanov and Marleau.”

    Shane sighs, all put-upon weariness. “And what was the literal first thing you did?”

    Or: Five fights Shane Hollander (tries to) stop on the ice, and the one that he starts.

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    08 Feb 2026

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    “such strenuous living, I just don’t understand, when in just seven days, oh baby…I can make you a man.”

    ilya shares his love of rocky horror with shane which leads to a chaotic halloween.

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    31 Jan 2026

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    Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”

    Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.

    Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”

    “I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”

    That did not answer the tying down part of the question.

    But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    Shane has a oral fixation and autism that causes him to hyper fixate even more. One night, Shane and Ilya are on their couch at the cottage, Ilya playing video games with his teammates over voice chat and Shane on his phone. When Ilya begins shifting around on the couch, Shane takes notice of the bulge in Ilya's shorts. What follows is Shane desperately needing to satisfy his oral fixation, and Ilya being the greatest boyfriend possible.

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    19 Jan 2026

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    “If you don’t come here, I will come to you.”

    “Rozanov.”

    “I will drive,” Ilya tells him without sympathy. “Park illegally in my big muscle car. Everyone will notice. Lots of photos, probably.”

    Shane rubs his forehead. He gets to his feet and glances at his bag, still packed, on the hotel dresser.

    “I hate your car,” he says, at last.

    “Yes, I know,” Ilya says. It sounds like he’s smiling.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    That’s all Ilya wanted. Shane’s attention.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Then show me,” Ilya gasped. “Show me you have me. Show me you’re never going to lose me.”

    Shane had never seen a more beautiful man than this.

    He let go of Ilya’s curls, bringing this hand to the cut of his chin. Then, dizzy eyes on each other, Shane dragged four blunt fingernails fiercely down Ilya’s throat and over his collarbone to dig at the centre of his sternum.

    “I know you,” Shane whispered, feeling Ilya’s hips lose their rhythm as his pupils dilated at this. “I know you,” he repeated. “I’ve got you.”

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “Hollander? You are still here?” Rozanov called, breaking the TV static silence filling Shane’s head. He blinked. 

    “Uh. Yeah, just leaving,” he answered, surprised by how steady his voice sounded. Good, that was good. He knew he couldn’t show Rozanov any weakness if he wanted to keep coming back.

    But did he want to come back if it made him feel like this?

    “Door is too heavy? Or I fuck you too good, you cannot move legs,” came Rozanov’s taunting response. Shane could practically see the tilted smirk on his face, cigarette smoke wafting around his freshly-showered curls. 

    “Fuck off, Rozanov,” Shane muttered.
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    Or, I wrote something to add to the pile of subdrop!Shane in Vegas fics because legally by law I had to

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Ilya has never enjoyed seeing Shane cry in the past, but he has never made him do so on purpose before. Watching Shane’s chest heave, out of breath and easy to tease and eyes just watery enough that Ilya’s imagination takes them several steps into the future, he thinks that he would like to.

    Ilya fucks Shane until he cries.

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    01 Jan 2026

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    Ashton didn't normally take kindly to being beholden to anybody's whim, but at least Fearne's were interesting.

    Fearne puts Ashton in something pretty for the evening.

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    22 Aug 2024

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    The Mighty Nein are very comfortable with one another, boundaries established and reconfigured and settled well before Essek finally joins them.

    Casual touch is a given with them; proximity was a necessity for safety in their early days. This, however, stands in stark contrast with Essek’s many decades. Walls, barriers, layers, space. Separation kept Essek safe.

    It’s not that he hates touch, no. It had simply grown unbearable after so long without. Unexpected or held for too long, it burned.

    And then they won him over, slowly, over time, as they are wont to do. Rather, he is one of them now.

    (Now in chronological order - posting order found here)

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    14 Jan 2024

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    It wasn’t consecution.

    How could it be? Essek wasn’t consecuted. Even if he had been, consecution didn’t work like this. He’d know if it did; he’d spent years searching for any scrap of information about what was happening to him.

    He found nothing.

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    Every time Essek dies, he wakes up on the day he meets the Mighty Nein. He's tried everything to avoid, subvert or kill them, but so far nothing has worked. He's already died fifteen times. He refuses to die a sixteenth.

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    03 Jan 2023

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    Mystery Work

    Part of fic i don't vibe with anymore
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    21 Nov 2022

  20. Public Bookmark 62

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    “You cannot be serious.”

    “Oh, fine! You can fuck my face if you’d rather. Tug on my hair a bit if you must,” Stede huffs, quivering where he stands, like the issue here is that he needs to sweeten the pot to get Izzy to allow him the privilege. Izzy is rapidly attempting to recalibrate; it’s not easy when it feels like his brain just caught fire.

    “Might want to get changed, mate,” Ed tells him. “Can get messy.”

    Stede replies, “Oh, well, yes, that’s- fine, isn’t it? I have more shirts, haven’t I,” in this faint, longing sort of tone and- like fuck is Izzy going to say no.

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    12 Nov 2022

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