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  1. Public Bookmark 27

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    He doesn’t tell Edwin, after.

    Like, he means to tell him, course he does. Whatever went down between them on the steps of Hell, they’re still best mates, yeah?

    But Niko’s dead, and there’s arrangements to be made, and a plane ticket to book for Jenny because she wants to bring her body home to her mum. They burn incense in a temple in Osaka and cry on one another’s shoulders and Charles can’t bring himself to talk about what Esther Finch did to him in that kitchen in Port Townsend… He can’t bring himself to remember what she put him through.

    Unfortunately for Charles, however, the sort of assault he experienced has a nasty way of bleeding out into everything in his afterlife that he holds dear…

    *Warnings for sexual assault on a minor by an older adult as well as recovery from same. Note the warning people…

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    18 Mar 2026

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    “What did I,” his throat clicks, swallowing harshly around the tears that he has refused to allow and fall. “What did I do wrong?”

    Mortification feels like fingers wrapped tightly around his throat, tucking himself closely against the wall and too afraid to even look Rozanov in the eye. There’s a long beat of silence where Shane can practically feel his heart climb into his mouth, his chest aching with a relentless thud. 

    “Hollander.” He can’t read Rozanov’s tone even on his better days, quiet and short of breath. 

    Shane wishes that he could dissolve into the floorboards, eyes squeezed shut and a spike of shuddering cold working its way through him.

     

    Or, Shane drops hard and fast after their hook-up in Vegas. Ilya takes care of him.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    A thick arm snakes around his middle, wrapping him up. Shane twists around to squint at him in the darkness. He can’t see much, but it’s enough.

    “You’re here,” he slurs.

    [Or: an expanded version of Chapter 3 of "5 Times Shane and Ilya Matched Each Other's Freak," now from Shane's perspective.]

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    16 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 51

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    Lily: for every goal I score tonight, you cum once

    Shane slammed his phone onto the locker shelf screen down, and cursed when he heard in crack.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    "Is this your first time with a man?"
    "Yeah. Yours?"
    "Oh—no."
    "Really?"
    "Really."
    "Who, another player?"
    He stopped. He hesitated.
    "no, my coach's son back in russia."

    Just as they begin to believe in something stable and lasting, a scandal erupts: a former Russian national team coach is exposed as a serial abuser, and images from Ilya’s past begin circulating in the media.

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    09 Mar 2026