ancilla89
Fandoms
- Blue Bloods (TV) (192)
- Unspecified Fandom (2)
- NCIS: Los Angeles (1)
- CSI: NY (TV 2004) (1)
Recent works
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Am I Someone That's Worth Saving? by J_Hill (ancilla89) for Fencingfilly
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Title is from: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=YgmCpebOlIA
THANK YOU to FencingFilly for her beautiful, beautiful work, and for graciously allowing me to write a few stories based on it. I hope you enjoy!
Words in bold are direct quotes from FencingFilly's story.
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- Part 19 of The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too
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Four Years Learning (After Twenty-Four Years Searching) by J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
09 Aug 2025
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I have been wanting to write some sort of fix-it fic with missing scenes between Joe and his mother, him slowly getting to know the Reagan family, etc.
Beginning at 10x19 until the end of Blue Bloods.
CHAPTER 6 begins a multi-chapter arc surrounding Joe getting shot in 11x16.
This is an AU fic due to my headcanon that Paula Hill was a manipulative and emotionally abusive mother.
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Episode Tag to Season 1 Episode 1.
Reading OrionLady's EXCELLENT "Neither Hide Nor Hair" inspired me to start re-watching NCIS: Los Angeles. And one line from Hetty struck me as needing to be explored. This is that exploration.
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On the Season 4 DVDs, in the commentary on Season 4 Episode 13, Donnie Wahlberg says there was a line scripted where Danny stopped and turned and asked for help after Dr. Dawson says "You don't need to wait 'till you're drowning to reach out for help."
04x13 will always have my heart as the episode that catapulted me into writing fanfiction.
Series
- Part 5 of Unfinished Business/Drowning
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"Don't Wish Me a 'Happy' Memorial Day; Don't Thank Me for My Service" by ancilla89
Fandoms: Blue Bloods (TV)
26 May 2025
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Danny's thoughts about the meaning of Memorial Day.
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- Part 17 of Danny Reagan's Longest War
Recent series
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The "Black Sheep" has a Dark Side, Too by ancilla89, J_Hill (ancilla89)
Fandom Blue Bloods (TV)
25 Jan 2026
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Danny and Joe Hill struggle with the approaching season of Christmas.
Fair warning: each man is OUT-OF-CHARACTER here.
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Stories set within Season 4 Episode 13, "Unfinished Business," OR within the context of/alternate universe of my story "Drowning."
All of these stories contain mentions of PTSD or suicidal thoughts.
Please read carefully!- Words:
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Danny deals with memories stirred up by the events in Afghanistan in August 2021, and his own PTSD.
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The Gravity of Quiet Places by CryingButConsensually for ancilla89
Fandoms: Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Spider-Man - All Media Types
30 Mar 2026
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"You're treating your life like it's a background app you forgot to close," Tony snapped, the Iron Man persona cracking to reveal the terrified father underneath. "I don't just want you to follow the protocols. I want you to want to be here. For you."
Penny looked back down at her bowl. The milk was turning a pale, sugary pink. "I'm trying," she whispered.
And that was the worst part. She was trying to care about a girl she didn't think was worth the effort.
Or: Tony Stark thought Penny Parker was just being a reckless hero.
Now he realizes she’s trying to disappear.A one shot from the A Currency of Bruises series, but can be read on its own.
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- Part 3 of A Currency of Bruises
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30 Mar 2026
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Bruce's lab is immaculate. His routine is shrinking. He comes to the kitchen at three o'clock because it's the time he's least likely to run into anyone.
He's been managing depressive episodes alone for twenty years and Pepper isn't willing to let him make it twenty-one.
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07 Mar 2026
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Heroic Propoganda Hour by tummyhurtss
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies)
21 Feb 2026
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In which Spider-Man gets injured badly on a patrol and is rushed back to Stark Tower's Medbay. At the same time, Steve Rogers injures himself while training in the tower's gym. He goes to medbay expecting to be in and out, only to find a much more pressing patient who requires the medical team's attention. In turn, he gets a small dose of seeing Tony Stark in a different light. Not necessarily Cap-friendly, but also not Cap bashing.
This work is a part of a larger series. However, it can be read as a standalone one-shot!
Series
- Part 20 of The Best of Both Worlds
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01 Mar 2026
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From Where I’m Sitting by tummyhurtss
Fandoms: Iron Man (Movies), Spider-Man (Tom Holland Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe
30 Jan 2026
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In which Tony picks Rhodey up from the airport in a rush because they have somewhere to be — or rather someone else to pick up too.
While this is apart of a series, this story can be read as a standalone one shot!
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- Part 8 of The Best of Both Worlds
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28 Feb 2026
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Mac knows he won’t make it out of this latest abduction alive. Not with experimental chemicals being pumped into him in horrific doses.
The hallucination wearing Jack’s face—who claims he never died—has other ideas about that.
(Touch separated by inches is the greatest torture of all.)
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19 Jan 2026